What if?

What if all my hallucinations are true?
What am I going to do?
How can I face them all?
Why did I made that?
All are questions
But no direct answer.
I am so desperate,
I am so dumb!
Now if all are questions
If all don't have answers
How can I handle this?
It's so hard to handle
So critical to decide for the solution
Do I have to depend on whomsoever?
Or I'll decide on my own.
My head is aching,
I made my own ghost
I made my own problem.
Hope one day I can solve this one
Hope that Im just on the verge of my dream
Hope that this is just a nightmare
So that I can wake up and change evrything!