I was so disappointed

I was so disappointed when I heard just this morning at Magic 89.9 GoodTimes with MO, Mojo and Grace Lee about my fellow youths' opinion they said that what's happening right now on Madame Cory's wake is just a mere OVER REACTING!! The hell for you guys YOU DON'T have any right to do that. They even said that Madame Cory didn't change the Philippines but instead worsen it!! That's so much mockery on what she hath done to us. We youth must be the one to be thankful on what she gave us. Because if it's not because of her great advocacy for KALAYAAN then we can't open this social network we can't express ourselves and be free as we can be. Can you guys go to a country that can't express their freedom and tell the whole world that you are the happiest people living on earth. SHAME TO ALL OF YOU GUYS who don't know how to say simple THANK YOU to Madame Cory.Kindly guys read your history books and after reading the history book tell us again that MOCK that you said this morning. GO TO HELL!!!! As a writer/blogger I am one of the most thankful for the freedom that Madame Cory gave us. Thank You Madame Cory.

the lady in yellow dress

'twas 2005 when I first and last saw the lady in yellow dess. She was so lovely and so cheerful. She launched her great talent which was painting. Great paints in which you can see that the painter itself is cheerful. Decades ago when I was still at my Mom's womb she lead the country she freed the country out of the dictator's hand. With that we should thank her for everything that she gave to us. Thank her for letting us run everywhere with no restrictions, thank her for letting us bathe in the sun soak our feet in the rain, climb the highest mountain in the world, laugh, cry, scream, and express our great feeling to everyone. To the damsel in yellow dress WE SALUTE YOU, with all our hearts we will bring this gratitude till the next generation, if it's not because of you , we aren't here.
MARAMING SALAMAT sa lahat kalayaan na binigay mo maraming salamat sa ngiti na ngayon ay tinatamasa namin maraming salamat sa magandang alaala na tinanim ng iyong kabutihan hinde lamang sa libro ngunit pati sa aming isip at puso. Nawa'y makapiling mo na ang iyong kabiyak at and Maykapal sa iyong pupuntahan.
SALAMAT SA LAHAT LAHAT mula sa iyong kabiyak na syang naging ugat ng kalayaan ng ating lupang sinilangan.. MARAMING MARAMING SALAMAT PO MADAM CORAZON COJUANCO-AQUINO.

These past few days

These past few days I was so... so.... freak, frickle minded,and unfocus ( is there a word unfocus? duh whatever) It's because of my anticipation of my suppose to be anniversary. As what my friend said, should I still commemorate my 'suppose-to-be-anniversary'? I pause for a while and think again.... But still I answered of course, it's the turning point of my life wherein I am stucked! I really am stucked! I can't move on, neither moving forward. I still can't steer my own steering wheel better because of that 'stba' . I am so much in pain, so much in trouble. Until when will I be like this? Until when will I suffer? Until when will I be stuck? Until when? I am so tired, I am so much in vain, this agony has been prolonged and no solution has ever imagined to solve this. As what my blog name tells me VINDICATED I AM!!! should I change it to VINDICATED I AM?? because until now I haven't escaped,freed nor vindicated.

xoxo

p.s. I am in pain...totally

"Happiness is the best revenge"-Perez Hilton

We are now facing the nth hour of our doom. We are now suffering of what we've done to our mother earth. But yet voted as one of the happiest people in this world, despite everything that comes our way, despite of all these tribulation yet, here we come as one bringing all cheers and smiles to everyone.
Remove all the swords, ceasefire, detonate the bombs, throw grudge, instead SMILE JUMP and give all the synonyms of happiness to our heart's content. Suffering may come, grievances may occur, agony may prolong but the best weapon to fight all those is just a simple, honest and genuine happiness.

xoxo

2 years na sana

It's been a while or should I say it's almost 2 years, it'll be two years by next month to be exact.
The ever dearest suppose to be anniversary of mine would be by next month. If that ever happened do you think that relationship will prosper? Do you think I'm already tied right now? I think YES. Because I admit I love him so much I definitely love him. The only guy that I ever admit to the deepest core of my heart is him. The only guy that I laid my bare eyes with. The only guy that I kept and still keeping inside my heart is him. I became so miserable became so mess became so heartless because of him. I prefer to be ruined, because my life is meaningless without him. I hope one day he will be in front of me asking me to marry him. If that would happen then the wait is over. I wouldn' bat a lash nor wait for seconds to answer that question instead I will immediately say YES, I DO to him.
MAY THE FORCE BE WITH ME.


xoxo

I was so... II

So I spent almost 20 mins at the office waiting for her. After how many minutes she packed-up and signaled me to be ready. So we rode a jeep 14D and another jeep 62c going to the gym...
Arriving at the gym, I gave her the shoes and fix myself and in a hurry of going to my yoga class and told her to follow if she wanted to or just stay at the gym area.
After of stretching and contorting myself at the yoga class (wherein there are 2 other officemates were there but we aren't close so I don't even say 'Hi' to them)

to be continued....


xoxo

I was so...

