VINDICATED I AM!!!

after 20 years

2010-06-10T13:41:00.000-07:00

after 20 years?? I found him... the boy in the picture with me. I found him so miserable, and yet he found me likewise.
If I were to ask, yes I wanna settle down with him, I dunno if this is just a sudden urge of my feeling, but if this is it, I wanted this , I wanted to pursue this and make this happen. I wanted him, I love him, so much.. now I know what's the meaning of love.!!!

Happy Father's Day!!!

2010-06-10T13:28:00.000-07:00

Happy Father's day papa, I wrote a line for my papa, just a simple one liner and it says:

Once I wish upon a star,I want a piece of me, after how many long years of waiting, someone didn't just give a piece but the whole me.

I cant explain how big my love for my dad is. it's too big to be explained, he may not be there for so long time, but I know that my love for him is a vast an endless love.

I love my papa so much..

need to make a bucket list

2010-06-09T09:18:00.000-07:00

now that im ill.. i need to make a bucket list at the same time a count your blessings list everyday in my life....hope that this will succeed.. ehehhe say good luck to me..

xoxo
leanne

After math election

2010-04-19T10:20:00.000-07:00

Reasons why do we have to get out of this country after election:

If Erap won ..why?? duh do i really have to elaborate the reasonsssss on this situation??

If NoyNoy won..why? Kris will be his adviser.. and in every 5 meters surely i am there're mother mary images(sorry for the devout catholics--marians out there..)

If Satur Ocampo,Liza Maza won...why?? 'the NPA love team..woohhh!!"

If Querubin won..why?? WTF we dun need another prisoner senator, who'll just sit behind the bars and accept the pay checks; of course from our pockets!!

If Manny Villar won.....why?? he will change Lupang Hinirang into his very own jingle... and change our national game,sepak takraw into swimming...in 'dagat ng basura' who the hell want all of these????

well if you still want to stay here in P.I. and love this effin country so be it.. but if you guys still have the chance of getting out of this effin' country then PROCESS IT NOW!! we dun need to be ruled by these awful people.. and i dun wanna work hard for these effin'people! won.....why?? he will change Lupang Hinirang into Manny Villar's jingle... and change our national game,sepak takraw into swimming...in 'dagat ng basura' who the hell want all of these????

well if you still want to stay here in P.I. and love this effin country so be it.. but if you guys still have the chance of getting out of this effin' country then PROCESS IT NOW!! we dun need to be ruled by these awful people.. and i dun wanna work hard for these effin'people!

colors

2010-03-02T09:37:00.000-08:00

I dunno if im color blind or it's just that i have a very poor eyesight... hopefully i only have a very poor eyesight... i dun want to downgrade it into colorblindness ...rofl....
what's with colors all about? well this is not about colorblindness and stuff.. it's all about colors.. i just jot down my color confusions..on the first few lines... ok here we go.. Im now wearing black jacket, yesterday i wore yellow shirt.....then later on i found out that our computer technician here in the office is also wearing a yellow shirt.. So i decided to wear my black jacket.. the same jacket im wearing right now. WHY?? 'nother story... my two teamates are wearing i dunno the color (as ive told you im so poor on that) let's just say shade of pink...both of them wearing the same shade... oh gawd i gave him the most violent reaction... hahaha.. same reaction with my yellow shirt...
I have this question on my mind... Why is it that if you found out that you have the same color of shirt in the area you'll be pissed off or you'll react that much? but if it's black or white there ain't big deal.

xoxo
leanne

Im sorry

2010-03-02T09:35:00.000-08:00

Im so sorry i wasnt able to write anything during feb.... if i can just turn back those days.. i will surely write lotsa blogs....
because i owe you lots of blogs i shoulda put lotsa piccsies here... hmmm ill hack my fb first hehehe.. that i owe you.. ill just give that thing to you tomorrow.. i hope that it'll be fine...

xoxo

wishing wells

2010-01-13T15:42:00.000-08:00

Last time at Simala I saw a replica of well of Nazareth it's really just a replica no special thing attach, just a simple well-like features with a water not deep. So I didnt toss a coin in there...
I was just surprised this dawn during our office hours, when I went to the place which I called the zero-gravity room; as I went inside the room I realized that it's not just a zero-gravity room but a 'wishing wells'. Funny it is, but the fact that it has coin on it and it always has, maybe someone thinks that as long as it has water as long as the coin will go down the bottom then you can wish for ev'thin....
That's really surprising the room is just an ordinary room but for me it isn't.. I'll try to find out what's next with that room...

xoxo

lei-lei

first 15 days of 2010

2010-01-13T15:34:00.000-08:00

My first blog of 2010......

What did I do on my first 15 days of 2010?

I ..hmmmm can you give me a minute or two,just want to review what had happened on the past few days..................

ohhh ok here it goes.........

I hit the gym...ohhh lala...I'm fin'lly trying to go back to the gym....
I went to celebrate my friend's birthday and ate not-so-much food....
I already burned Taylor's Nina's and Miley's songs....
I gave my mom a precious cute Siamese cat....
I went to Simala to thank God for ev'thin'
I'm serious with my diet including my cleansing diet every other day...

I dun have that much cool deeds but Im trying...Ill try to stroll around and love the sun...

xoxo

lei-lei

'tis the season to wear polka fralalalalala lala lala

2009-12-30T14:23:00.000-08:00

polka dots....checked

12 circle-shaped fruits..... checked

coins and bills in pockets, wallets and purse....checked

ham... checked

pancit and spag ....checked

jumping....checked

if you're hearing these things what's the first thing that would come up on your mind??? Nothing else but NEW YEAR!!

HAPPY NEW YEAR TO ALL.. welcome 2010...........................

see you next year.. am just so sad i wasn't able to beat my 100 blogs of 2008... ill try to double up by 2010...
good health to all .... RECESSION, GET THE FUCKIN' OUT!!!

xoxo

LAX not L.A.X

2009-12-28T04:55:00.000-08:00

Everybody needs LAX... yeah not the famous L.A.X but the jargon or eponym of laxative who the hell wanted to shout out that they need laxatives? Nobody wants.... It's holiday season, 'tis food galore. Choose here and there.. Eat here and there... hmm yumm yumm the best season of all time. You can find foods everywhere, here and there hmmm smell the aroma and savour the sauces, hear the sound of boiling and feel the heat of every food around the corner.
So this will be the hardest time for antacid in every pharmacy in the corner. Tums the yummiest antacid of all time, kremil-s the super OTC antacid in which you can also have it in the stores, Maalox the prescription antacid, alka seltzer the big one hahaha. After antacid you need to remove the bloat in you, get a lax... There's an option for your lax, WHEATGRASS a 33 pesos per sachet, C-LIUM fiber 9.50/sachet yakult, yogurt pineapple and PRUNE.... and last HIT THE GYM (next week) hahahaha.. I'll finish the food galore season first.

'till here

xoxo

What's Your New Year's Resolution, In Just Six Words.

2009-12-21T10:06:00.000-08:00

I am a bummer this shift.. been here for about 5 hours and still no special thing happened. This will be a 12 hour shift and to be continued for tomorrow's shift. (just to make-it-up for 24th shift)
It's holiday season so the season too, to think about their 'New year's resolution' to make it more unique I asked them to do that in six words.. So they did it.. and 'tis great... here are their response..

from different chat box..YAHOO MESSENGER AND SKYPE.. see their uber answer

[2:06:31 AM] Roy Angelo: get drunk and get laid tonight

Bruce Lloyd Imbo: not to be mister nice guy

Beatrice White: new year's resol- better persone, daughter, friend, wife and employee

[2:07:28 AM] Rayven Ingles: will limit dota to weekends only
[2:07:39 AM] Rayven Ingles: or limit playing dota to weekends only
[2:07:40 AM] Rayven Ingles: there
[2:07:41 AM] Rayven Ingles: :P

Kristine Yu: magsugod na ko ug tigom..ok..

Remely Mandreza: to be better and overcome fears

Julius Rodriguez: I'll change my lifestyle and girls

Mary Gen Albarico: more time with family and friends

Denmark Esmeralda: to become a famous super model!

Beverly Rusios: Love, Give, Understand, Communicate and Beautify

I love my officemates' participation they love my question-of-the-day always..(HOPEFULLY)

hmm would you want to know my response on my question? Just dun be surprise with my answer.lol....ready?

1

2

3

Leanne Cruz: NO CONDOM NO SEX THIS YEAR

That's all hahahahh...'till next blog

xoxo

3rd yr annive

2009-12-14T17:02:00.000-08:00

Dec. 13 : 'twas our Annive/Xmas Partee... Held at Parklane hotel..

'twas so nice as nice as the soft spirit of Xmas. The theme was award's night. Yeah boi we are in formal get-up. We're in red carpet with backdrop, Edward Cullen and Bella Swan as our ushers and the doors closed at exactly 7pm. Cool ayt?
When I went into the hall 'Victoria Hall' (I was almost late...-as usual nothing new-) I was so surprised when I saw the formal or should I say uber formal fellahs... I wasn't expecting that it'll be that beautiful. It's uber beautiful. As the door closed...

Voice over filled the room, the made-in-the-USA voice over for the opening of the program. There were some technical errors, duh crappy Parklane hotel technical service. Thank God we have beautiful-and-so-talented Ops Manager, none other than Bea White. She handled those tech problem that night perfectly (no such word though, but if you just saw how she did it you will surely say she perfected it...). Who was with her on the floor? She can't be solo all the time. So she called my ever cute smart intelligent chatmate/friend Rayven. hmmm (we're just friends ok..we're dating though..lolz for that), anyways...not that good as JOE PHOENIX but, it was good for a non-outgoing person like him can handle the co-hosting is an 'A' for me...(is it because he's my txtmate/friend/chatmate/date-sometimes?? lolz) ...ohhh I forgot to narrate here the Lady Gaga's performance.... My BAD!! 'twas nice.. she's s'pose to be lady gaga but she's singing geri halliwel's it's raining man.. hahaha...nice performance..CLAP CLAP CLAP also include julius's and josh's effort ahhahah though they've been washed out by the rain hahaha...

And the wait is over after how many minutes....Bea introduced the ever cute so handsome beautiful man ABS-CBN's KAPITAN BOOM JON AVILA!!!! Can you feel my scream?? If you can't then you're so lucky... He was so handsome that night, haayyyzztt can he be mine?? even just for once....I'm game...1 ..2...3 go,,, hahhhaha

after the great introduction.. It's FOOD TIME... yum yum yum i was so amazed with the honey mustard dressing, i really love it.. i just love mustard too much..the bread and frozen butter hmmm yum, there's rice, braised veggies, adobo and braised beef.. but i didnt get rice and braised veg.. i just dun like it.. and the star of the night's table..LECHON yummmmmmmmmm........... sorry for me i wasnt able to get the crispy skin of lechon..my sad..

minutes after eating the group presentation..yahuu.. Im not ready I dun love it... it's not my craft...well there're 10 groups and we're number 8 adn to be called in descending order hahaha..kiddin' . There was greece, chicago, beauty and the beast, sister act,slumdog millionaire, saturday night fever and Moulin rouge.. If i wasnt able to mention the other groups.. SORRY..

and the winner is none other than... TRULY YOURS hahaha dream on.. it was number 9's group the enchanted... zzzzzzzzzzzzz....
going home..and tired.. the taking-picture-time.. We took our pics at the backdrop with Edward Cullen and LUCKY FOR US with Jon Avila.. hayyzzttt lucky lucky lucky US,,,,

Just until here....and the story continues as we went to the party place of Cebu MANGO..FYI,,,, in my BALL GOWN hahahaa.,,,,

babush for now...

xoxo

i cant break it..

