lurrvvee day...

a month ago i still remember that i wrote something grateful thing against valentine's day ... heheheh well I was just carried away with my desperate situation. i even dare valentine that if ever no one will ask me out or no gift will arrive then i will curse the feb 14 all my life. hmmm well valentine was so good to me. gift arrived and my ex asked me out. so no more 'the grief' the counter part of the grinch hehehe,,, I was just satisfied of what had happen to my lurrvvvee day,,, one thing that make me the happiest is IM SAFE!!!!!(safe from pregnancy)
that's all ehehhehe be back if i have good stories to tell...


xoxo

sexless in the city

got haunted with the title..i think 'tis a great book to read........ i have my own story of that..it's a real sexless...

people who really knew me will get surprise about my situation right now... Why? because Im a real SEXLESS in the city. valentine's day came but nothing happened.... December was my last event and no more thing happened after that one.haayyyzztttt..well ill still be thankful for that though,
till here..ohh i still have story after this.... just wait ill shoot you in a minute...

xoxo

i love this line

"Before you,my life was like a moonless night. Very dark, but there were stars - points of light and reason. .... And then you shot across my sky like a meteor. Suddenly everything was on fire; there was brilliance, there was beauty. When you were gone, when the meteor had fallen over the horizon, everything went black. Nothing had changed, but my eyes were blinded by the light. I couldn't see the stars anymore. And there was no reason for anything."
ohhh,,,, that quote can really sweep off my feet...ohhh who can tell me those lines...who can utter to me that quote?? if someone will whisper that quote unto my ear, I will definitely melt on my place.
i really love this quote...SUPERB!!!!

xoxo

tired

Im so tired being tested,studied like a specimen in a petri dish. I don't like it anymore as if I have a choice to say no. I really don't have any choice. But as of now I want to do all great things in me. before my borrowed time ends.
Im like a ticking bomb having a very limited time every tick is so important I must consume it carefully. Im like a withering candle melting but shedding light to each and every one. I won't regret all these happenings in my life, it may be fate, or destined. I know that God gave this to me for He knows that I am capable to handle this courageously.
I may be a specimen in a petri dish, I may be studied under the lights, I may be opened through scalpel, I won't mind at all for as long as I know that God is there, my mom , dad, aunties, sibs, and friends are there. Then I won't mind at all. For they are the ones who encouraged me to live and to fight....


xoxo