I was so disappointed, last Sunday when my SUPPOSE TO BE GYM BUDDY left me for no reason. Tell me who the hell won't freak on that situation? (so i am right on my term SUPPOSE)No one right??
The story goes like this.....
It was last week of Friday when we finalized our gym schedule, so we decided to be at the gym on Sunday.( the characters of we are my officemates we're just four) So before that one of my fully 'decidido' suppose to be gym buddy sent me an SMS that day, so for all we know it's Saturday, she asked for my assurance of going there, and sent me some quotes or joke text, in flood ok yeah in flood. It's because I wasn't replying on her messages. I wasn't aware what's the real story why she flooded the sms thing. Here comes my friend named FRIEND/HOUSEMATE/SEATMATE came to the rescue told me that the SUPPOSE TO BE GYM BUDDY wants to borrow shoes. So I checked my extra shoes and presto I still have one, the old FILA. So when the characters of going to the gym decided not to go , my fully 'decidido' SUPPOSE TO BE GYM BUDDY wanted to freak. But hell she can't she had no right!!!!
So here came Sunday morning at 7 I received a call from her, assuring my schedule of going to the gym and lending her shoes. So I say sure I'll be there and I'll bring the extra shoes.
3:30 pm was our schedule of meeting at Ayala mall... but i prefer to pick her up at the office. (wheeeeewwww A FOR EFFORT)

to be continued.. this will take 3 pages I think,,,,,


xoxo
anne

tired

im so tired... can i call this brain drain? ohhh so painful , and i think i look so awfully gloomy... hope i can have great remedy for this.....

when i saw those...

when i saw those little trinkety robots of prime optimus i easily fell in love with it... damn i wanna buy it.. here i am again the impulse buyer well impulse is my hobby hahaha,,, who wouldn't fall in love with those cute toys? the little cars will turn into cute colorful amazing robots...i even wish Mikaela Banes's doll is also there... i love her, being mikaela or megan she's really gorgeous that's the right word for her..

ttyl

xoxo

A bid of farewell to the 'Man in the Mirror'

A farewell bid to the man in the mirror who started all these rhinestone gloves, moonwalk, sash, vintage shoes, white old socks, red oversize coat, and of course plastic surgery. The man who change what music is all about, the man who made the music scene to be a borderless world.


'I'm starting with the man in the mirrorI'm asking him to change his ways And no message could have been any clearerIf you wanna make the world a better place Take a look at yourself and then make that change'

Thanxz to the Man in the Mirror, thanks for contributing your music your talent your legacy to us. For giving us inspiration on ou music, for changing the discrimination on music industry!

To the Man in the Mirror may you rest in peace! PAALAM

If I have

If I have million USD what am I gonna do?

Million dollaz baby..wheeeww this isn't that tough to spend, especially the fuel is getting higher so it's not a surprise anymore to spend this bucks in just one day. let's see the break down of million dollah....

40,ooo - will go to my own savings(that's for my LAW school)
80,000- for my two sisters' schooling
100,000-for the house -could that be enough?-
100,000-for my Lambo woooooohhhh
20,000-bags variety of bags
20,000-variety of shoes, Loubotin, Dior, Ferragamo
5,000-shades
40,000-bookstore business
2500-rice grain business
50,000- furniture and appliance
100,000-buy condominium/townhouse
100,000-variety of cars
100,000-european tour
75,000-asian tour
200,000-SAVINGS...

I think I am so much satisfied with my life after spending my million dollars then they'll call me A MILLION DOLLAR BABY....

ang pag ibig nga naman

1. "Kung hindi mo mahal ang isang tao, wag ka nang magpakita ng motibo para mahalin ka nya.."

2. "Huwag mong bitawan ang bagay na hindi mo kayang makitang hawak ng iba."

3. "Huwag mong hawakan kung alam mong bibitawan mo lang."

4. "Huwag na huwag ka hahawak kapag alam mong may hawak ka na."

5. "Parang elevator lang yan eh, bakit mo pagsisiksikan ung sarili mo kung walang pwesto para sayo. Eh meron naman hagdan, ayaw mo lang pansinin."

6. "Kung maghihintay ka nang lalandi sayo, walang mangyayari sa buhay mo.. Dapat lumandi ka din."

7. "Pag may mahal ka at ayaw sayo, hayaan mo. Malay mo sa mga susunod na araw ayaw mo na din sa kanya, naunahan ka lang."

8. "Hiwalayan na kung di ka na masaya. Walang gamot sa tanga kundi pagkukusa."

9. "Pag hindi ka mahal ng mahal mo wag ka magreklamo. Kasi may mga tao rin na di mo mahal pero mahal ka.. Kaya quits lang."

10. "Kung dalawa ang mahal mo, piliin mo yung pangalawa. Kasi hindi ka naman magmamahal ng iba kung mahal mo talaga yung una."

11. "Hindi porke't madalas mong ka-chat, kausap sa telepono, kasama sa mga lakad o ka-text ng wantusawa eh may gusto sayo at magkakatuluyan kayo. Meron lang talagang mga taong sadyang friendly, sweet, flirt, malandi, pa-fall o paasa."

12. "Huwag magmadali sa babae o lalaki. Tatlo, lima , sampung taon, mag-iiba ang pamantayan mo at maiisip mong hindi pala tamang pumili ng kapareha dahil lang maganda ito. Totoong mas mahalaga ang kalooban ng tao higit sa anuman. Sa paglipas ng panahon, maging ang mga crush ng bayan nagmumukha ding pandesal, maniwala ka."

13. "Minsan kahit ikaw ang nakaschedule, kailangan mo pa rin maghintay, kasi hindi ikaw ang priority."

14. "Mahirap pumapel sa buhay ng tao. Lalo na kung hindi ikaw yung bida sa script na pinili nya."

15. "Alam mo ba kung gaano kalayo ang pagitan ng dalawang tao pag nagtalikuran na sila? Kailangan mong libutin ang buong mundo para lang makaharap ulit ang taong tinalikuran mo."