2009-12-10T10:00:00.000-08:00

it's almost g'bye 2009 and hello 2010...

few months ago i dared myself to break or 'ven just get even with my last years blog... but it so happened that I can't beat it.. so sad :( almost 30+ blogs to blog just to get even my last year's blog... so sad i can't make it... but still nice dare for me..
it's not usual to dare yourself, though....

xoxo

BEST TOYS of ALL TIME

2009-11-04T11:24:00.000-08:00

I got a chance to read 'BEST TOYS OF ALL TIME' at yahoo page. I was surprised with what I've read. There are 16 toys and in that 16 toys I had 10 on it. Wow , I can say; I had great childhood toys , not-to-mention I only have 2 friends then. But still I am so thankful for having those toys , and wanna thank my dad for all of those toys that he gave me. Indeed I felt so lucky because in that all time fave toys I got the 62.5% that's really amazing.
My favorite toy on the roster is the Cabbage Patch I love it because they are so cute and cuddly.Hope I can find another CP. But in the roster I have one frustration that my dad never gave me. The Nintendo, until now he doesn't allow me to have any console, my sad.
There's a toy that I think must be included on the list. Remember "Polly Pocket'? Oh how I love those cute little posh community that you can create. sigh.. I miss my childhood days..

'till here
xoxo

HAPPY HALLOWEEN!!!

2009-11-02T09:35:00.000-08:00

I went to Halloween parteee dated,October 31, 2009.We welcomed the November 1 of 2009 as the real Halloween day. I wore a sexy witch costume. I love the ensemble especially my witch hat, which turned to be my door knocker hahaha.. I felt so cute that time (i admit hahhaa).. I'll just post the other photos, and those are really amazing...BTW I'm with gen & Rex that time.

xoxo

ELEVATOR LIST part 2

2009-10-26T13:18:00.000-07:00

As I already explained the meaning of Elevator List on my previous blog, now Im gonna put my E.L.

1. Jay Manalo
2. Kim Bum
3.Chad Michael Murray
4. Andy Garcia
5.Enchong Dee
6. Derek Ramsay
7. DingDong Dantes

Wow!!! Lucky 7 hhhahahahahhaha that would be so terrible hahaha

Courage

2009-10-26T13:05:00.000-07:00

Yeah right I know I'm not blessed to have great voice,I know Im a tone deaf. But, lo where am I in this pic? In front of so many people I got my guts intact and have all the courage to face them and sing in front of them. Bravo to me..and sorry for the listeners hahaha.,.I only have fighting spirit in my pocket..

ELEVATOR LIST

2009-10-22T16:22:00.000-07:00

Gimme your 'elevator list' baby... What's that elevator list all about? Before I explain the meaning of that phrase I have to tell you first where I got that line. It's from one of 'ONE TREE HILL's" quotable quotes. I was so mesmerized with the line and so the meaning.. Ok I'll give you the meaning of the line...

'elevator list: LIST OF PEOPLE YOU'RE ALLOWED TO HAVE SEX WITH IF YOU'RE STUCK IN AN ELEVATOR'

See who wouldn't fall in love with that line? It's so interesting and would really caught your attention ,ayt??

another quotable quotes/dialogue from (again) ONE TREE HILL (it's not that obvious that I love tree hill right? lolz..) here's the dialogue:

Brooke: "There are 82 letters in here and they're all addressed to you. I wrote them all this summer, one a day but I never sent them because I was afraid. I was afraid of getting my heart broken again, like before, because you hurt me so bad. And I was afraid to be vulnerable and I was afraid of you and the way that you make me feel. And I know that doesn't matter now after what I did but I just thought that you should know... this is how I spent my summer Luke, wanting you. I was just too scared to admit it."

Lucas: "Brooke! What you did with Chris... it's okay."

Brooke: "It's not. It can't be. Its too much to forgive."

Lucas: "Well that's too bad because I forgive you."

Brooke: "You can't.."

Lucas: "I just did, so you're gonna just have to deal with it. I'm the guy for you Brooke Davis and I know I hurt you the last time we were together but I..."

Brooke: "I love you."

Lucas: "I love you too... pretty girl."

ohhh how I wish to hear those lines in real life...Looking forward to it hahaa..

xoxo

Ateneo for 2

2009-10-09T18:30:00.000-07:00

It was October 8, 2009 at around 3:30 pm the people at Araneta Coliseum aka The Big Dome are queueing for the most anticipted game of this season. The UAAP season 72; between Ateneo Blue Eagles and UE Red Warriors. The people outside were with their own colors such as red or blue, they were bringing their banner with pride. But before anything else happened that time, inside the big Dome was the game of Ateneo Blue Eaglets and De La Salle Zobel Jr. Archers' game.Yeah you heard it right.The most rival team in the Philippines were in the arena playing for their fight of the season. It was indeed a great game between the juniors department and guess who got the trophy?? None other than the Ateneo Blue Eaglets! Kudos for their star player, Kiefer Ravena, indeed a Raven's claw!

After the juniors game, here comes the seniors the Pride of the school, the most anticipated war for this season. The best of the best of this season.
As the game started with the Blue Eagles points the game got hotter and hotter, literally hotter. Their emotional almost caught them up. So glad to see great coaches behind them. They pacified them immediately.
The game ran fr 36 minutes. A 36 minutes of hell for the team to taste heaven. And for the winner it is a great heavens. Fortunate for those who bagged the trophy and will graduate with pride and print on their school.
So who among the two great teams won??? drum roll please..........

It's THE ATENEO BLUE EAGLES 'AGAIN'!!! This will be a double victory for them . 1 for winning the juniors department and 2 for the seniors department. It'll be a great honor for Rabeh Al Hussaini, Nonoy Baclao for finishing the year with a great impact at the AQUILA LEGIS, not just because they won the championship but because the maintained to seat on the CHAMPION's THRONE for 2 years in a row!

The town has been painted BLUE and by BLUE!

Lions for Lambs 2

2009-10-07T11:18:00.001-07:00

Why can't they (White House) pull out those American solidiers at Iraq? Can't they just imagine how awful it is growing up without their dads, during their family day, during those times when they need someone who will protect them from those kids who bully them? Can't they not give chance to those families who wanna eat dinner with theit lovedones sitting beside them? Can't they not give chance to those families to experience their Sundays with their dads?
With that kid in the picture hoping that they will be touched and be enlightened.

xoxo

ill just tell u the story of this song..

2009-10-06T11:06:00.000-07:00

minsan sumakay ako ng jeep, galing ng eskuwelameron akong nakita sumakay na magandang dalagaitong chick ay sexy talaga at sos ang datingkaya naisipan kong magpacute at magpapansinanong tuwa ko nang abutin ko ang kanyang bayadpara akong asong ulol baw waw waw na nagkakandarapahalos magkanda-haba haba haba haba haba haba ang aking kamay sa pag-abot nang kanyang suklisabay bigla akong nag hi. “hi!”

miss miss sa loob ng jeepneysana naman ako ay bigyang pansinmiss miss sa loob ng jeepneysana naman akoy bigyan tingin (tingin naman diyan)(tingin naman diyan)

isa lang po ang aking problemakung paano ko siya makikilalaeh pumara ang jeep, sumakay si lolae puno na palakahit di ko gawain, ako’ynapilitan “lola dito ka na”nang akoy nakasabit na biglaang bulong niya baka ka madisgrasyaakoy na shock sa caring niyaakoy na shock kasi concern siyapumalakpak ang aking tengaplak, plak, plak, ang sabi na aking tenga

miss miss sa loob ng jeepneysana naman ako ay bigyang pansinmiss miss sa loob ng jeepneysana naman akoy bigyan tingin (tingin naman diyan)(tingin naman diyan)

pagdating sa dulo biglang natraffic may banggaan daw sa kantonagkabanggaan ang aming tingin, nauwi sa mabuting usapinnagkabanggaan, nagkahabaan ang aming usapanmula kababawan hanggang kalaliman, di ko namalayansiya pala ay papara nagoodbye goodbye ang sabi niyagoodbye goodbye hangang sa muling pagkikitagoodbye, goodbye, goobyegoodbye, goodbye

nakalimutan kong itanong pangalan niya at tirahan niyanakalinutan kong isulat phone mumber niya o beeper number niya nakalimutan kong sabihin pangalan ko at ang bayan konakalimutan ko nakalimutan ko nakalimutan ko pati bayad ko

miss miss sa loob ng jeepneysana naman ako ay bigyang pansinmiss miss sa loob ng jeepneysana naman ako ay bigyang tinginmiss miss sa loob ng jeepneysana naman ako’y kausapinmiss miss sa loob ng jeepneypamasahe mo’y aking aabutin

paano kita hahanapin paano kita hahagilapineh hinabol ako ng driver na sinakyan natinkaya, kaya, kaya, kayanag 1-2-3 ako takbo na

Who will be this season's champ part 2

2009-10-05T16:34:00.000-07:00

Will the Katipuneros' Agila soar high or the Pulang Mandirigma defended their team?

Who will be this season's champ part 1

2009-10-05T16:23:00.000-07:00

You will fall in love with the game with just staring on their photos. This game will be much anticipated by many. Who will reign this season?

Sino ang magiging Taunang Kampeonato?

2009-10-05T12:51:00.000-07:00

Sino ang mananalo sa taunang kampyonato sa larangan ng basketball? Ito ba ang mga agila o ang mga magigiting na Pulang Mandirigma?
Saan kaya mangagaling ang taunang kampeon, sa mga anak ng mga elitista o sa mga anak ng mga taon'g bayan?Saan sisikat ang araw? Silangan ba o sa Kanluran?

Atin'g antayin at bantayan ang UAAP season 72 ngayon'g Huwebes na!

YOU DEFINITELY BELONG WITH ME!!

2009-09-30T14:01:00.000-07:00

You're on the phone with your girlfriend, she's upset
She's going off about something that you said'
Cause she doesn't get your humor like I do

I'm in the room, it's a typical Tuesday night
I'm listening to the kind of music she doesn't like
And she'll never know your story like I do
But she wears short skirts, I wear T-shirts
She's Cheer Captain and I'm on the bleachers

Dreaming about the day when you wake up and find
That what you're looking for has been here the whole time
If you could see that I'm the one who understands you
Been here all along, so why can't you see?
You, you belong with me, you belong with me

Walking the streets with you and your worn-out jeans
I can't help thinking this is how it ought to be
Laughing on a park bench, thinking to myself
Hey, isn't this easy?

And you've got a smile that could light up this whole town
I haven't seen it in a while since she brought you down
You say you're fine, I know you better than that
Hey, what ya doing with a girl like that?

She wears high heels, I wear sneakers
She's Cheer Captain and I'm on the bleachers
Dreaming about the day when you wake up and find
That what you're looking for has been here the whole time

If you could see that I'm the one who understands you
Been here all along, so why can't you see?
You belong with me
Standing by and waiting at your back door
All this time how could you not know?
Baby, you belong with me, you belong with me

Oh, I remember you driving to my house in the middle of the night
I'm the one who makes you laugh when you know you're 'bout to cry
And I know your favorite songs and you tell me 'bout your dreams
Think I know where you belong, think I know it's with me

Can't you see that I'm the one who understands you?
Been here all along, so why can't you see?You belong with me
Standing by and waiting at your back door
All this time, how could you not know?
Baby, you belong with me, you belong with me
You belong with me
Have you ever thought just maybe
You belong with me?
You belong with me

Who's the fairest of them all???

2009-09-29T14:56:00.000-07:00

The votes has been cast! and the winner is......drum roll pls.....

SHALANI SOLEDAD!!!!!!!

here's the tally

Shalani-(Noy's) 8

Christine-(Chiz) 2

Monica-(Gibo) 5

It's because we (voters) think that first lady's battle is better than the presidential race!

xoxo

Ondoy's FATEFUL WHIP

2009-09-28T14:08:00.000-07:00

I was in Cebu city this time (SEPT 26, 2009) when almost 90% of Manila was hit by Ondoy.. See the pic and you will feel th fateful and ungratful whip of ONDOY!!!

