after 20 years

after 20 years?? I found him... the boy in the picture with me. I found him so miserable, and yet he found me likewise.
If I were to ask, yes I wanna settle down with him, I dunno if this is just a sudden urge of my feeling, but if this is it, I wanted this , I wanted to pursue this and make this happen. I wanted him, I love him, so much.. now I know what's the meaning of love.!!!

Happy Father's Day!!!

Happy Father's day papa, I wrote a line for my papa, just a simple one liner and it says:

Once I wish upon a star,I want a piece of me, after how many long years of waiting, someone didn't just give a piece but the whole me.

I cant explain how big my love for my dad is. it's too big to be explained, he may not be there for so long time, but I know that my love for him is a vast an endless love.

I love my papa so much..

need to make a bucket list

now that im ill.. i need to make a bucket list at the same time a count your blessings list everyday in my life....hope that this will succeed.. ehehhe say good luck to me..

xoxo
leanne

After math election

Reasons why do we have to get out of this country after election:

If Erap won ..why?? duh do i really have to elaborate the reasonsssss on this situation??

If NoyNoy won..why? Kris will be his adviser.. and in every 5 meters surely i am there're mother mary images(sorry for the devout catholics--marians out there..)

If Satur Ocampo,Liza Maza won...why?? 'the NPA love team..woohhh!!"

If Querubin won..why?? WTF we dun need another prisoner senator, who'll just sit behind the bars and accept the pay checks; of course from our pockets!!

If Manny Villar won.....why?? he will change Lupang Hinirang into his very own jingle... and change our national game,sepak takraw into swimming...in 'dagat ng basura' who the hell want all of these????

well if you still want to stay here in P.I. and love this effin country so be it.. but if you guys still have the chance of getting out of this effin' country then PROCESS IT NOW!! we dun need to be ruled by these awful people.. and i dun wanna work hard for these effin'people! won.....why?? he will change Lupang Hinirang into Manny Villar's jingle... and change our national game,sepak takraw into swimming...in 'dagat ng basura' who the hell want all of these????

well if you still want to stay here in P.I. and love this effin country so be it.. but if you guys still have the chance of getting out of this effin' country then PROCESS IT NOW!! we dun need to be ruled by these awful people.. and i dun wanna work hard for these effin'people!

colors

I dunno if im color blind or it's just that i have a very poor eyesight... hopefully i only have a very poor eyesight... i dun want to downgrade it into colorblindness ...rofl....
what's with colors all about? well this is not about colorblindness and stuff.. it's all about colors.. i just jot down my color confusions..on the first few lines... ok here we go.. Im now wearing black jacket, yesterday i wore yellow shirt.....then later on i found out that our computer technician here in the office is also wearing a yellow shirt.. So i decided to wear my black jacket.. the same jacket im wearing right now. WHY?? 'nother story... my two teamates are wearing i dunno the color (as ive told you im so poor on that) let's just say shade of pink...both of them wearing the same shade... oh gawd i gave him the most violent reaction... hahaha.. same reaction with my yellow shirt...
I have this question on my mind... Why is it that if you found out that you have the same color of shirt in the area you'll be pissed off or you'll react that much? but if it's black or white there ain't big deal.

xoxo
leanne

Im sorry

Im so sorry i wasnt able to write anything during feb.... if i can just turn back those days.. i will surely write lotsa blogs....
because i owe you lots of blogs i shoulda put lotsa piccsies here... hmmm ill hack my fb first hehehe.. that i owe you.. ill just give that thing to you tomorrow.. i hope that it'll be fine...



xoxo

wishing wells

Last time at Simala I saw a replica of well of Nazareth it's really just a replica no special thing attach, just a simple well-like features with a water not deep. So I didnt toss a coin in there...
I was just surprised this dawn during our office hours, when I went to the place which I called the zero-gravity room; as I went inside the room I realized that it's not just a zero-gravity room but a 'wishing wells'. Funny it is, but the fact that it has coin on it and it always has, maybe someone thinks that as long as it has water as long as the coin will go down the bottom then you can wish for ev'thin....
That's really surprising the room is just an ordinary room but for me it isn't.. I'll try to find out what's next with that room...



xoxo

lei-lei

first 15 days of 2010

My first blog of 2010......

What did I do on my first 15 days of 2010?