16. "Mas mabuting mabigo sa paggawa ng isang bagay kesa magtagumpay sa paggawa ng wala"

17. "Hindi lahat ng kaya mong intindihin ay katotohanan, at hindi lahat ng hindi mo kayang intindihin ay kasinungalingan"

18. "Kung nagmahal ka ng taong di dapat at nasaktan ka, wag mong sisihin ang puso mo. Tumitibok lng yan para mag-supply ng dugo sa katawan mo. Ngayon, kung magaling ka sa anatomy at ang sisisihin mo naman ay ang hypothalamus mo na kumokontrol ng emotions mo, mali ka pa rin! Bakit? Utang na loob! Wag mong isisi sa body organs mo ang mga sama ng loob mo sa buhay! Tandaan mo: magiging masaya ka lang kung matututo kang tanggapin na hindi ang puso, utak, atay o bituka mo ang may kasalanan sa lahat ng nangyari sayo, kundi IKAW mismo!"

19. "Pakawalan mo yung mga bagay na nakakasakit sa iyo kahit na pinasasaya ka nito. Wag mong hintayin ang araw na sakit na lang ang nararamdaman mo at iniwan ka na ng kasiyahan mo."

20. "Gamitin ang puso para alagaan ang mga taong malalapit sa iyo. Gamitin ang utak para alagaan ang sarili mo."

21. "Ang pag-ibig parang imburnal...nakakatakot mahulog...at kapag nahulog ka, it's either by accident or talagang tanga ka.."

How To Be A Vampire 101

'Vampire is in , fangs let it out'

The 'in' thing today is learning thoroughly on how to become a BLOODSUCKER!!! Years ago when Count Dracula emerged from the story books, people are getting crazy on finding out how true that myth was. That antagonist really did a ground breaking moment for every bloodsuckers. It may be true or not but his emergence is the root of the hype of vampire thing right now. I've been reading lots of vampire books series , google, wiki and such. With the help of fiction books and non-fiction (it may be) research they have this common denominator, (I know you can easily guess what I mean, do I really have to write it here?I guess so) ,'the Blood'. So let me count thy ways on how to become a vampire in a good, and high-end way.

1. Learn how to wear nice dark shades. Because it will protect your eyes from the sun.

2. Learn how to stand in the sunshine while you wrap yourself with jacket,long sleeves or may have shawl or scarf.(remember it's forbidden for the vampires to be hit by the sun)

3. For guys, wear tailcoat in every occasion that's the usual get-up of male vampires way back to the era of Count Dracula, to Edward Cullen,to Jack Force.

4. For dudettes, wear something victorian to stun everyone else in the formal party.

5. Don't drink commoner's beer opt to cocktails like Margarita, Shirley Temple, and of course Bloody Mary. Drinking commoner's beer will destroy your classy image.

6. Always bring the 'social grace' with you, for it will lead you to be 'in' the elite's.

7. Go to steak house (Outback is better) order raw or medium steak. Learn how to eat the blood drip of wagyu beef. Blood sausage is better include the innards and everything. Be cautious on choosing great dines for you may encounter e-coli if those aren't cooked in proper way.

8.Visit your dentist let them clean your teeth thoroughly, for having clean and white set of teeth is a great necessity for every vampire.

9. Choose a greaveyard shift job. This is very suitable job for every aspiring vampire.

10. Explore your knowledge on how to bloodsuck. Find your own mantra on how to do it.



Have great time learning these things....

Give Hayden Kho A Second Chance Club

Is it worthwhile to give Hayden Kho a second chance? Will his image revamp really do acquire sympathy? Well the angelic good-looking living kamasutra is really gaining his fans over the net because of his cute gestures he captivates many people. The water spilling is really a great success that drawn people toward his side. Ohhh girls really love him now MORE......




xoxo

Sino ang may sala?

Napanood ko ang buong litis ng Hayden Kho~Katrina Halili issue sa senado ng Pilipinas. Habang tumatagal ang pag lilitis eh nakakaramdam ako ng awa kay Hayden Kho. Ako man eh babae alam kong alam natin na walang dapat sisihin dahil silang dalawa ang may kagagawan nito. Kung siguro hinatak ni Hayden si Katrina at tinali yun siguro eh maling mali na. Subalit sila ay nasa parehong edad na pwede nang maka boto sila ay parehong nasa tamang edad na para mag-isip wala tayong dapat na isisis at ibato sa kanino man. Merong apat na video kay katrina sa apat eh tatlo dun ay alam nya na kinukuhanan sya. Pero ang tanong eh kung yung tatlo eh kinukuhanan sya may posibilidad na sa mga susunod na mga 'gawain' nila ay pwede ulit gawin yun ni Hayden kay Katrina. Una sa lahat kung walang pumayag eh walang mangyayari. Alam ng babae na si Dr. Hayden Kho ay isang lalakeng 'commited' sa doctora na syang nag papaganda at nag aayos kay Katrina Halili, bakit pumatol pa si Katrina kay Hayden. Si Dr. Hayden Kho naman bakit pa pumatol sa pagka rami raming mga babae at kinukuhanan ng video at di man lang burahin ang mga video. Walang dapat sisihin sa dalawa walang dapat hatulan o idemanda walang dapat mapatawan ng kung ano mang hustisya na hinihingi ng kung sino dahil alam nila ang ginawa nila. Pareho nilang ginawa walang napilitan sa kung ano man.
Sana eh wag ng patulan ng senado ang ganitong issue gumawa na lang ng maayos na batas at isauli na ang mga ninakaw nila sa taong bayan hinde sa kung saang mga walang kwentang bagay nila ilalagay ang oras.