Waiting here in the pavement

2009-09-28T09:53:00.000-07:00

Dear Lieutenant,

I am so sorry, I never called you. I am so sorry for being so late to see you. I am so sorry I never showed my affection with you. Im trying to but I dunno how. Am I too late? Is this the end of everything? Should I just only reminisce our past? Should I just stay at the side and smile while you're with someone's arms? Yeah right I am so bitter and so depressed while you're saying that you are committed, yeah right it's so hard to pretend that i'm happy for you. Can't you feel it? I know you're not numb enough not to know the sound of my hiss.

Tears fell, and I'm floating. I waited for you until now. I know you know that. I know that I have a great part there in your heart. Can't we just be US?? Is there any chance for us to be called 'WE'??

Where's our past? Our childhood memories? Would you just throw it away? Tell me!!! We may be 600 kilometers apart but hell, it won't matter. I know you know that. Please come home with me! It's not too late , Lieutenant. My door is always open for you. You know that!

Just tell me when I'll just wait here in the pavement!

Sincerely yours;

leanne

Will you still abort your child seeing this pic?

2009-09-24T15:17:00.001-07:00

Months ago classmates of mine asked me a help. A help that creeped me all over. Who wouldn't, if someone asked you to help them abort their kid, then tell me if it won't creep you. Seeing this image (im not into anatomy thing that's why you won't catch me reading any medical books) it amazed me. The hand that has life in it. The hand that's asking hope for someone to save him. That hand must be the thing that will slap those parents' faces whose planning and did the wrong thing. Can't they hear the cry of a baby that sounds like an angel singing? Can't they smell the heaven-scent breathe of innocent babies? Wouldn't they want to carry the soft huggable and comforting cushion-like babies? What's wrong with them? Hope that this photo be the future parents' inspiration!

xoxo

BEAT IT!!

2009-09-24T09:38:00.000-07:00

Can I beat my 2008 blog posts?? I blogged 101 for 2008, Can I make at least 102 for this year? I'm losing hope though.. This blog is the 58th I think and it's already end of Sept. I think it's hard to top it(2008) well still keeping my fingers cross...

xoxo

EXTREME BEHAVIOR!!!

2009-09-24T09:06:00.000-07:00

What to blog?? The extremes that're happening right now.
First the global warming, the inconsistent change of weather. The every now and then changes, from extremely hot sunny weather in just a wink it'll rain so hard. The hail storm, can you expect in a tropical country like Philippines will hail storm occur? It's indeed unbelievable!
I just found out on my yahoo news this headline "PREGNANT WOMAN GETS PREGNANT" gewdness!!! I asked myself and everyone else in the cyber world "WHAT'S HAPPENING IN THIS WORLD RIGHT NOW"? How about the 2012 prediction? ohhh gewdness!! Then should I ask about the cloning. and robotics? How about the new-found illness, virus and fatal diseases??
We may be in the most high-technology era so we must also face the most extreme (is there a term called most extreme? then i'll make one for what we're facing right now I think they must accept it.,.,)..
'til here

xoxo

Color of Crime

2009-09-23T16:27:00.000-07:00

Crime is a Rhyme for mime...
I stomp stomp and see what's on my min'
I hit a note and boy, its flat
and watcha call it?
oh yeh baby it's a crime!

Crime is a rhyme for time
I sway my hips with no rhythm
Pick-a-pack and yeah I see nothin'
Take it, Pick it, Getto
And whatcha call it?
Oh, man it's a crime

Crime is a rhyme for lime
Sour swoosh ding
Brag the body shot the fluid
Bang it's dead!
Whatcha call it?
Yeah man, it's still a crime

Rainbow colored crime
May be naughty or nice
Yeah crime baby is still a crime
Ice cream melts lick it up
wash your durty hands baby
but still crime lotsa grimes!

101 Ways of Diasporic Action

2009-09-23T08:55:00.000-07:00

There'll be so many resons to flee out of the country i'll just state few...

I will definitely find ways lotsa ways to get out of this country if....

I will definitely find ways lotsa ways to get out of this country if they will use FACEBOOK and TWITTER for vote buying.

I will definitely find ways lotsa ways to get out of this country if they will not give Dacer-Corbito case justice.

I will definitely find ways lotsa ways to get out of this country if either of Manny Villar or Joseph Estrada win the 2010 presidential election.

I will definitely find ways lotsa ways to get out of this country if they will remake METEOR GARDEN and will just ruin it.

I will definitely find ways lotsa ways to get out of this country if Gloria Macapagal Arroyo still run for any public office.

I will definitely find ways lotsa ways to get out of this country if Floyd Mayweather won't win the MAYWEATHER-PACQUIAO fight.

I will definitely find ways lotsa ways to get out of this country if Cebu will be divided into 2.

I will definitely find ways lotsa ways to get out of this country if they can prove that SARAH GERONIMO and Bong Bong Marcos are lovers.

I will definitely find ways lotsa ways to get out of this country if Ruffa Guttierez consume all JLC's assets.

I will definitely find ways lotsa ways to get out of this country if another Daniel Smith-Suzette Nicolas incident.

I will definitely find ways lotsa ways to get out of this country if Dr. Vicki Belo-Dr. Hayden Kho video emerged.

I will definitely find ways lotsa ways to get out of this country if Katrina Halili turned to be a nun.

I will definitely find ways lotsa ways to get out of this country if Obama pulled-out all BPOs here in the Philippines.

I will definitely find ways lotsa ways to get out of this country if Piolo Pascual-Sam Milby get out of their closet and admit that they're lovers.

I think i'll just continue this one, I still have to think of other Diasporic reasons..

bente kwatro

2009-09-17T13:28:00.000-07:00

I've been out for a while. During those days of not making any visit on this site, I think lots of words to ponder about my new chapter in life. I am now 24, a year again added to my life and yeah I'm still single and very much hardworking. I don't care if I don't have stable relationship though. I am happy of what I have and what I am. I love what I'm doing right now and I love what's happening to me right now. I am just so thankful that God is still with me guiding me all the way through all these years. What makes me happy? I have my full blast family my dad whose always there for me everyday(not literally though) well he's back in U.S. I know one of these days he'll surprise us again..then I am so happy of having my mom who always cook great food for me. My ever favorite galunggong and monggo hmm yum yum.. the simplest food that I really wanna savour everyday as long as from my mom's. I love her so much, because of her sacrifices that she gave and still giving not just for me but for the three of us..Love you mom...To my titas ta Novel, ta Pia, ta Olga and Lola thanxz for being there for me since I was still at my mom's womb I dunno how to say thank you or would that word be enough?? I think I have to know the superficial word for THANK YOU to honor you guys. To my sibs.. Margarette ohhh I forgot she's now Marj because according to her she's already grown up, to my bunso sib, SalSal Mari the ever cutest skinny baby in the family. I am so proud of them and so love them. To my friends, bestifriend Bez Janis whose been with me for almost 14 yrs great one!.to Beatot for forgiving me for my kagaguhan thingssss..Thank You Bei and I'm so sorry. to my other friends, Terry my ever sungeet former housemate and officemate/txtmate/gymbuddy whose always there to give me great advice thanxz Terr...To my seatmate Gen..hello gen heheh thanxz for listening to my stories every now and then, for making me laugh during the wee hours of our duty and for all the patience you've spend for me hahah...to my newly found friends my teamates who gave me belated gift. That was so amazing I love it so much. You guys rock!!! They are Remely (the team leader) Jerome(frustrated basketball player) Brian(the good one) Leonel( Mr. R.N aka killer smile) .Thanxz guys....to TAOIST temple...for giving me cheaper price of joss sticks and letting me pray there and listen to my tearful sentiments hehee..and of course I have to save the best for last... TO GOD ALMIGHTY.... I really wanna thank YOU HOLY HIGHNESS for everything that you've done to me, for helping me all the way.. for keeping me safe all this time. TO GOD BE THE GLORY!!!!

SALAMAT SA INYONG LAHAT...

Passion of Crime

2009-08-28T08:29:00.000-07:00

In just a week, massacre in Cebu been so rampant. The main cause of their killing is jealousy, as what merriam webster's definition :a : intolerant of rivalry or unfaithfulness. There were 3 live in partners been killed 2 kids and one third party. In that 3 live-in partners 2 were from call center field and the other one was a factory worker in MEPZ, the third party was a promodizer in Ayala center Cebu grocery.
It was a tragic happened because of jealousy, a tragic that will lead trauma to every people who witnessed that incident and trauma to every citizen here in Cebu. What's the root of that act? Well as a one-of-the-boys I understand well how guys act. First they don't express that much such as crying and sharing their problems so expect that there'll be no outlet on their feelings. Then second they are freak appologize me but it's true, they have this innate feeling that's what we call Saddism they are very much fulfilled to see someone who is in pain and begging for help. That's why the way of killing that happened this week is through the knife, the suspects killed their victim in a brutal way, wherein they can see the pain, blood, and agony, with that the suspects are very much fulfilled and satisfied though they know what they commited.

As a woman I am very much affected on the incident that happened these days. I admit it'll take two to tango. That tragic won't happen if infidelity doesn't exist.

Moral lesson of the story: for women BE FAITHFUL
For men, satisfy your wife!

xoxo

LIghts, Camera, Action

2009-08-19T08:44:00.000-07:00

How is it having a life in the middle of the spotlight? How is it having a life walking in the red velvety carpet? Some would say a dream life but 'they' say it's not what you think. A life you see with glitz and glamour is a life of pressure, lust, material and crime. They literally sell their selves in front of the camera they make us laugh cry and sometimes annoyed. People stare at them with awe, and mock. But still people envied them with anything they have, from the hairband they're wearing to the car they drive, food they eat pants they wear, pet they owned, sanitizer, lotion shampoo, schools they attended, expression they use everything they have in life makes people from the real world envied for. Do you think with those everything they have make them happy? Do you think they can eat as much as they can? Do you think they can sleep like the normal people do? Do you think they can act like there're no cameras and eyes looking at them? Do you think no one scrutinize them? Well the answer is NO!!! They separated their selves to us through that sausage-like cord and even the spelling of 'real' change when you enter on the barrier. They don't have normal life they don't have the life that let them bathe in the rain run in the streets in bare feet, eat fishballs,buy dirty ice cream, ride the MRT, smell the real essence of rush hour, don't have the chance to meet officemates, real friends, blind dates, eyeballs, they can't even hide even their most private life. Gaining weight or even drastic lose of weight is already an issue. Entering in this kind of life isn't just a simple A-B-C but a life turning experience not just a simple upside down or 360 deg but an overhauled change of everything.
That's why if you still have the most normal life then let it be seize every moment you have, savour everything and love yourself and so do people around you.

xoxo

I will offer my last drop of blood to dismantle the Marcos government- Ninoy Aquino

2009-08-18T13:12:00.000-07:00

I am so glad that in a span of 30 minutes I got to know what Democracy of modern Philippines was. I am so blind and so ignorant on that matter, but when I watched the STORYLINE by Patricia Evangelista, I was awed with amazement and my tears started to cry when I heard everything. Our modern heroes are worth not just to be on legal tender but also to put on everyone's heart for us to give gratitude,because one day the certain guy who broke unseen jail bars on our country, with his literally last drop of blood freed us and gave us all the chances to be where we are right now. Being free to fly and soar up to the sky. We owe everything to him. We owe these things to his blood, let us look on the brighter side, the side on which the freedom we got is a priceless gem and an undeniably perfected by our craft.
KUDOS, to the first youngest senator of our country, Kudos, to the great father of Kris Aquino, and Kudos to the father of modern democracy-Benigno "Ninoy" Aquino.

BROKE 101

2009-08-14T23:06:00.000-07:00

How to determine if you're broke or not:

10. If you can't even go to the salon and fix your ugly nails (ewwwww)

09. If you happened or innately went to a restaurant in which the cashier serves as waitress doorkeeper and receptionist.

