Sunday, August 31, 2008

'BEH'


Whose that?? Hmmm remember my 'Friday' entry in here? I've written there that I'll be telling things about my school life... Well ok I know this one is not a part of my school, but he's part of my schooling..got it? me, too im a bit confuse,, here it goes.... He's 'June' the used to be good day breaker he really makes my day so miserable.. he's the one who makes the whole aisle so ewwwiieee... I really do hate him so much.. as in Big Time.... but when the magical arrow of cupid hit me, he really did it..it's really in the bull's eye! He made it to the center.. Now I realize that the saying "the more you hate the more you love" really did exist!I honestly tell you this one,,,, I really really love him so much, I've never been like this before. But everytime I see him my then miserable day will now be turn into magical day... I always miss him and I always wanna hug him....

I LOVE HIM MY BABY....

SOLSTICE

Hello there,,Im back,, I just don't know if this one is for good hahaah...anyways I just wanna make a new start all over again.. It's Septmeber 1,2008 1:13 am Philippine time.
Every September 1 mama narrates her Labor day it's literally her labor day for me, and for God's sake she labored for 7 days as in 1 whole week, OMG as in OMG with the much emphasized OMG.... It's really so much of suffering, imagine people who labored for 2-3 hours give damn to their husbands how much more the 7 straight days? So that's why I don't make my mom get mad with me,,, because I really think of those sufferings that she got because of me. So those 7 days were enough to make her suffer coz of me. I think birthdays should be celebrated by the son/daughter and the mother. it's because their moms are the one to be thanked on your Birthdays because first and foremost they suffered for 9 months then after that suffer again for how many hours and after that suffer again for guiding their kids as they grow up. So now I wanna make my birthday so much special, because I have the 2 most loved persons in the whole wide world.. My mom and dad. I won't ask anything as a gift because, seeing us as complete family is too much enough for me. I know I have everything in life to be asked for , so I won't ask anything more.I just wanna thank God Almighty for giving everything for me.
thank God for everything you've been so good to me for the past 22 years,, hoping that I can also have another 22 more years and many more 22 years to come... Lord God sorry for what i've done bad... Please forgive me... I love you so much,,, may my birthday will be in all good condition....


XOXO

Thursday, August 21, 2008

NOSTALGIA

It was a year ago when I woke up
I woke up and I cried
Somebody love"d" me
He gave the sunshine in me
He opened the window of my eyes
He promised to love me till the end!
The fuck!! He left me all alone
The Hi's and Hellos are gone
The somebody whom I know vanished!
My heart waited for him until now
My little heart is having a hard time to move on
He was such a great impact
My mind almost explode of waiting
But even the scent of him didn't appear
Do I still have to wait or move on?
A part of me says "yes"
People around me says "life must go on"
But what's really inside of me is..
Im still waiting...
I still love him!