Sa mga senador na sobrang nag papa lapad ng papel eh sana naman po eh alam nyo kung ano ang sinasabi nyo hinde yung tira kayo ng tira na kung ano ano.

Salamat po....

Note to God

If I'll write a note to God...

If I'll write a note to God I'll tell HIM to purify us.

To end all these sadness,sorrow,hate,pride,bitterness,envy,war,killings,...

If I'll write a note to God, I'll be polite to beg for great forgiveness,

I know that we are of a bounteous sinner we've done so many transgressions
that disappointed Him so much.

If I'll write a note to God, I'll say 'SORRY'

in behalf of everyone else,

If I'll write a note to God, I'll say 'THANK YOU'

for carrying us through...

No one is to blame

As what the old saying goes "it takes 2 to tango" and as what doc HAYDEN KHO said on the hearing "THE ALURE OF SEX IS STRONGER"


I watched the 3 different starring role video of Hayden Kho. I admit it's really provocative and he's good in bed. But sad to say as a woman I am also embarrassed of what have I seen. But, as of the right legal age and as of this era we all know that there are lots of scandalous vids coming in and out of our system. As a woman SHOULD YOU NOT BE VIGILANT? There's a big possibility to take vids if you're sex activ or if you're doing s*x That's every man's dream (sad to say but most men are really OBSCENE) so as a woman you should know first the do's and dont's of DO-ing. You should know first the vengeance of everything. Because you did it there will be payment for that. And as for guys please do minimize your OBSCENITY and ECSTATIC FANTASY!!!


ALL WE NEED IS RESPECT hope that word still lives on..

the power of world wide web

Due to Hi-tech era everything and anything right now are being on hi-tech mode. What are those?

The shopping online thingy, you can shop all you want and delivered your items right on your doorstep.

The job hunt and so the application form can be submitted through the world wide web.

The low cost communication anywhere in the world. You can send mails call see them eye to eye through the world wide web.

The online dating, Yes you can definitely date through the powerful world wide web.

The online schooling on the web. Yes you can study online. In any degree majors and years and school anywhere in the world, you can study online.

You can be famous through the web. Just post your hidden or vivacious talent and,presto you can be famous in no time. Just post your pics and vids and Hola Welcome to Hollywood!!!!

Can even interpret your dreams online, create your term paper,projects research and a lot more...

All things happening on the powerful labyrinth of world wide web seems so beautiful, but little did we know that this labyrinth is really a trap a beautiful facade that will hostage our innocent being.It can may or will destroy our whole treasured dignity.

Posting video on the web may help you be famous, yes it will really help you be famous for it can't just be viewed on your community but to everyone who knows how to use the PC with net can easily check it. Posting video with your SEXCAPADE is up to you on how to handle the shame, pride, and SHAME again. With your face body and everything before everyone else's eyes watching you while doing such demonic maneuver, will you be proud of it? To those men who is an avid fan of capturing their sexcapade, are you on your own proper mind while doing it? Does YOUR MOTHER, SISTER, AUNT know what you're doing? What if the table turned 360 degrees?
Can you guys be not discreet on your sexcapade? Should you really post it and let the whole world see it? Should you really want to shame those pity girls who aren't aware of your demonic act?
Can you girls be vigilant and be smart on choosing your sex partners? Will you just go for sex with nothing to be aware off?
This things happening is not just an act of one. But definitely by both. As for the saying 'it takes two to tango'.

Just a little piece of advice, Sex is not just a game and so videotaping your SEXCAPADE.

May...I

May I talk about what had happen these past few days...
May I tell my blog how sorry I am for not visiting these past few days...
May I???

Ok here's my story, Well what happened to me was just the usual thing like, no boys sleep all day up to the top of my snore,lol. But last few days it was May 10 when I surprised my mom with a very delicious round rocky road cake. So far that's one of the most delicious cake of Goldilocks. (Of course I have to choose GL coz my tita is working at GL in San Jose) I think Mother's day is our tradition. We really have to prepare great food. To thank mom for everything. We prepared yummy bbq, creamy carbonarra, and garden java rice... Mom prepared for the marinade of BBq and cooked our special creamy carbonarra, and I prepared the java garden rice. All of those are really awesome. But one person really pissed of and screwed the whole preparation. I don't wanna talk about that nonsense person anymore just leave it like that. He' s just one of a hell person.
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After we ate the sumptuous lunch we watched BOF or Boys Over Flower, it's Korean's version of Meteor Garden. We really love it, The scene the giggle moment the fighting everything in that series is really awesome. The cast are really handsome Gu Jun Pyo looks like Dao Ming Si and I love how they fight and care with each other. I really love the story. no more no less. Well I was so hook up with Taiwan's Meteor Garden years ago so it's not a surprise anymore that I still have this what you call F4 fever. I still wish to be on San Cai's or the modern Geum Jan Di's character.The modern day Cinderella.