08. If you can't buy the Lee Pipes shorts reduced from 299 to 200 pesos!!! ohhh gawd..

07. If you can't pay your landlady in full and just sneak out and lie of just going around the vicinity but in reality you'll be away a day or 2...

06. If you're walking downtown and just riding jeepney in the midst of the scorching hot weather.

05. If you buy Starbucks and announce to everyone that you have Starbucks on your desk and not throw it though it's already consumed. (pretentious)

04. If you buy ala carte breakfast meal at Mc Donalds and pretend you dun like their drinks. (but in reality you're so thirsty and so like their drinks,lolz)

03. If you deeply think and try to remember everyone of whoever owed you and if that won't pay then you'll curse that till the depth of your lungs.

02. If you can't sleep sound and tight. (because you're bothered on where to get the money)

01. If you only use carenderia's tissue for your CALL OF NATURE. ( sigh, dude you're a CERTIFIED BROKE!!!!)

what is she?

2009-08-11T17:32:00.000-07:00

There's a girl named ***. Let's just call her in that name, it must be a bit of mysterious. If you're staring at her you will prolly say she's an angel from heavens above sent by God to change the world, with great advocacy and hopes to everyone. You would even say that she's the daughter that every moms wish for, she's the girlfriend that every guys wanted to have, she's the friend that everyone envied for and she's the employee of the week, month and year.

She has the nicest voice the most demure face and gestures. She's indeed the modern Maria Clara,the virgin of computer age, the holy name in the office, BUT HELL F%*@K OFF!!!! Her image is tearing her down, she's one of a hell a lunatic a psychotic, she's SICK. A damaging to one's life someone whom you can't expect of having that kind of grateful attitude, someone whom you can't even think of having that devilish acts! Oh holy glory now I can say Im better and Im fine being this being myself being stubborn being freak than being SICK,LUNATIC and PSYCHO!!!

Lesson of the story: DON'T BE DECEIVED BY THE LOOKS

XOXO

I was so disappointed

2009-08-05T06:23:00.000-07:00

I was so disappointed when I heard just this morning at Magic 89.9 GoodTimes with MO, Mojo and Grace Lee about my fellow youths' opinion they said that what's happening right now on Madame Cory's wake is just a mere OVER REACTING!! The hell for you guys YOU DON'T have any right to do that. They even said that Madame Cory didn't change the Philippines but instead worsen it!! That's so much mockery on what she hath done to us. We youth must be the one to be thankful on what she gave us. Because if it's not because of her great advocacy for KALAYAAN then we can't open this social network we can't express ourselves and be free as we can be. Can you guys go to a country that can't express their freedom and tell the whole world that you are the happiest people living on earth. SHAME TO ALL OF YOU GUYS who don't know how to say simple THANK YOU to Madame Cory.Kindly guys read your history books and after reading the history book tell us again that MOCK that you said this morning. GO TO HELL!!!! As a writer/blogger I am one of the most thankful for the freedom that Madame Cory gave us. Thank You Madame Cory.

the lady in yellow dress

2009-07-31T15:35:00.000-07:00

'twas 2005 when I first and last saw the lady in yellow dess. She was so lovely and so cheerful. She launched her great talent which was painting. Great paints in which you can see that the painter itself is cheerful. Decades ago when I was still at my Mom's womb she lead the country she freed the country out of the dictator's hand. With that we should thank her for everything that she gave to us. Thank her for letting us run everywhere with no restrictions, thank her for letting us bathe in the sun soak our feet in the rain, climb the highest mountain in the world, laugh, cry, scream, and express our great feeling to everyone. To the damsel in yellow dress WE SALUTE YOU, with all our hearts we will bring this gratitude till the next generation, if it's not because of you , we aren't here.
MARAMING SALAMAT sa lahat kalayaan na binigay mo maraming salamat sa ngiti na ngayon ay tinatamasa namin maraming salamat sa magandang alaala na tinanim ng iyong kabutihan hinde lamang sa libro ngunit pati sa aming isip at puso. Nawa'y makapiling mo na ang iyong kabiyak at and Maykapal sa iyong pupuntahan.
SALAMAT SA LAHAT LAHAT mula sa iyong kabiyak na syang naging ugat ng kalayaan ng ating lupang sinilangan.. MARAMING MARAMING SALAMAT PO MADAM CORAZON COJUANCO-AQUINO.

These past few days

2009-07-24T17:07:00.000-07:00

These past few days I was so... so.... freak, frickle minded,and unfocus ( is there a word unfocus? duh whatever) It's because of my anticipation of my suppose to be anniversary. As what my friend said, should I still commemorate my 'suppose-to-be-anniversary'? I pause for a while and think again.... But still I answered of course, it's the turning point of my life wherein I am stucked! I really am stucked! I can't move on, neither moving forward. I still can't steer my own steering wheel better because of that 'stba' . I am so much in pain, so much in trouble. Until when will I be like this? Until when will I suffer? Until when will I be stuck? Until when? I am so tired, I am so much in vain, this agony has been prolonged and no solution has ever imagined to solve this. As what my blog name tells me VINDICATED I AM!!! should I change it to VINDICATED I AM?? because until now I haven't escaped,freed nor vindicated.

xoxo

p.s. I am in pain...totally

"Happiness is the best revenge"-Perez Hilton

2009-07-24T12:53:00.000-07:00

We are now facing the nth hour of our doom. We are now suffering of what we've done to our mother earth. But yet voted as one of the happiest people in this world, despite everything that comes our way, despite of all these tribulation yet, here we come as one bringing all cheers and smiles to everyone.
Remove all the swords, ceasefire, detonate the bombs, throw grudge, instead SMILE JUMP and give all the synonyms of happiness to our heart's content. Suffering may come, grievances may occur, agony may prolong but the best weapon to fight all those is just a simple, honest and genuine happiness.

xoxo

2 years na sana

2009-07-22T08:38:00.000-07:00

It's been a while or should I say it's almost 2 years, it'll be two years by next month to be exact.
The ever dearest suppose to be anniversary of mine would be by next month. If that ever happened do you think that relationship will prosper? Do you think I'm already tied right now? I think YES. Because I admit I love him so much I definitely love him. The only guy that I ever admit to the deepest core of my heart is him. The only guy that I laid my bare eyes with. The only guy that I kept and still keeping inside my heart is him. I became so miserable became so mess became so heartless because of him. I prefer to be ruined, because my life is meaningless without him. I hope one day he will be in front of me asking me to marry him. If that would happen then the wait is over. I wouldn' bat a lash nor wait for seconds to answer that question instead I will immediately say YES, I DO to him.
MAY THE FORCE BE WITH ME.

xoxo

I was so... II

2009-07-15T16:28:00.000-07:00

So I spent almost 20 mins at the office waiting for her. After how many minutes she packed-up and signaled me to be ready. So we rode a jeep 14D and another jeep 62c going to the gym...
Arriving at the gym, I gave her the shoes and fix myself and in a hurry of going to my yoga class and told her to follow if she wanted to or just stay at the gym area.
After of stretching and contorting myself at the yoga class (wherein there are 2 other officemates were there but we aren't close so I don't even say 'Hi' to them)

to be continued....

xoxo

I was so...

2009-07-14T18:50:00.000-07:00

I was so disappointed, last Sunday when my SUPPOSE TO BE GYM BUDDY left me for no reason. Tell me who the hell won't freak on that situation? (so i am right on my term SUPPOSE)No one right??
The story goes like this.....
It was last week of Friday when we finalized our gym schedule, so we decided to be at the gym on Sunday.( the characters of we are my officemates we're just four) So before that one of my fully 'decidido' suppose to be gym buddy sent me an SMS that day, so for all we know it's Saturday, she asked for my assurance of going there, and sent me some quotes or joke text, in flood ok yeah in flood. It's because I wasn't replying on her messages. I wasn't aware what's the real story why she flooded the sms thing. Here comes my friend named FRIEND/HOUSEMATE/SEATMATE came to the rescue told me that the SUPPOSE TO BE GYM BUDDY wants to borrow shoes. So I checked my extra shoes and presto I still have one, the old FILA. So when the characters of going to the gym decided not to go , my fully 'decidido' SUPPOSE TO BE GYM BUDDY wanted to freak. But hell she can't she had no right!!!!
So here came Sunday morning at 7 I received a call from her, assuring my schedule of going to the gym and lending her shoes. So I say sure I'll be there and I'll bring the extra shoes.
3:30 pm was our schedule of meeting at Ayala mall... but i prefer to pick her up at the office. (wheeeeewwww A FOR EFFORT)

to be continued.. this will take 3 pages I think,,,,,

xoxo
anne

tired

2009-07-14T18:49:00.000-07:00

im so tired... can i call this brain drain? ohhh so painful , and i think i look so awfully gloomy... hope i can have great remedy for this.....

when i saw those...

2009-07-02T12:00:00.000-07:00

when i saw those little trinkety robots of prime optimus i easily fell in love with it... damn i wanna buy it.. here i am again the impulse buyer well impulse is my hobby hahaha,,, who wouldn't fall in love with those cute toys? the little cars will turn into cute colorful amazing robots...i even wish Mikaela Banes's doll is also there... i love her, being mikaela or megan she's really gorgeous that's the right word for her..

ttyl

xoxo

A bid of farewell to the 'Man in the Mirror'

2009-06-26T12:31:00.000-07:00

A farewell bid to the man in the mirror who started all these rhinestone gloves, moonwalk, sash, vintage shoes, white old socks, red oversize coat, and of course plastic surgery. The man who change what music is all about, the man who made the music scene to be a borderless world.

'I'm starting with the man in the mirrorI'm asking him to change his ways And no message could have been any clearerIf you wanna make the world a better place Take a look at yourself and then make that change'

Thanxz to the Man in the Mirror, thanks for contributing your music your talent your legacy to us. For giving us inspiration on ou music, for changing the discrimination on music industry!

To the Man in the Mirror may you rest in peace! PAALAM

If I have

2009-06-18T12:36:00.000-07:00

If I have million USD what am I gonna do?

Million dollaz baby..wheeeww this isn't that tough to spend, especially the fuel is getting higher so it's not a surprise anymore to spend this bucks in just one day. let's see the break down of million dollah....

40,ooo - will go to my own savings(that's for my LAW school)
80,000- for my two sisters' schooling
100,000-for the house -could that be enough?-
100,000-for my Lambo woooooohhhh
20,000-bags variety of bags
20,000-variety of shoes, Loubotin, Dior, Ferragamo
5,000-shades
40,000-bookstore business
2500-rice grain business
50,000- furniture and appliance
100,000-buy condominium/townhouse
100,000-variety of cars
100,000-european tour
75,000-asian tour
200,000-SAVINGS...

I think I am so much satisfied with my life after spending my million dollars then they'll call me A MILLION DOLLAR BABY....

ang pag ibig nga naman

2009-06-17T08:41:00.000-07:00

1. "Kung hindi mo mahal ang isang tao, wag ka nang magpakita ng motibo para mahalin ka nya.."

2. "Huwag mong bitawan ang bagay na hindi mo kayang makitang hawak ng iba."

3. "Huwag mong hawakan kung alam mong bibitawan mo lang."

4. "Huwag na huwag ka hahawak kapag alam mong may hawak ka na."

5. "Parang elevator lang yan eh, bakit mo pagsisiksikan ung sarili mo kung walang pwesto para sayo. Eh meron naman hagdan, ayaw mo lang pansinin."

6. "Kung maghihintay ka nang lalandi sayo, walang mangyayari sa buhay mo.. Dapat lumandi ka din."

7. "Pag may mahal ka at ayaw sayo, hayaan mo. Malay mo sa mga susunod na araw ayaw mo na din sa kanya, naunahan ka lang."

8. "Hiwalayan na kung di ka na masaya. Walang gamot sa tanga kundi pagkukusa."

9. "Pag hindi ka mahal ng mahal mo wag ka magreklamo. Kasi may mga tao rin na di mo mahal pero mahal ka.. Kaya quits lang."