I ..hmmmm can you give me a minute or two,just want to review what had happened on the past few days..................

ohhh ok here it goes.........

I hit the gym...ohhh lala...I'm fin'lly trying to go back to the gym....
I went to celebrate my friend's birthday and ate not-so-much food....
I already burned Taylor's Nina's and Miley's songs....
I gave my mom a precious cute Siamese cat....
I went to Simala to thank God for ev'thin'
I'm serious with my diet including my cleansing diet every other day...


I dun have that much cool deeds but Im trying...Ill try to stroll around and love the sun...



xoxo

lei-lei

'tis the season to wear polka fralalalalala lala lala

polka dots....checked

12 circle-shaped fruits..... checked

coins and bills in pockets, wallets and purse....checked

ham... checked

pancit and spag ....checked

jumping....checked


if you're hearing these things what's the first thing that would come up on your mind??? Nothing else but NEW YEAR!!

HAPPY NEW YEAR TO ALL.. welcome 2010...........................

see you next year.. am just so sad i wasn't able to beat my 100 blogs of 2008... ill try to double up by 2010...
good health to all .... RECESSION, GET THE FUCKIN' OUT!!!



xoxo

LAX not L.A.X

Everybody needs LAX... yeah not the famous L.A.X but the jargon or eponym of laxative who the hell wanted to shout out that they need laxatives? Nobody wants.... It's holiday season, 'tis food galore. Choose here and there.. Eat here and there... hmm yumm yumm the best season of all time. You can find foods everywhere, here and there hmmm smell the aroma and savour the sauces, hear the sound of boiling and feel the heat of every food around the corner.
So this will be the hardest time for antacid in every pharmacy in the corner. Tums the yummiest antacid of all time, kremil-s the super OTC antacid in which you can also have it in the stores, Maalox the prescription antacid, alka seltzer the big one hahaha. After antacid you need to remove the bloat in you, get a lax... There's an option for your lax, WHEATGRASS a 33 pesos per sachet, C-LIUM fiber 9.50/sachet yakult, yogurt pineapple and PRUNE.... and last HIT THE GYM (next week) hahahaha.. I'll finish the food galore season first.


'till here

xoxo

What's Your New Year's Resolution, In Just Six Words.

I am a bummer this shift.. been here for about 5 hours and still no special thing happened. This will be a 12 hour shift and to be continued for tomorrow's shift. (just to make-it-up for 24th shift)
It's holiday season so the season too, to think about their 'New year's resolution' to make it more unique I asked them to do that in six words.. So they did it.. and 'tis great... here are their response..

from different chat box..YAHOO MESSENGER AND SKYPE.. see their uber answer

[2:06:31 AM] Roy Angelo: get drunk and get laid tonight

Bruce Lloyd Imbo: not to be mister nice guy

Beatrice White: new year's resol- better persone, daughter, friend, wife and employee

[2:07:28 AM] Rayven Ingles: will limit dota to weekends only
[2:07:39 AM] Rayven Ingles: or limit playing dota to weekends only
[2:07:40 AM] Rayven Ingles: there
[2:07:41 AM] Rayven Ingles: :P

Kristine Yu: magsugod na ko ug tigom..ok..

Remely Mandreza: to be better and overcome fears

Julius Rodriguez: I'll change my lifestyle and girls

Mary Gen Albarico: more time with family and friends

Denmark Esmeralda: to become a famous super model!

Beverly Rusios: Love, Give, Understand, Communicate and Beautify


I love my officemates' participation they love my question-of-the-day always..(HOPEFULLY)

hmm would you want to know my response on my question? Just dun be surprise with my answer.lol....ready?

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Leanne Cruz: NO CONDOM NO SEX THIS YEAR



That's all hahahahh...'till next blog

xoxo

3rd yr annive

Dec. 13 : 'twas our Annive/Xmas Partee... Held at Parklane hotel..

'twas so nice as nice as the soft spirit of Xmas. The theme was award's night. Yeah boi we are in formal get-up. We're in red carpet with backdrop, Edward Cullen and Bella Swan as our ushers and the doors closed at exactly 7pm. Cool ayt?
When I went into the hall 'Victoria Hall' (I was almost late...-as usual nothing new-) I was so surprised when I saw the formal or should I say uber formal fellahs... I wasn't expecting that it'll be that beautiful. It's uber beautiful. As the door closed...