What else should I have to say???Ahhh my love life? well as usual ZERO ahhahaah.. No sex no lovelife equals SLEEP.... hahahaha..
'till here..

xoxo

sorry

i am so sorry i forgot to visit this. i just don't know why. i am truly sorry....

hence.. i will update you later after shift ill give my story from day 1 of may till now..

xoxo

hunny

this is enchong. I go gaga with him so much to the point that I fall in love with him though I haven't met him yet. Well I have good taste right?

i love him i really love him...

xoxo

im sleepy

im about to go to the hospital today to have my checkup for my bladder and kidney. I have this findings on my pee, uti thingy i dunno if it's true. I undergone urinalysis, BUN, creatinine.,.Hope this would be normal. I dun wanna go to the hospital I hate hospital bed, ward, smell all.,.. as in all... i hate all of those things..

wish me well...


xoxo

11th Hour

We reached the 11th hour, we are now facing what we have done. You, you, you and I are included in this suffering. These things happening on our own habitat is the picturesque of our own dirty deeds. Polluted air, water, food, unknown viruses ,disease and sickness, these are just few connivance made by our own notable feat. Aren't we guilty on what we have done? Doesn't have any apathy on this commotion happening? We need each other's hands right now. We need ourselves, our own selves to cooperate and become one, to help our withering abode. We need help, an extensive thorough help that will start from us. Yes, it must start nothing else but us. A single follower if it will be concised will create a big hand of help.
So now as we reach the 11th hour hope that we open our eyes and help not just our house but our HOME.

What if he's here??

What if he's here? How would he look like? I'm pretty sure he's such a good looking dude yeah boy he surely looks like me.. hehehe He may be a DOTA player a college student , and probably taking up Engineering. He may have lots of girls swooning around, just like my dad's and mom's charisma,duh I don't know why I don't have that charisma like theirs. I'm pretty sure he's so smart and intelligent just like us, yeah us(mom dad and me). His height may be tall or just an average of 5'7". He may be moreno and in a medium built. What sport he may engage with? Of course it would be basketball, then what else? He may be into soccer? He may have every gaming console in the world!!! Just what I'm wishing for.What would be his shoe size? I think it would be 9 just like dad's. As of now he's 19. A suppose to be 19 year old boy was the luckiest amongst us, he wasn't able to feel the pain, problem, sickness, sad, heartache,the pestering global warming,pollution, and many more. He is now happy have wings and the best of all he's with God looking after us.

If he can read this I hope he can feel how much we love him. If he can read this I hope he feels how much we wanted him to be here. If he can read this I hope he can feel the longing of loosing him. He's the missing piece of my life. He's my second half my other part, partners in crime, and my suppose to be twin. Mike, we love you so much. Papa loves you so much he misses you so much...Mama always think of you. We love you so much Mike,..,,,

xoxo

p.s. hope you can read this... :'(

habulan,taguan, hanapan

Hinanap ko siya ngunit di ko alam kung saan mag uumpisa....alam ko na sya na pero di ko alam kung ako na nga...nagkita kami sa pinakamalayong lugar, sa di namin inaasahang lugar na kung saan di namin aakalain na dun pa kami mag kikita, nahanap namin ang isa't isa. ngaun may malaking katanungan sa aming dalawa , ako ba'y kanya at sya ba ay akin?? mahirap mag isip mahirap mag antay mahirap ang sitwasyon na kung saan di ka sigurado sa mga katanungan.. kung saan di ka sigurado mismo sa sarili mo...

:'(


xoxo

Lent

It's Lenten time, So quiet and no traffic, how I love this day, Im here at work and I love the idea that admin aren't here. No memos and free of browsing porn ohh I mean friendster.....
so now what will Im gonna do?? of course the forbidden SLEEP..hahaha


xoxo

wedding bells are ringing

I read this mag Metro Weddings of abs-cbn magazine yesterday (03/30/09) as I was having my hair being rebonded. Bianca Araneta was the cover of that ish. The cover itself made me jump into that mag,(not to mention that I am a mag junkie). In the mag I found lots of gowns and idea on how to prepare a wedding. I was so interested on the topic to the extent that I'm not minding what the attendants were doing on my hair. I read about the reception, singer, gown , theme, send-off party, give aways, cakes, rings and many more.. Upon reading the mag I stop for a while and made me think deeply 'what would my wedding be?'. So I think deeply and day dreamed while they iron my hair hehehe,.,,, so here they are:

Let's go on a theme first, I love the idea of being wed in a not-your-usual-wedding, so an idea popped in my mind and it's the tent wedding. It's like a party the same thing in Rockwell Tent, So the theme is glamorous night party.

for the motif, I'm not certain yet on the motif it's still in the pending case.

then the reception the reception and the wedding is just on the same place, well I'll leave it to my wedding planner.(lol)

Singer, who would be my singer? years ago I really told myself it would be Juris of MYMP singing 'For All of My Life'. I really love her version of that song the message really do penetrate deep inside my soul.

Send off party- where will it be held?? hmmmm i think and i know it is much better to celebrate it on a spa.. am I right?? So that it would sooth our senses.That would be great idea right?

give aways-incense within a scented oil.. or a potpourri,, that one is better than a figurine right?

ring..one time while watching TV i got an idea about how to choose a wedding ring. It was said that it must be the man whom will find the ring, because the pinky of a man will be the size of the ring finger of the woman whom he is destined for.So before you say yes to your bf make sure that his pinky is the size of your ring finger so that you will be sure that he's the one...

cake: I want it to be a 5 tier mocha fondantcake with fruitcake on the top. As what tradition said, that it must be fruitcake on the top so that the couple can keep it and eat it on its first year annive. The color would be, white adorned with real copper rose with drapes and made by penk Ching. That would be nice right?