10. "Kung dalawa ang mahal mo, piliin mo yung pangalawa. Kasi hindi ka naman magmamahal ng iba kung mahal mo talaga yung una."

11. "Hindi porke't madalas mong ka-chat, kausap sa telepono, kasama sa mga lakad o ka-text ng wantusawa eh may gusto sayo at magkakatuluyan kayo. Meron lang talagang mga taong sadyang friendly, sweet, flirt, malandi, pa-fall o paasa."

12. "Huwag magmadali sa babae o lalaki. Tatlo, lima , sampung taon, mag-iiba ang pamantayan mo at maiisip mong hindi pala tamang pumili ng kapareha dahil lang maganda ito. Totoong mas mahalaga ang kalooban ng tao higit sa anuman. Sa paglipas ng panahon, maging ang mga crush ng bayan nagmumukha ding pandesal, maniwala ka."

13. "Minsan kahit ikaw ang nakaschedule, kailangan mo pa rin maghintay, kasi hindi ikaw ang priority."

14. "Mahirap pumapel sa buhay ng tao. Lalo na kung hindi ikaw yung bida sa script na pinili nya."

15. "Alam mo ba kung gaano kalayo ang pagitan ng dalawang tao pag nagtalikuran na sila? Kailangan mong libutin ang buong mundo para lang makaharap ulit ang taong tinalikuran mo."

16. "Mas mabuting mabigo sa paggawa ng isang bagay kesa magtagumpay sa paggawa ng wala"

17. "Hindi lahat ng kaya mong intindihin ay katotohanan, at hindi lahat ng hindi mo kayang intindihin ay kasinungalingan"

18. "Kung nagmahal ka ng taong di dapat at nasaktan ka, wag mong sisihin ang puso mo. Tumitibok lng yan para mag-supply ng dugo sa katawan mo. Ngayon, kung magaling ka sa anatomy at ang sisisihin mo naman ay ang hypothalamus mo na kumokontrol ng emotions mo, mali ka pa rin! Bakit? Utang na loob! Wag mong isisi sa body organs mo ang mga sama ng loob mo sa buhay! Tandaan mo: magiging masaya ka lang kung matututo kang tanggapin na hindi ang puso, utak, atay o bituka mo ang may kasalanan sa lahat ng nangyari sayo, kundi IKAW mismo!"

19. "Pakawalan mo yung mga bagay na nakakasakit sa iyo kahit na pinasasaya ka nito. Wag mong hintayin ang araw na sakit na lang ang nararamdaman mo at iniwan ka na ng kasiyahan mo."

20. "Gamitin ang puso para alagaan ang mga taong malalapit sa iyo. Gamitin ang utak para alagaan ang sarili mo."

21. "Ang pag-ibig parang imburnal...nakakatakot mahulog...at kapag nahulog ka, it's either by accident or talagang tanga ka.."

How To Be A Vampire 101

2009-06-10T13:30:00.000-07:00

'Vampire is in , fangs let it out'

The 'in' thing today is learning thoroughly on how to become a BLOODSUCKER!!! Years ago when Count Dracula emerged from the story books, people are getting crazy on finding out how true that myth was. That antagonist really did a ground breaking moment for every bloodsuckers. It may be true or not but his emergence is the root of the hype of vampire thing right now. I've been reading lots of vampire books series , google, wiki and such. With the help of fiction books and non-fiction (it may be) research they have this common denominator, (I know you can easily guess what I mean, do I really have to write it here?I guess so) ,'the Blood'. So let me count thy ways on how to become a vampire in a good, and high-end way.

1. Learn how to wear nice dark shades. Because it will protect your eyes from the sun.

2. Learn how to stand in the sunshine while you wrap yourself with jacket,long sleeves or may have shawl or scarf.(remember it's forbidden for the vampires to be hit by the sun)

3. For guys, wear tailcoat in every occasion that's the usual get-up of male vampires way back to the era of Count Dracula, to Edward Cullen,to Jack Force.

4. For dudettes, wear something victorian to stun everyone else in the formal party.

5. Don't drink commoner's beer opt to cocktails like Margarita, Shirley Temple, and of course Bloody Mary. Drinking commoner's beer will destroy your classy image.

6. Always bring the 'social grace' with you, for it will lead you to be 'in' the elite's.

7. Go to steak house (Outback is better) order raw or medium steak. Learn how to eat the blood drip of wagyu beef. Blood sausage is better include the innards and everything. Be cautious on choosing great dines for you may encounter e-coli if those aren't cooked in proper way.

8.Visit your dentist let them clean your teeth thoroughly, for having clean and white set of teeth is a great necessity for every vampire.

9. Choose a greaveyard shift job. This is very suitable job for every aspiring vampire.

10. Explore your knowledge on how to bloodsuck. Find your own mantra on how to do it.

Have great time learning these things....

Give Hayden Kho A Second Chance Club

2009-06-03T13:26:00.000-07:00

Is it worthwhile to give Hayden Kho a second chance? Will his image revamp really do acquire sympathy? Well the angelic good-looking living kamasutra is really gaining his fans over the net because of his cute gestures he captivates many people. The water spilling is really a great success that drawn people toward his side. Ohhh girls really love him now MORE......

xoxo

Sino ang may sala?

2009-05-29T10:45:00.000-07:00

Napanood ko ang buong litis ng Hayden Kho~Katrina Halili issue sa senado ng Pilipinas. Habang tumatagal ang pag lilitis eh nakakaramdam ako ng awa kay Hayden Kho. Ako man eh babae alam kong alam natin na walang dapat sisihin dahil silang dalawa ang may kagagawan nito. Kung siguro hinatak ni Hayden si Katrina at tinali yun siguro eh maling mali na. Subalit sila ay nasa parehong edad na pwede nang maka boto sila ay parehong nasa tamang edad na para mag-isip wala tayong dapat na isisis at ibato sa kanino man. Merong apat na video kay katrina sa apat eh tatlo dun ay alam nya na kinukuhanan sya. Pero ang tanong eh kung yung tatlo eh kinukuhanan sya may posibilidad na sa mga susunod na mga 'gawain' nila ay pwede ulit gawin yun ni Hayden kay Katrina. Una sa lahat kung walang pumayag eh walang mangyayari. Alam ng babae na si Dr. Hayden Kho ay isang lalakeng 'commited' sa doctora na syang nag papaganda at nag aayos kay Katrina Halili, bakit pumatol pa si Katrina kay Hayden. Si Dr. Hayden Kho naman bakit pa pumatol sa pagka rami raming mga babae at kinukuhanan ng video at di man lang burahin ang mga video. Walang dapat sisihin sa dalawa walang dapat hatulan o idemanda walang dapat mapatawan ng kung ano mang hustisya na hinihingi ng kung sino dahil alam nila ang ginawa nila. Pareho nilang ginawa walang napilitan sa kung ano man.
Sana eh wag ng patulan ng senado ang ganitong issue gumawa na lang ng maayos na batas at isauli na ang mga ninakaw nila sa taong bayan hinde sa kung saang mga walang kwentang bagay nila ilalagay ang oras.

Sa mga senador na sobrang nag papa lapad ng papel eh sana naman po eh alam nyo kung ano ang sinasabi nyo hinde yung tira kayo ng tira na kung ano ano.

Salamat po....

Note to God

2009-05-29T09:33:00.000-07:00

If I'll write a note to God...

If I'll write a note to God I'll tell HIM to purify us.

To end all these sadness,sorrow,hate,pride,bitterness,envy,war,killings,...

If I'll write a note to God, I'll be polite to beg for great forgiveness,

I know that we are of a bounteous sinner we've done so many transgressions
that disappointed Him so much.

If I'll write a note to God, I'll say 'SORRY'

in behalf of everyone else,

If I'll write a note to God, I'll say 'THANK YOU'

for carrying us through...

No one is to blame

2009-05-28T17:14:00.000-07:00

As what the old saying goes "it takes 2 to tango" and as what doc HAYDEN KHO said on the hearing "THE ALURE OF SEX IS STRONGER"

I watched the 3 different starring role video of Hayden Kho. I admit it's really provocative and he's good in bed. But sad to say as a woman I am also embarrassed of what have I seen. But, as of the right legal age and as of this era we all know that there are lots of scandalous vids coming in and out of our system. As a woman SHOULD YOU NOT BE VIGILANT? There's a big possibility to take vids if you're sex activ or if you're doing s*x That's every man's dream (sad to say but most men are really OBSCENE) so as a woman you should know first the do's and dont's of DO-ing. You should know first the vengeance of everything. Because you did it there will be payment for that. And as for guys please do minimize your OBSCENITY and ECSTATIC FANTASY!!!

ALL WE NEED IS RESPECT hope that word still lives on..

the power of world wide web

2009-05-20T08:57:00.000-07:00

Due to Hi-tech era everything and anything right now are being on hi-tech mode. What are those?

The shopping online thingy, you can shop all you want and delivered your items right on your doorstep.

The job hunt and so the application form can be submitted through the world wide web.

The low cost communication anywhere in the world. You can send mails call see them eye to eye through the world wide web.

The online dating, Yes you can definitely date through the powerful world wide web.

The online schooling on the web. Yes you can study online. In any degree majors and years and school anywhere in the world, you can study online.

You can be famous through the web. Just post your hidden or vivacious talent and,presto you can be famous in no time. Just post your pics and vids and Hola Welcome to Hollywood!!!!

Can even interpret your dreams online, create your term paper,projects research and a lot more...

All things happening on the powerful labyrinth of world wide web seems so beautiful, but little did we know that this labyrinth is really a trap a beautiful facade that will hostage our innocent being.It can may or will destroy our whole treasured dignity.

Posting video on the web may help you be famous, yes it will really help you be famous for it can't just be viewed on your community but to everyone who knows how to use the PC with net can easily check it. Posting video with your SEXCAPADE is up to you on how to handle the shame, pride, and SHAME again. With your face body and everything before everyone else's eyes watching you while doing such demonic maneuver, will you be proud of it? To those men who is an avid fan of capturing their sexcapade, are you on your own proper mind while doing it? Does YOUR MOTHER, SISTER, AUNT know what you're doing? What if the table turned 360 degrees?
Can you guys be not discreet on your sexcapade? Should you really post it and let the whole world see it? Should you really want to shame those pity girls who aren't aware of your demonic act?
Can you girls be vigilant and be smart on choosing your sex partners? Will you just go for sex with nothing to be aware off?
This things happening is not just an act of one. But definitely by both. As for the saying 'it takes two to tango'.

Just a little piece of advice, Sex is not just a game and so videotaping your SEXCAPADE.

May...I

2009-05-12T13:58:00.000-07:00

May I talk about what had happen these past few days...
May I tell my blog how sorry I am for not visiting these past few days...
May I???

Ok here's my story, Well what happened to me was just the usual thing like, no boys sleep all day up to the top of my snore,lol. But last few days it was May 10 when I surprised my mom with a very delicious round rocky road cake. So far that's one of the most delicious cake of Goldilocks. (Of course I have to choose GL coz my tita is working at GL in San Jose) I think Mother's day is our tradition. We really have to prepare great food. To thank mom for everything. We prepared yummy bbq, creamy carbonarra, and garden java rice... Mom prepared for the marinade of BBq and cooked our special creamy carbonarra, and I prepared the java garden rice. All of those are really awesome. But one person really pissed of and screwed the whole preparation. I don't wanna talk about that nonsense person anymore just leave it like that. He' s just one of a hell person.
Indent indent indent...

After we ate the sumptuous lunch we watched BOF or Boys Over Flower, it's Korean's version of Meteor Garden. We really love it, The scene the giggle moment the fighting everything in that series is really awesome. The cast are really handsome Gu Jun Pyo looks like Dao Ming Si and I love how they fight and care with each other. I really love the story. no more no less. Well I was so hook up with Taiwan's Meteor Garden years ago so it's not a surprise anymore that I still have this what you call F4 fever. I still wish to be on San Cai's or the modern Geum Jan Di's character.The modern day Cinderella.