Voice over filled the room, the made-in-the-USA voice over for the opening of the program. There were some technical errors, duh crappy Parklane hotel technical service. Thank God we have beautiful-and-so-talented Ops Manager, none other than Bea White. She handled those tech problem that night perfectly (no such word though, but if you just saw how she did it you will surely say she perfected it...). Who was with her on the floor? She can't be solo all the time. So she called my ever cute smart intelligent chatmate/friend Rayven. hmmm (we're just friends ok..we're dating though..lolz for that), anyways...not that good as JOE PHOENIX but, it was good for a non-outgoing person like him can handle the co-hosting is an 'A' for me...(is it because he's my txtmate/friend/chatmate/date-sometimes?? lolz) ...ohhh I forgot to narrate here the Lady Gaga's performance.... My BAD!! 'twas nice.. she's s'pose to be lady gaga but she's singing geri halliwel's it's raining man.. hahaha...nice performance..CLAP CLAP CLAP also include julius's and josh's effort ahhahah though they've been washed out by the rain hahaha...

And the wait is over after how many minutes....Bea introduced the ever cute so handsome beautiful man ABS-CBN's KAPITAN BOOM JON AVILA!!!! Can you feel my scream?? If you can't then you're so lucky... He was so handsome that night, haayyyzztt can he be mine?? even just for once....I'm game...1 ..2...3 go,,, hahhhaha

after the great introduction.. It's FOOD TIME... yum yum yum i was so amazed with the honey mustard dressing, i really love it.. i just love mustard too much..the bread and frozen butter hmmm yum, there's rice, braised veggies, adobo and braised beef.. but i didnt get rice and braised veg.. i just dun like it.. and the star of the night's table..LECHON yummmmmmmmmm........... sorry for me i wasnt able to get the crispy skin of lechon..my sad..

minutes after eating the group presentation..yahuu.. Im not ready I dun love it... it's not my craft...well there're 10 groups and we're number 8 adn to be called in descending order hahaha..kiddin' . There was greece, chicago, beauty and the beast, sister act,slumdog millionaire, saturday night fever and Moulin rouge.. If i wasnt able to mention the other groups.. SORRY..

and the winner is none other than... TRULY YOURS hahaha dream on.. it was number 9's group the enchanted... zzzzzzzzzzzzz....
going home..and tired.. the taking-picture-time.. We took our pics at the backdrop with Edward Cullen and LUCKY FOR US with Jon Avila.. hayyzzttt lucky lucky lucky US,,,,

Just until here....and the story continues as we went to the party place of Cebu MANGO..FYI,,,, in my BALL GOWN hahahaa.,,,,

babush for now...


xoxo

i cant break it..

it's almost g'bye 2009 and hello 2010...

few months ago i dared myself to break or 'ven just get even with my last years blog... but it so happened that I can't beat it.. so sad :( almost 30+ blogs to blog just to get even my last year's blog... so sad i can't make it... but still nice dare for me..
it's not usual to dare yourself, though....

xoxo

BEST TOYS of ALL TIME

I got a chance to read 'BEST TOYS OF ALL TIME' at yahoo page. I was surprised with what I've read. There are 16 toys and in that 16 toys I had 10 on it. Wow , I can say; I had great childhood toys , not-to-mention I only have 2 friends then. But still I am so thankful for having those toys , and wanna thank my dad for all of those toys that he gave me. Indeed I felt so lucky because in that all time fave toys I got the 62.5% that's really amazing.
My favorite toy on the roster is the Cabbage Patch I love it because they are so cute and cuddly.Hope I can find another CP. But in the roster I have one frustration that my dad never gave me. The Nintendo, until now he doesn't allow me to have any console, my sad.
There's a toy that I think must be included on the list. Remember "Polly Pocket'? Oh how I love those cute little posh community that you can create. sigh.. I miss my childhood days..

'till here
xoxo

HAPPY HALLOWEEN!!!

I went to Halloween parteee dated,October 31, 2009.We welcomed the November 1 of 2009 as the real Halloween day. I wore a sexy witch costume. I love the ensemble especially my witch hat, which turned to be my door knocker hahaha.. I felt so cute that time (i admit hahhaa).. I'll just post the other photos, and those are really amazing...BTW I'm with gen & Rex that time.

xoxo

ELEVATOR LIST part 2

As I already explained the meaning of Elevator List on my previous blog, now Im gonna put my E.L.