Gown. I don't know my dream dreass, I don't know yet what would I like, maybe if I found my man that would also be my time to find my dream dress, as of now I still have to wait for it..But I know my color it would be misty rose... but the design is still under construction...

xoxo

What I need right now??

We've just finished our thesis with my friend named Adam. We were so happy that we're already done with it. Well now I wanna know what I need to soothe my tired soul, mind, body and emotion.

top 10...
10. Taoist temple.. I wanna go to Taoist temple that is my sanctuary everytime I have this stressful life

09Pack up.. be adventurous and see other nice place

08.Food..hmm a very yummy food because I really miss it. huhuh crispy pata,liempo, hmmmm

07.Be alone..as of now I wanna be alone and get away from this busy streets and noisy people

06. Have a break.. a 2 day nice break from everything else

05. Movie..a good movie will do I think the Nights in Rodanthe so that I can sleep well hhaha

04.Eat Gelatto..hmmm that's an awesome idea huh

03. Buy book and read it... I want to buy the Marley and Me book so that I can divert my boring and stressful life in it.

ohh we're now on top top 2 ...and for the top 2 is...

02. SLEEP..a good night sleep is the best!!!!

and the winner is....tantanannannnnn drum roll pls....boomboom boom boom


01. SEX... I wanna have a good great SEX partner... I've never had sex for 3 straight months... It's so difficult huh.. Does any of my friends' list will be free?? 4 straight rounds of ozzing sex heheh,,,lurrvvee it...

java-ed

java the yummy and soothing drink....hmmm the aroma of the great bitter sweet coffee will really ignite your senses. But how come that this computer language named after java one of the most famous coffee concoction been refrained off...???
It's really well not to say the hardest (I think) but one of the most complicated one. That will really make your brain bleed.. not just bleed dude.... hemorrhage is the term. It can cause lots of hair fall and make your eyes bloat like a bubble fish!!! Am I saying so much bad against this computer language? I' m just telling you what have I experienced...
till here.....


xoxo

Antithesis

Can I name myself an antithesis? Same with my greatest disposition being an anti-social. Well I just don't like them ehhehe,,, I just don't like how they act, I can live my own. I can be what I am without them.. Am I sounding too rude? or too anti social?? Well equally the same.
I just hate them. They hate me and so DO I!!!!



xoxo

Ano ang kwento mo

May kwento ako..
Ano nakikita mo pag gabi , hinde multo o engkanto kundi mga taong iba't ibang pangarap at kulay ng buhay. Andyan ang mga mag kasintahan na masayang nag lalakad pauwi, mga mag aaral na naka uniporme pa lalo na ang mga narsing , andyan ang mga construction worker na nag papahinga sa tabi ng kalsada at nag kakatuwaan. May mga batang lansangan na nasa isang gilid at nakahiga kumot nya'y kanyang braso na syang tangi nyang panlaban sa ginaw at sakit ng higaan. Andyan din ang mga namamasukan sa call center na papasok pa lang ay nag hihikab na, May mga kainan na 24 oras na bukas na syang pinupuno ng mga banyaga, mag-aaral na nag rereview at mga taga call center. Nabanggit ko na ba ang mga bar na kahit na anong sabihin ng pamahalaang gloria na tayo ay nakaka danas ng crisis puntahan mo ang mga bar gabi-gabi at lalo na sa Biyernes Sabado at Linggo doo'y makikita mo na punong puno ng tao ang naturang establishimento.Ano ang napapansin mo sa gabi?

Ano ang kwento mo??

pag binalot ng buwan ang mundong ibabaw

Pag ang buwan na ang bumalot sa mundong ibabaw takbo ng buhay ay naiiba, dyan nagsisislabasan mga pangarap na makikita sa lansangan, mga ilaw na nag gagalawan mga kabataang nag lalaro sa gitna ng kalsada na tila ang kalsada ay isang palaruan. Pag binalot na ng buwang ang mundong ibabaw duo'y makikita mga dinaramdam , mga pangarap na hinde natuloy at nauwe hinde lang sa pagkabigo kundi sa pagka galit sa mundo. Iba't ibang tao iba't ibang mithiin ang nakikita sa pag balot ng buwan sa mundong ibabaw. Pag ang buwan ang bumalot sa mundong ibabaw, doon makikita ang payapa na daloy ng liwanag ng buwan na syang nag bibigay pag asa sa mga taong bigo sa buhay man o pag-ibig sa mga taong nawalan na ng destinasyon kung san patutungo sa mga taong inakap na ng dilim ang kinabukasan. Sa pag balot ng buwan sa mundong ibabaw atin syang akapin at salubungin pasalamatan sa pag bigay ilaw sa mga gabing tayo ay nasa dilim sa mga gabing nag iisa tayo at nangangapa ng liwanag. Atin syang tanggapin ang liwanag na syang pangako ng Poong Maykapal sa pag bibiyaya sa atin ng liwanag sa dilim

Internet or Books???