What else should I have to say???Ahhh my love life? well as usual ZERO ahhahaah.. No sex no lovelife equals SLEEP.... hahahaha..
'till here..

xoxo

sorry

2009-05-12T09:23:00.000-07:00

i am so sorry i forgot to visit this. i just don't know why. i am truly sorry....

hence.. i will update you later after shift ill give my story from day 1 of may till now..

xoxo

hunny

2009-04-27T17:41:00.000-07:00

this is enchong. I go gaga with him so much to the point that I fall in love with him though I haven't met him yet. Well I have good taste right?

i love him i really love him...

xoxo

im sleepy

2009-04-27T17:19:00.000-07:00

im about to go to the hospital today to have my checkup for my bladder and kidney. I have this findings on my pee, uti thingy i dunno if it's true. I undergone urinalysis, BUN, creatinine.,.Hope this would be normal. I dun wanna go to the hospital I hate hospital bed, ward, smell all.,.. as in all... i hate all of those things..

wish me well...

xoxo

11th Hour

2009-04-22T08:40:00.000-07:00

We reached the 11th hour, we are now facing what we have done. You, you, you and I are included in this suffering. These things happening on our own habitat is the picturesque of our own dirty deeds. Polluted air, water, food, unknown viruses ,disease and sickness, these are just few connivance made by our own notable feat. Aren't we guilty on what we have done? Doesn't have any apathy on this commotion happening? We need each other's hands right now. We need ourselves, our own selves to cooperate and become one, to help our withering abode. We need help, an extensive thorough help that will start from us. Yes, it must start nothing else but us. A single follower if it will be concised will create a big hand of help.
So now as we reach the 11th hour hope that we open our eyes and help not just our house but our HOME.

What if he's here??

2009-04-21T14:36:00.000-07:00

What if he's here? How would he look like? I'm pretty sure he's such a good looking dude yeah boy he surely looks like me.. hehehe He may be a DOTA player a college student , and probably taking up Engineering. He may have lots of girls swooning around, just like my dad's and mom's charisma,duh I don't know why I don't have that charisma like theirs. I'm pretty sure he's so smart and intelligent just like us, yeah us(mom dad and me). His height may be tall or just an average of 5'7". He may be moreno and in a medium built. What sport he may engage with? Of course it would be basketball, then what else? He may be into soccer? He may have every gaming console in the world!!! Just what I'm wishing for.What would be his shoe size? I think it would be 9 just like dad's. As of now he's 19. A suppose to be 19 year old boy was the luckiest amongst us, he wasn't able to feel the pain, problem, sickness, sad, heartache,the pestering global warming,pollution, and many more. He is now happy have wings and the best of all he's with God looking after us.

If he can read this I hope he can feel how much we love him. If he can read this I hope he feels how much we wanted him to be here. If he can read this I hope he can feel the longing of loosing him. He's the missing piece of my life. He's my second half my other part, partners in crime, and my suppose to be twin. Mike, we love you so much. Papa loves you so much he misses you so much...Mama always think of you. We love you so much Mike,..,,,

xoxo

p.s. hope you can read this... :'(

habulan,taguan, hanapan

2009-04-14T14:10:00.000-07:00

Hinanap ko siya ngunit di ko alam kung saan mag uumpisa....alam ko na sya na pero di ko alam kung ako na nga...nagkita kami sa pinakamalayong lugar, sa di namin inaasahang lugar na kung saan di namin aakalain na dun pa kami mag kikita, nahanap namin ang isa't isa. ngaun may malaking katanungan sa aming dalawa , ako ba'y kanya at sya ba ay akin?? mahirap mag isip mahirap mag antay mahirap ang sitwasyon na kung saan di ka sigurado sa mga katanungan.. kung saan di ka sigurado mismo sa sarili mo...

:'(

xoxo

Lent

2009-04-09T05:49:00.000-07:00

It's Lenten time, So quiet and no traffic, how I love this day, Im here at work and I love the idea that admin aren't here. No memos and free of browsing porn ohh I mean friendster.....
so now what will Im gonna do?? of course the forbidden SLEEP..hahaha

xoxo

wedding bells are ringing

2009-03-30T16:20:00.000-07:00

I read this mag Metro Weddings of abs-cbn magazine yesterday (03/30/09) as I was having my hair being rebonded. Bianca Araneta was the cover of that ish. The cover itself made me jump into that mag,(not to mention that I am a mag junkie). In the mag I found lots of gowns and idea on how to prepare a wedding. I was so interested on the topic to the extent that I'm not minding what the attendants were doing on my hair. I read about the reception, singer, gown , theme, send-off party, give aways, cakes, rings and many more.. Upon reading the mag I stop for a while and made me think deeply 'what would my wedding be?'. So I think deeply and day dreamed while they iron my hair hehehe,.,,, so here they are:

Let's go on a theme first, I love the idea of being wed in a not-your-usual-wedding, so an idea popped in my mind and it's the tent wedding. It's like a party the same thing in Rockwell Tent, So the theme is glamorous night party.

for the motif, I'm not certain yet on the motif it's still in the pending case.

then the reception the reception and the wedding is just on the same place, well I'll leave it to my wedding planner.(lol)

Singer, who would be my singer? years ago I really told myself it would be Juris of MYMP singing 'For All of My Life'. I really love her version of that song the message really do penetrate deep inside my soul.

Send off party- where will it be held?? hmmmm i think and i know it is much better to celebrate it on a spa.. am I right?? So that it would sooth our senses.That would be great idea right?

give aways-incense within a scented oil.. or a potpourri,, that one is better than a figurine right?

ring..one time while watching TV i got an idea about how to choose a wedding ring. It was said that it must be the man whom will find the ring, because the pinky of a man will be the size of the ring finger of the woman whom he is destined for.So before you say yes to your bf make sure that his pinky is the size of your ring finger so that you will be sure that he's the one...

cake: I want it to be a 5 tier mocha fondantcake with fruitcake on the top. As what tradition said, that it must be fruitcake on the top so that the couple can keep it and eat it on its first year annive. The color would be, white adorned with real copper rose with drapes and made by penk Ching. That would be nice right?

Gown. I don't know my dream dreass, I don't know yet what would I like, maybe if I found my man that would also be my time to find my dream dress, as of now I still have to wait for it..But I know my color it would be misty rose... but the design is still under construction...

xoxo

What I need right now??

2009-03-27T15:14:00.000-07:00

We've just finished our thesis with my friend named Adam. We were so happy that we're already done with it. Well now I wanna know what I need to soothe my tired soul, mind, body and emotion.

top 10...
10. Taoist temple.. I wanna go to Taoist temple that is my sanctuary everytime I have this stressful life

09Pack up.. be adventurous and see other nice place

08.Food..hmm a very yummy food because I really miss it. huhuh crispy pata,liempo, hmmmm

07.Be alone..as of now I wanna be alone and get away from this busy streets and noisy people

06. Have a break.. a 2 day nice break from everything else

05. Movie..a good movie will do I think the Nights in Rodanthe so that I can sleep well hhaha

04.Eat Gelatto..hmmm that's an awesome idea huh

03. Buy book and read it... I want to buy the Marley and Me book so that I can divert my boring and stressful life in it.

ohh we're now on top top 2 ...and for the top 2 is...

02. SLEEP..a good night sleep is the best!!!!

and the winner is....tantanannannnnn drum roll pls....boomboom boom boom

01. SEX... I wanna have a good great SEX partner... I've never had sex for 3 straight months... It's so difficult huh.. Does any of my friends' list will be free?? 4 straight rounds of ozzing sex heheh,,,lurrvvee it...

java-ed

2009-03-26T21:00:00.000-07:00

java the yummy and soothing drink....hmmm the aroma of the great bitter sweet coffee will really ignite your senses. But how come that this computer language named after java one of the most famous coffee concoction been refrained off...???
It's really well not to say the hardest (I think) but one of the most complicated one. That will really make your brain bleed.. not just bleed dude.... hemorrhage is the term. It can cause lots of hair fall and make your eyes bloat like a bubble fish!!! Am I saying so much bad against this computer language? I' m just telling you what have I experienced...
till here.....

xoxo

Antithesis

2009-03-26T20:53:00.000-07:00

Can I name myself an antithesis? Same with my greatest disposition being an anti-social. Well I just don't like them ehhehe,,, I just don't like how they act, I can live my own. I can be what I am without them.. Am I sounding too rude? or too anti social?? Well equally the same.
I just hate them. They hate me and so DO I!!!!

xoxo

Ano ang kwento mo

2009-03-24T17:27:00.000-07:00

May kwento ako..
Ano nakikita mo pag gabi , hinde multo o engkanto kundi mga taong iba't ibang pangarap at kulay ng buhay. Andyan ang mga mag kasintahan na masayang nag lalakad pauwi, mga mag aaral na naka uniporme pa lalo na ang mga narsing , andyan ang mga construction worker na nag papahinga sa tabi ng kalsada at nag kakatuwaan. May mga batang lansangan na nasa isang gilid at nakahiga kumot nya'y kanyang braso na syang tangi nyang panlaban sa ginaw at sakit ng higaan. Andyan din ang mga namamasukan sa call center na papasok pa lang ay nag hihikab na, May mga kainan na 24 oras na bukas na syang pinupuno ng mga banyaga, mag-aaral na nag rereview at mga taga call center. Nabanggit ko na ba ang mga bar na kahit na anong sabihin ng pamahalaang gloria na tayo ay nakaka danas ng crisis puntahan mo ang mga bar gabi-gabi at lalo na sa Biyernes Sabado at Linggo doo'y makikita mo na punong puno ng tao ang naturang establishimento.Ano ang napapansin mo sa gabi?

Ano ang kwento mo??

pag binalot ng buwan ang mundong ibabaw

2009-03-24T17:01:00.000-07:00

Pag ang buwan na ang bumalot sa mundong ibabaw takbo ng buhay ay naiiba, dyan nagsisislabasan mga pangarap na makikita sa lansangan, mga ilaw na nag gagalawan mga kabataang nag lalaro sa gitna ng kalsada na tila ang kalsada ay isang palaruan. Pag binalot na ng buwang ang mundong ibabaw duo'y makikita mga dinaramdam , mga pangarap na hinde natuloy at nauwe hinde lang sa pagkabigo kundi sa pagka galit sa mundo. Iba't ibang tao iba't ibang mithiin ang nakikita sa pag balot ng buwan sa mundong ibabaw. Pag ang buwan ang bumalot sa mundong ibabaw, doon makikita ang payapa na daloy ng liwanag ng buwan na syang nag bibigay pag asa sa mga taong bigo sa buhay man o pag-ibig sa mga taong nawalan na ng destinasyon kung san patutungo sa mga taong inakap na ng dilim ang kinabukasan. Sa pag balot ng buwan sa mundong ibabaw atin syang akapin at salubungin pasalamatan sa pag bigay ilaw sa mga gabing tayo ay nasa dilim sa mga gabing nag iisa tayo at nangangapa ng liwanag. Atin syang tanggapin ang liwanag na syang pangako ng Poong Maykapal sa pag bibiyaya sa atin ng liwanag sa dilim

Internet or Books???

2009-03-18T09:54:00.000-07:00

Rampant internet cafes, mushrooming bookstores, e-books, newly released edition of books, which do you prefer?
There are lots of people right now wether or not a student prefer to use internet cafe in research, reading books and article. But still if you are going to check the bookstore it's always 'fully occupied'. If you're going to ask which one is better? The good ol' days of school or the modern day research?
In internet we can easily get what we want and print it right away. You can even copy the whole page with just a snap of a finger 'presto' you already have your research. But how about the effort of reading the book? Come to think of it if you have already read the first few paragraph then you will just copy it without reading the whole article and no more intrernalizing of what the whole article is all about, unlike with the books you have all the effort to read it, and internalize it but the thing there is, it's so tiring to write all those stuff, you might get lots of erratum in writing the whole article, (well photo copy might be the answer over hand writing )and sometimes you might get an outdated book which will give you less informative article.
Librarians and book worms really do insist to still use books as a good source of research and be involve in reading rather than using internet,because doing the research polish our mind and body coordination, it doesn't practice the immobilization.
Internet savvy's side said that with the use of internet it makes our life faster and have a lesser burden of work.
Now' YOU CHOOSE' it's up to you as a user , on which one makes you comfortable the one that makes your reasearch faster or the one that still practice the good 'ol days.