1. Jay Manalo
2. Kim Bum
3.Chad Michael Murray
4. Andy Garcia
5.Enchong Dee
6. Derek Ramsay
7. DingDong Dantes


Wow!!! Lucky 7 hhhahahahahhaha that would be so terrible hahaha

Courage

Yeah right I know I'm not blessed to have great voice,I know Im a tone deaf. But, lo where am I in this pic? In front of so many people I got my guts intact and have all the courage to face them and sing in front of them. Bravo to me..and sorry for the listeners hahaha.,.I only have fighting spirit in my pocket..

ELEVATOR LIST

Gimme your 'elevator list' baby... What's that elevator list all about? Before I explain the meaning of that phrase I have to tell you first where I got that line. It's from one of 'ONE TREE HILL's" quotable quotes. I was so mesmerized with the line and so the meaning.. Ok I'll give you the meaning of the line...

'elevator list: LIST OF PEOPLE YOU'RE ALLOWED TO HAVE SEX WITH IF YOU'RE STUCK IN AN ELEVATOR'

See who wouldn't fall in love with that line? It's so interesting and would really caught your attention ,ayt??

another quotable quotes/dialogue from (again) ONE TREE HILL (it's not that obvious that I love tree hill right? lolz..) here's the dialogue:


Brooke: "There are 82 letters in here and they're all addressed to you. I wrote them all this summer, one a day but I never sent them because I was afraid. I was afraid of getting my heart broken again, like before, because you hurt me so bad. And I was afraid to be vulnerable and I was afraid of you and the way that you make me feel. And I know that doesn't matter now after what I did but I just thought that you should know... this is how I spent my summer Luke, wanting you. I was just too scared to admit it."

Lucas: "Brooke! What you did with Chris... it's okay."

Brooke: "It's not. It can't be. Its too much to forgive."

Lucas: "Well that's too bad because I forgive you."

Brooke: "You can't.."

Lucas: "I just did, so you're gonna just have to deal with it. I'm the guy for you Brooke Davis and I know I hurt you the last time we were together but I..."

Brooke: "I love you."

Lucas: "I love you too... pretty girl."



ohhh how I wish to hear those lines in real life...Looking forward to it hahaa..

xoxo

Ateneo for 2

It was October 8, 2009 at around 3:30 pm the people at Araneta Coliseum aka The Big Dome are queueing for the most anticipted game of this season. The UAAP season 72; between Ateneo Blue Eagles and UE Red Warriors. The people outside were with their own colors such as red or blue, they were bringing their banner with pride. But before anything else happened that time, inside the big Dome was the game of Ateneo Blue Eaglets and De La Salle Zobel Jr. Archers' game.Yeah you heard it right.The most rival team in the Philippines were in the arena playing for their fight of the season. It was indeed a great game between the juniors department and guess who got the trophy?? None other than the Ateneo Blue Eaglets! Kudos for their star player, Kiefer Ravena, indeed a Raven's claw!

After the juniors game, here comes the seniors the Pride of the school, the most anticipated war for this season. The best of the best of this season.
As the game started with the Blue Eagles points the game got hotter and hotter, literally hotter. Their emotional almost caught them up. So glad to see great coaches behind them. They pacified them immediately.
The game ran fr 36 minutes. A 36 minutes of hell for the team to taste heaven. And for the winner it is a great heavens. Fortunate for those who bagged the trophy and will graduate with pride and print on their school.
So who among the two great teams won??? drum roll please..........

It's THE ATENEO BLUE EAGLES 'AGAIN'!!! This will be a double victory for them . 1 for winning the juniors department and 2 for the seniors department. It'll be a great honor for Rabeh Al Hussaini, Nonoy Baclao for finishing the year with a great impact at the AQUILA LEGIS, not just because they won the championship but because the maintained to seat on the CHAMPION's THRONE for 2 years in a row!

The town has been painted BLUE and by BLUE!

Lions for Lambs 2

Why can't they (White House) pull out those American solidiers at Iraq? Can't they just imagine how awful it is growing up without their dads, during their family day, during those times when they need someone who will protect them from those kids who bully them? Can't they not give chance to those families who wanna eat dinner with theit lovedones sitting beside them? Can't they not give chance to those families to experience their Sundays with their dads?
With that kid in the picture hoping that they will be touched and be enlightened.

xoxo