Rampant internet cafes, mushrooming bookstores, e-books, newly released edition of books, which do you prefer?
There are lots of people right now wether or not a student prefer to use internet cafe in research, reading books and article. But still if you are going to check the bookstore it's always 'fully occupied'. If you're going to ask which one is better? The good ol' days of school or the modern day research?
In internet we can easily get what we want and print it right away. You can even copy the whole page with just a snap of a finger 'presto' you already have your research. But how about the effort of reading the book? Come to think of it if you have already read the first few paragraph then you will just copy it without reading the whole article and no more intrernalizing of what the whole article is all about, unlike with the books you have all the effort to read it, and internalize it but the thing there is, it's so tiring to write all those stuff, you might get lots of erratum in writing the whole article, (well photo copy might be the answer over hand writing )and sometimes you might get an outdated book which will give you less informative article.
Librarians and book worms really do insist to still use books as a good source of research and be involve in reading rather than using internet,because doing the research polish our mind and body coordination, it doesn't practice the immobilization.
Internet savvy's side said that with the use of internet it makes our life faster and have a lesser burden of work.
Now' YOU CHOOSE' it's up to you as a user , on which one makes you comfortable the one that makes your reasearch faster or the one that still practice the good 'ol days.

Top 10

I didn't make a survey or ask questions , I am just a keen observer or should I say I simply scrutinize people around. Especially at school(here in STI-Lahug).
What's on your top ten most viewed website? (either wi-fi or at the library)

Top 10 most viewed website:

10: canbrowse.com
Yahuuuu..The best web cracker in STI. Could I crack it guys?Hope Ms. Librarian won't read this one or else....
09. wikipedia.com
At least STI-ers still have the time to open it(just by googling)
08. manga.com or any manga site
Sti-ers's past time especially the male ones.
07.meebo.com
But it's already blocked. Sorry for all chat addicts like me lucky for those who have notebooks.
06. Multiply.com
For multiple uploaded pictures go to multiply.Narcissistic attack wooohhh....
05. Facebook.com
If you wanna be posh and 'in' go to facebook.com. most models and celeb here and abroad use that one and that's their legit.
04. myspace.com
For music inclined people go to myspace coz there are lots of band web page on that site.
03. youtube.com
For lots of music video,movie and many more well all walks of searches.

We're now down to no.2 Can we take a pause for a while?........

okay here it is.

02. yahoo.com
Because it is the homepage of every computer lol just kidding. Searches, opening emails and searches again and homepage.

and the winner is.... drum roll please......

01.friendster.com
Everybody loves friendster and everybody has an account on friendster 2 or more. The account number 1 is for personal use and the other one is for sideline thingy.(I didn't say anything guys..)

In Their Eyes

I saw these kids every night as I go to the office. This is their playground, dining room or worst their bedroom. They found their comfort zone on this area. Their innocent hands learned to soak-in to the dirt of the 'real world'. Instead of playing in the real playground, instead of eating warm soup and nutritious food in a place called house, in this place they eat crumbs,remnants, spoiled, already thrown foods, instead of sleeping with warm blanket and feel the security of their own family well they don't know the feeling of being treated fairly. They grow-up having hunger pang, malnourished body, tired, and dreamless. They grow-up without holding a pen and paper, for not knowing how to read and write, they grow-up without feeling of being accepted by the people around and the most painful is the feeling of being in an 'untouchable caste' with their own family .
I as a student would feel so much guilt, for I only give my sympathy and can't do something worthwhile for them, I feel so much guilt because I am being supported by my parents to go to school while they aren't. I am so much guilty because I can read write and speak with sense while them they aren't. I feel so much pain, why they haven't have any chance of being at school. Why these kids are being thrown-up by their own parents, why these kids are being unfairly treated by their fate.
Can you still remember the most popular saying of our national hero?

'Ang kabataan ang pag-asa ng bayan.' Now let us rephrase this 'Ang kabataan pa ba ang pag asa ng bayan?'

If that is the case, what would happen to our country if we're not fair to these kids? One of these may dream of being a doctor, one of these may dream of being a great politician one of these kids may be a great scientist,but the question is how? How can they fulfill their dreams? Let us not end their dreams. Let us not pop their bubble of dream but instead, we the educated ones and the government must help these kids. we must preserve them educate them, comfort them. Let us not change the saying of Rizal. Let us fulfill what he had said.

spinning round make it twirl

So many faces,

so many races

Different voices,

different choices

Some are mad,

while others laugh

Some live alone with no better half

Others grieve

while others curse

And others mourn behind a big black hearse

Some are pure

and some half-bred

Some are sober

and some are wasted

Some are rich

because of fate

and Some are poor with no food on their plate

Some stand out

while others blend

Some are fat and stout

while some are thin

Some are friends

and some are foes

Some have some

while some have most

Every color

and every hue

Is represented by me and you

Take a slide in the slope

Take a look in the kaleidoscope

Spinnin' round,

make it twirl

In this kaleidoscope world

Some are great

and some are few

Others lie

while some tell the truth

Some say poems

and some do sing

Others sing through their guitar strings

Some know it all

while some act dumb

Let the bassline strum to the bang of the drum

Some can swim

while some will sink

And some will find their minds and think

Others walk

while others run

You can't talk peace and have a gun

Some are hurt and start to cry

Don't ask me how don't ask me why

Some are friends and some are foes

Some have some while some have most

Every color and every hue

Is represented by me and you

Take a slide in the slope

Take a look in the kaleidoscope

Spinnin' round, make it twirl

In this kaleidoscope world

what if my vagina would talk?

I watched vagina monologue last saturday. Well it' s such a nice play. I really can relate on the story on the situations. There's a question there...'what if my vagina would talk what would it say?'