Top 10

2009-03-12T14:38:00.000-07:00

I didn't make a survey or ask questions , I am just a keen observer or should I say I simply scrutinize people around. Especially at school(here in STI-Lahug).
What's on your top ten most viewed website? (either wi-fi or at the library)

Top 10 most viewed website:

10: canbrowse.com
Yahuuuu..The best web cracker in STI. Could I crack it guys?Hope Ms. Librarian won't read this one or else....
09. wikipedia.com
At least STI-ers still have the time to open it(just by googling)
08. manga.com or any manga site
Sti-ers's past time especially the male ones.
07.meebo.com
But it's already blocked. Sorry for all chat addicts like me lucky for those who have notebooks.
06. Multiply.com
For multiple uploaded pictures go to multiply.Narcissistic attack wooohhh....
05. Facebook.com
If you wanna be posh and 'in' go to facebook.com. most models and celeb here and abroad use that one and that's their legit.
04. myspace.com
For music inclined people go to myspace coz there are lots of band web page on that site.
03. youtube.com
For lots of music video,movie and many more well all walks of searches.

We're now down to no.2 Can we take a pause for a while?........

okay here it is.

02. yahoo.com
Because it is the homepage of every computer lol just kidding. Searches, opening emails and searches again and homepage.

and the winner is.... drum roll please......

01.friendster.com
Everybody loves friendster and everybody has an account on friendster 2 or more. The account number 1 is for personal use and the other one is for sideline thingy.(I didn't say anything guys..)

In Their Eyes

2009-03-11T09:52:00.000-07:00

I saw these kids every night as I go to the office. This is their playground, dining room or worst their bedroom. They found their comfort zone on this area. Their innocent hands learned to soak-in to the dirt of the 'real world'. Instead of playing in the real playground, instead of eating warm soup and nutritious food in a place called house, in this place they eat crumbs,remnants, spoiled, already thrown foods, instead of sleeping with warm blanket and feel the security of their own family well they don't know the feeling of being treated fairly. They grow-up having hunger pang, malnourished body, tired, and dreamless. They grow-up without holding a pen and paper, for not knowing how to read and write, they grow-up without feeling of being accepted by the people around and the most painful is the feeling of being in an 'untouchable caste' with their own family .
I as a student would feel so much guilt, for I only give my sympathy and can't do something worthwhile for them, I feel so much guilt because I am being supported by my parents to go to school while they aren't. I am so much guilty because I can read write and speak with sense while them they aren't. I feel so much pain, why they haven't have any chance of being at school. Why these kids are being thrown-up by their own parents, why these kids are being unfairly treated by their fate.
Can you still remember the most popular saying of our national hero?

'Ang kabataan ang pag-asa ng bayan.' Now let us rephrase this 'Ang kabataan pa ba ang pag asa ng bayan?'

If that is the case, what would happen to our country if we're not fair to these kids? One of these may dream of being a doctor, one of these may dream of being a great politician one of these kids may be a great scientist,but the question is how? How can they fulfill their dreams? Let us not end their dreams. Let us not pop their bubble of dream but instead, we the educated ones and the government must help these kids. we must preserve them educate them, comfort them. Let us not change the saying of Rizal. Let us fulfill what he had said.

spinning round make it twirl

2009-03-11T09:18:00.000-07:00

So many faces,

so many races

Different voices,

different choices

Some are mad,

while others laugh

Some live alone with no better half

Others grieve

while others curse

And others mourn behind a big black hearse

Some are pure

and some half-bred

Some are sober

and some are wasted

Some are rich

because of fate

and Some are poor with no food on their plate

Some stand out

while others blend

Some are fat and stout

while some are thin

Some are friends

and some are foes

Some have some

while some have most

Every color

and every hue

Is represented by me and you

Take a slide in the slope

Take a look in the kaleidoscope

Spinnin' round,

make it twirl

In this kaleidoscope world

Some are great

and some are few

Others lie

while some tell the truth

Some say poems

and some do sing

Others sing through their guitar strings

Some know it all

while some act dumb

Let the bassline strum to the bang of the drum

Some can swim

while some will sink

And some will find their minds and think

Others walk

while others run

You can't talk peace and have a gun

Some are hurt and start to cry

Don't ask me how don't ask me why

Some are friends and some are foes

Some have some while some have most

Every color and every hue

Is represented by me and you

Take a slide in the slope

Take a look in the kaleidoscope

Spinnin' round, make it twirl

In this kaleidoscope world

what if my vagina would talk?

2009-03-01T02:58:00.000-08:00

I watched vagina monologue last saturday. Well it' s such a nice play. I really can relate on the story on the situations. There's a question there...'what if my vagina would talk what would it say?'

1. Am I trained to be a gymnast?
2. I can't bear it anymore..1 round is enough!
3. So big and hard make it slow.
4. I'm totally pissed off!(unsatisfied!)
5. Lubricate me first, are you insane(for penis)!!!???

xoxo

to be continued...

lurrvvee day...

2009-02-16T14:03:00.000-08:00

a month ago i still remember that i wrote something grateful thing against valentine's day ... heheheh well I was just carried away with my desperate situation. i even dare valentine that if ever no one will ask me out or no gift will arrive then i will curse the feb 14 all my life. hmmm well valentine was so good to me. gift arrived and my ex asked me out. so no more 'the grief' the counter part of the grinch hehehe,,, I was just satisfied of what had happen to my lurrvvvee day,,, one thing that make me the happiest is IM SAFE!!!!!(safe from pregnancy)
that's all ehehhehe be back if i have good stories to tell...

xoxo

sexless in the city

2009-02-16T13:56:00.001-08:00

got haunted with the title..i think 'tis a great book to read........ i have my own story of that..it's a real sexless...

people who really knew me will get surprise about my situation right now... Why? because Im a real SEXLESS in the city. valentine's day came but nothing happened.... December was my last event and no more thing happened after that one.haayyyzztttt..well ill still be thankful for that though,
till here..ohh i still have story after this.... just wait ill shoot you in a minute...

xoxo

i love this line

2009-02-12T10:16:00.000-08:00

"Before you,my life was like a moonless night. Very dark, but there were stars - points of light and reason. .... And then you shot across my sky like a meteor. Suddenly everything was on fire; there was brilliance, there was beauty. When you were gone, when the meteor had fallen over the horizon, everything went black. Nothing had changed, but my eyes were blinded by the light. I couldn't see the stars anymore. And there was no reason for anything."
ohhh,,,, that quote can really sweep off my feet...ohhh who can tell me those lines...who can utter to me that quote?? if someone will whisper that quote unto my ear, I will definitely melt on my place.
i really love this quote...SUPERB!!!!

xoxo

tired

2009-02-10T21:54:00.000-08:00

Im so tired being tested,studied like a specimen in a petri dish. I don't like it anymore as if I have a choice to say no. I really don't have any choice. But as of now I want to do all great things in me. before my borrowed time ends.
Im like a ticking bomb having a very limited time every tick is so important I must consume it carefully. Im like a withering candle melting but shedding light to each and every one. I won't regret all these happenings in my life, it may be fate, or destined. I know that God gave this to me for He knows that I am capable to handle this courageously.
I may be a specimen in a petri dish, I may be studied under the lights, I may be opened through scalpel, I won't mind at all for as long as I know that God is there, my mom , dad, aunties, sibs, and friends are there. Then I won't mind at all. For they are the ones who encouraged me to live and to fight....

xoxo

K at 1

2009-01-28T15:51:00.000-08:00

K-KNOWLEDGE
U-UNDERSTANDING
L-LOYALTY
K-KEEN PASSION
O-OBSERVANT
G-GRATITUDE
Z-ZEAL

We are knowledgeable on our own little way with great understanding to each and every one, and been loyal to one another with keen passion on our craft and been observant on what we have/ are / will be doing, and ultimate gratitude to our gracious Creator, and zeal to stay being a kulkogz!!!

chillax dude...

Year 1

2009-01-28T15:45:00.000-08:00

Now we're turning 1..wooohhhh kudos to every member of kulkogz..yahuuuuu.. Lots of things happened in the past, it might be bad, good or dull still we're there for each other. Others may copy us but still we're the most bankable group yahuu.... Chill... we're the coolest one. We don't think that it's a competetion or what, we're not playing games here.What we're after is our friendship, friendship that will last forever.. What are we gonna on our annive?? hmmm think think think....
ill just inform you further after the complete decision have been done...

xoxo

THE GRIEF!!!

2009-01-27T15:22:00.000-08:00

Can I make a monster named "The Grief" that monster would just go out during Valentine's day!!! Yah I have all the guts to say that it's a monster though it's me... I don't care at all. If there's "The Grinch" for Christmas then The Grief is for Valentine's day!!!
I'm so devastated of my situation right now. I don't have date or the worst no one ask me to go out this coming Valentine's day! Should I cry or should I really cry?What else can I do but to totally cry... Well do I have to wait for the remaining days?? or give up while it's still early?? I'm like a ticking bomb waiting for my time to explode...

for here

xoxo

tsug... tsug... tsug ..tsug.. tsug...

2009-01-23T12:19:00.000-08:00

How does the beat of your heart sounds like?? What's the aura color of your heart? Is it Red, pink?yellow or BLUE?? Is it healthy tsugging or not?? Well healthy in the terms of you have someone by your side... Someone who will equally celebrate the up coming VALENTINE's day.. hmmm Well as for me??ZERO... I don't have any...It's just still the same for 23 long years nothing changed.Why can't Valentine worked it on me? If that Valentine is existing then prove it to me!! Well if it's still 13 and no one ever bother me to celebrate it by 14 then goodluck I will never ever celebrate it. NEVER!! If I have then WHY NOT?? wahahahah,,,I will surely promote the celebration of its event. ok?? This will be a pact!!!

xoxo

Conundrum

2009-01-23T09:35:00.000-08:00

an intricate or difficult problem... Let's see it this way....

A very young couple of late teens and early twenties got so involved on the so-called game named SEX... They savour every moment they "do" it. The sweat; the heat; the aroma of each other's body make those senses bring them to euphoria. The every sway, pump and hop of "doing" is their everyday routine without RESTRICTIONS!!! They tasted SEX as if it's a sweet indescribable gratifying taste like honey. (well sort off...sort off honey as in honey in the KNIFE!!!)
Their every step to euphoria, their every sway to the rhythm of their "doing" comes to reality when they fell off from heavens to earth and earth to heavens!!!
At a very surprising hour on their euphoric, once surprised them with a very shaking news the game started to 'propagate'. The euphoric mode is over!!! Their game now turned their lives 360 degress even clockwise and counter clockwise,,,their hearts beat twice or thrice faster than the usual. It seems that they are now in the middle of a maze wherein they don't know how to get out. They can't figure how to solve the maze. What's on their mind right now??CHEATING!!! They want to get rid off it,..They don't want to pursue the propagation of their SEX.... They want to.... yes ABORT it!! HOW PAINFUL IT IS!!! Imagine a helpless cute little angel inside the womb made by magic/game/euphoria will be killed by its own PARENTS!!!! How awful it is to hear those IRRESPONSIBLE IMMATURE SELFISH LITTLE BRAIN DAMAGED IDIOTS' reasons on why they are doing such BLOODY CRAP!!! They don't have the right to kill that angel inside. I'm not saying that I'm the cleanest person ever but it is not right not just by Constitution but the also God's law!! It is morally wrong. If I can beg them to stop it Ill do all my best to do so. I really want to save the kid. For they are so lucky more than lucky enough to have it. Me myself am not so sure if I can have it wheras themselves they are more than lucky and bound or suppose to be happy to have that kid inside. After that crap idea where fo you think will they be?? Will the gates of heavens above will still be open for them?? I think yeah.. open for them to hear how they have done it. And the fiery hell is waiting for them.

Now what's the verdict?How will you handle those crappy people not to do such bad idea?? This is such a conundrum one!

Twilight Saga

2009-01-06T15:19:00.000-08:00

It's another Buffy the vampire slayer, Moonlight, interview with the vampire and so many mortals and vampire love affair. Late 2008 and early 2009 been the Twilight era. It's a 4 book series written by Stephenie Meyer starred by Isabella Swan and Edward Cullen. A mortal named Bella been in love to a vampire vice versa. For all the Cullens know that Bella is the destined prey of Edward, but it tilts 360 degrees for Edward fell in love with Bella. A forbidden and dangerous love affair for both of them. But still they fight for it, through thick and thin....

to be continued.....

New Moon

Eclipse

Breaking Dawn

Midnight Sun

2009

2009-01-06T15:13:00.000-08:00

WEEHHH..so glad im still alive heheh.,,,, i just cant imagine im here in year 2009... What if this blogsite is still up on 2050?and next gen pipz can read this??well to those pipz of that year this blog is my so called time capsule that stores my most private , funny, gloomy, and anger stories of my life. I never ever exposed this site for I know people will know the most kept secret of mine.
Let the secret be kept on this site. May this be read by the year 2050 and beyond..neither now..

im not a bookworm

2008-12-12T17:13:00.000-08:00

Im just addicted with all of these... hehhee

I know i fell and i failed

2008-12-12T09:04:00.000-08:00

I know I fell and I failed...

I know this is not right!!! I told myself not to fall for him. I rest assured myself that I won't fall.. But to my mistake I fell and I know I failed. I know he doesnt have any feelings for me. But what i wanna ask due to my curiosity is.."Was there any time during those time that we're still buddy that you miss me?or any kick of admiration? "That's it.. but hell it's so hard to tell him.. So hard to even look at him. I don't deserve him and neither do him.
How can I ease this feelings that I have for him???...I really fell from him. I thought I can hold this one.. Because I thought that it's just mind over matter but it's not. It's really not. I thought it's just a mere sex buddy but it's not.. All of those thoughts turned 180 degrees... and still accelerating, hope i can have diversion on this feelings,,,, I hope I really hope..

Lions for Lambs

2008-11-05T21:52:00.000-08:00

just one question and Im really waiting for the bloody answer..and still have few months to wait for this bloody question./...Will there still be Lions for Lambs??? That question is intended for Pres. Barrack Hussein Obama... Is he really a global president?If so...hope that he will remove all the lions at lambs' nation...
I am indeed happy hearing that he won... he maybe the messiah for every color, it may be black brown red yellow or even white,. he may whip or hug, he may kneel or bring up the rod of righteousness if it's really needed...

Hope that he is the Santa Claus that we are waiting for.Hope that he is the Hope for every ethnicity..Let's see for ourselves...

Black Resides on the Whites

2008-11-05T07:18:00.000-08:00

Few months ago... I wrote about the historical election, I wasn't biased that time. Now the blog that I wrote few months ago has been answered. The historical election has been made. Black now rules over the White, but not just over the Whites but also the every color of every nation he will rule!!
Now the question.. will there be still wars over every other nations?Will there still LIONS for LAMBS? What will he be doing on the greatest nation of the world? Will he be the Messiah someone who will change the whole world?
Hope that there's no more war on the other side of the earth. Hope that OBAMA will be the HOPE of of every people's ail...

Sembreyk

2008-10-23T10:11:00.000-07:00

Weehhh I am so happy because my hardship really did paid off!! KAMPAI.... heheheh I passed on my discrete math,physics and programming yahuuu.... i really am so happy that I got all those because those are really so hard subjects so now that I got them I really want to thank GOD for giving me all the strength, for encouraging me to go to school though I am so tired and feelin' blue.. haayyyzzztt I love it I really cried when i knew that I passed. I really wanna shout for that...
My parents are so proud of me. Even my dad, he witnessed my hardships my meal skipping, my crying and my sleeping so much late during weekends... That's why with the news he got from me. I know that it's a big smile and pride that I gave to my papi...
Thank You so Much God!!!!

xoxo

Are we back?

2008-10-22T13:58:00.000-07:00

I got confuse on what he had said to me 2 months ago. After 2 months I am also confuse of what's the real thing behind those hugs kisses grabbing of hands and laughters.
When will be the real time of asking him about what he had said?When can I have guts to ask him?When can I tell him the things that I'm starting to fell out of love with him. His sweetness during the morning kisses and the hugs during the cold winter-y temp of my room,and the laughter during our movie-thon. How can I explain that? Is he gaining back my sumptuous sweetness to him?or just what he wants. Just the same of what he have expected last time.?
For my goodness' sake help me complete this puzzle please give me the last piece so that I may know what's this all about...Im really confuse!!!

xoxo

in the air

2008-10-21T08:22:00.000-07:00

You can already feel the cool breeze of air during night times.Lots of malls are beginning to have their 3 day,weekend,or even midnight sale. Because CHRISTMAS is in the air!!! Weehhh I love Christmas. The food that momma cooks during Christmas is awesome,the Ube halaya,hamonado,spag,salad and the 'bida ng Noche Buena' which is HAM!!hmmm so yummy. I love the spirit of giving gifts during Christmas,and the package which is papi's gift for me. Hmm I love the one week paid vacation, the relaxing week is so fine, so fine that can help us regain some strength that we've lost for the whole year.
The best of all during Christmas is...The Thanksgiving,giving thanks to God for everything that He gave to us for the whole year..

Even

2008-10-19T23:10:00.000-07:00

Even at my worst will someone tell me that 'I am their life'? Will be there for me 'til the last tear that I've cried?Who will that be? Will they accept my imperfections?

I cry everytime I hear love songs. I sigh everytime there's a love novel-ish story. Because I sometimes dream that someday or somehow by all means I would've been on there shoes. 'IF EVER'..
I am at my worst, I am a slut. I am a whorrific. Will anyone still accept me? What if NONE? What if they get rid off me?What if they curse me? I am pretty sure they can't accept my alter-ego.
Will there be any chance for me to savour the word 'true love'? Please cupid, give me a chance to have it.. Give me someone who will be there everytime I need a lean.
What am I gonna do to have them? Kneel from the first step of Taoist temple to the last one? If ever that's the best thing to do. I will..I really wanted to know If there will be someone to accept for the real me,'

So Long,
leanne
xoxo

My so called Lust life

2008-10-18T07:26:00.000-07:00

I started to know the world when I was 14 then I really entered it at 21 then emerged fully on 22 and be an active one at the present time (as of now im 23)..
Sometimes I feel so abused but sometimes I tend to like it. But afterwards as I stare into the mirror of myself, I see myself ravaged. Being touched, cunned, licked, and fucked by different guys. Sometimes they are just the unknown ones, sometimes they are my fubu... I don't have stable relationship what I have is a stable FUBU with a young guy. I maintained our lustful relationship for 4 months. But that is not a love-based relationship just a lustfull one.
Sometimes I told myself "what if i didn't do all these things?" "Would there be any chances for me to have a stable relationship?" "Would guys treat me as a saint?, would they not fool me"? duh lots of 'what ifs' bummed into my mind. But one thing for sure... I didn't regret it. Because Im happy doing those unlawful and unacceptable things.If they can't accept me for that if they will judge me for that I dare them "CAST THE FIRST STONE!!!" I will let them rip me off if someone of the crowd do that. If they themselves prove that they are the clean ones the perfect being aside from GOD.Then on they will have all the rights to do that.!
Will it be my mistake?If yes, then Im proud having that mistake because with that mistake I tend to know how to handle myself and how to play with destiny, fate , and LIFE!!

My lust life is a spice that colours me alive!!!

someone from damascus 4

2008-10-15T11:42:00.000-07:00

Now he's leaving for a while and so do I. Now, I prefer to go to Sahara to be on myself to give time to my hardships and time to chill..I need to love first myself than anybody else in the world. I need to give time for myself and embrace the whole me.
I need it... To change the old me, to know the real me,..

How Painful

2008-10-15T11:40:00.000-07:00

dear mommy,
iam in heaven now,sitting on God's lap.He loves me and cries with me.For my heart has been broken.I so wanted to be your little girl.I dont quite understand what has happened.I was so excited when I began realizing my existence.I was in a dark,yet comfortable place.I saw i had fingers and toes.I was pretty far along in my developing, yet not near ready to leave my surrondings. I spent most of my time thinking or sleeping. Even from my earliest days,I felt a special bonding between you and me.Sometimes I heard you crying and i cried with you. sometimes you would yell or scream, then cry. I heard daddy yelling back. I was sad,and hoped you would be better soon. I wondered why you cried so much. One day you cried almost all of the day. I hurt for you. I couldn't imagine why you were so unhappy. That same day,the most horrible thing happened. A mean monster came into that warm, comfortable place i was in. I was so scared, i began screaming, but there was no sound. I guess they had all pinned down because you never once tried to help me. Maybe you never heard me. The monster got closer and closer as I was screaming and screaming."mommy,help me please.complete terror is all i felt. I screamed and screamed until I thought i couldn't anymore. Then the monster started ripping my arm off.It hurt so bad;the pain I can never explain.It didnt stop.Oh,how i begged it to stop.I screamed in horror as it ripped my leg off. Though I was such complete pain, i realized i was dying. I knew i would never see your face or hear you say how much you love me.I wanted to make all your tears go away. I had so many plans to make you happy.Now, i couldnt; all my dreams were shattered. Though I was utter pain and horror, i felt the pain of my heart breaking, above all. I wanted more than anything to be your daughter. No use now, for I was dying a painful death. I could only imagine the terrible things they had done to you. I wanted to tell you that I love you before i was gone, but i didnt know the words you could understand. And soon I no longer had the breath to say them; I was dead. I felt myself rising. I was being carried by a huge angel into a big beautiful place. I was still crying, but the physical pain was gone. The angel took me to Jesus and set me on His lap. He said" He Loved me, and he was my Father.Then I was happy. I asked Him what was that killed me. He answered "Abortion" Iam sorry my child, for i know how it feels. I dont know what abortion is; i guess that's the name of the monster. I'm writing to say that I love you and to tell you how much I wanted to be your little girl. I tried very hard to live. I wanted to live. I had the will, but i could'nt the monster was too powerful. It sucked my arms and legs off and finally got all of me. It was impossible to live. I just wanted you to know I tried to stay with you. I didnt want to die. Mommy, please watch out for that abortion monster. Mommy, i love you and i would hate for you to go through the kind of pain I did. Please be careful.
Love,
your baby girl

someone from damascus 3

2008-09-25T09:39:00.000-07:00

a black cloud blanketed him with such a good vision

though with that dark covering, his

smile still the sunshine of the

damascus

i stared at him with sweet thoughts in

me studying every inch of him

he wasn't aware with my stare,

he even didn't recognize the presence

of me

'twas fine just seeing the sunshine

from his amazing smile will make my

day so right.

10 things i hate about

2008-09-25T09:12:00.000-07:00

i hate it because i got henna-ed

i hate it because i can't eat yogurt

i hate it because i can't eat ice cream

i hate it because i can't have nai cha

i hate all those freaks who put melamine

on milks

i hate it because im getting anemic

i hate it because i haven't been to MYOH

i hate it because i don't have time to

eat properly

i hate it because he's now making me

sick

and the most thing i hate is...i can't

say "i hate you" to someone

"i hate!!!" sigh.,...