1. Am I trained to be a gymnast?
2. I can't bear it anymore..1 round is enough!
3. So big and hard make it slow.
4. I'm totally pissed off!(unsatisfied!)
5. Lubricate me first, are you insane(for penis)!!!???

xoxo

to be continued...

lurrvvee day...

a month ago i still remember that i wrote something grateful thing against valentine's day ... heheheh well I was just carried away with my desperate situation. i even dare valentine that if ever no one will ask me out or no gift will arrive then i will curse the feb 14 all my life. hmmm well valentine was so good to me. gift arrived and my ex asked me out. so no more 'the grief' the counter part of the grinch hehehe,,, I was just satisfied of what had happen to my lurrvvvee day,,, one thing that make me the happiest is IM SAFE!!!!!(safe from pregnancy)
that's all ehehhehe be back if i have good stories to tell...


xoxo

sexless in the city

got haunted with the title..i think 'tis a great book to read........ i have my own story of that..it's a real sexless...

people who really knew me will get surprise about my situation right now... Why? because Im a real SEXLESS in the city. valentine's day came but nothing happened.... December was my last event and no more thing happened after that one.haayyyzztttt..well ill still be thankful for that though,
till here..ohh i still have story after this.... just wait ill shoot you in a minute...

xoxo

i love this line

"Before you,my life was like a moonless night. Very dark, but there were stars - points of light and reason. .... And then you shot across my sky like a meteor. Suddenly everything was on fire; there was brilliance, there was beauty. When you were gone, when the meteor had fallen over the horizon, everything went black. Nothing had changed, but my eyes were blinded by the light. I couldn't see the stars anymore. And there was no reason for anything."
ohhh,,,, that quote can really sweep off my feet...ohhh who can tell me those lines...who can utter to me that quote?? if someone will whisper that quote unto my ear, I will definitely melt on my place.
i really love this quote...SUPERB!!!!

xoxo

tired

Im so tired being tested,studied like a specimen in a petri dish. I don't like it anymore as if I have a choice to say no. I really don't have any choice. But as of now I want to do all great things in me. before my borrowed time ends.
Im like a ticking bomb having a very limited time every tick is so important I must consume it carefully. Im like a withering candle melting but shedding light to each and every one. I won't regret all these happenings in my life, it may be fate, or destined. I know that God gave this to me for He knows that I am capable to handle this courageously.
I may be a specimen in a petri dish, I may be studied under the lights, I may be opened through scalpel, I won't mind at all for as long as I know that God is there, my mom , dad, aunties, sibs, and friends are there. Then I won't mind at all. For they are the ones who encouraged me to live and to fight....


xoxo

K at 1

K-KNOWLEDGE
U-UNDERSTANDING
L-LOYALTY
K-KEEN PASSION
O-OBSERVANT
G-GRATITUDE
Z-ZEAL

We are knowledgeable on our own little way with great understanding to each and every one, and been loyal to one another with keen passion on our craft and been observant on what we have/ are / will be doing, and ultimate gratitude to our gracious Creator, and zeal to stay being a kulkogz!!!

chillax dude...

Year 1

Now we're turning 1..wooohhhh kudos to every member of kulkogz..yahuuuuu.. Lots of things happened in the past, it might be bad, good or dull still we're there for each other. Others may copy us but still we're the most bankable group yahuu.... Chill... we're the coolest one. We don't think that it's a competetion or what, we're not playing games here.What we're after is our friendship, friendship that will last forever.. What are we gonna on our annive?? hmmm think think think....
ill just inform you further after the complete decision have been done...

xoxo

THE GRIEF!!!

Can I make a monster named "The Grief" that monster would just go out during Valentine's day!!! Yah I have all the guts to say that it's a monster though it's me... I don't care at all. If there's "The Grinch" for Christmas then The Grief is for Valentine's day!!!
I'm so devastated of my situation right now. I don't have date or the worst no one ask me to go out this coming Valentine's day! Should I cry or should I really cry?What else can I do but to totally cry... Well do I have to wait for the remaining days?? or give up while it's still early?? I'm like a ticking bomb waiting for my time to explode...

for here

xoxo

tsug... tsug... tsug ..tsug.. tsug...

How does the beat of your heart sounds like?? What's the aura color of your heart? Is it Red, pink?yellow or BLUE?? Is it healthy tsugging or not?? Well healthy in the terms of you have someone by your side... Someone who will equally celebrate the up coming VALENTINE's day.. hmmm Well as for me??ZERO... I don't have any...It's just still the same for 23 long years nothing changed.Why can't Valentine worked it on me? If that Valentine is existing then prove it to me!! Well if it's still 13 and no one ever bother me to celebrate it by 14 then goodluck I will never ever celebrate it. NEVER!! If I have then WHY NOT?? wahahahah,,,I will surely promote the celebration of its event. ok?? This will be a pact!!!

xoxo

Conundrum

an intricate or difficult problem... Let's see it this way....

A very young couple of late teens and early twenties got so involved on the so-called game named SEX... They savour every moment they "do" it. The sweat; the heat; the aroma of each other's body make those senses bring them to euphoria. The every sway, pump and hop of "doing" is their everyday routine without RESTRICTIONS!!! They tasted SEX as if it's a sweet indescribable gratifying taste like honey. (well sort off...sort off honey as in honey in the KNIFE!!!)
Their every step to euphoria, their every sway to the rhythm of their "doing" comes to reality when they fell off from heavens to earth and earth to heavens!!!
At a very surprising hour on their euphoric, once surprised them with a very shaking news the game started to 'propagate'. The euphoric mode is over!!! Their game now turned their lives 360 degress even clockwise and counter clockwise,,,their hearts beat twice or thrice faster than the usual. It seems that they are now in the middle of a maze wherein they don't know how to get out. They can't figure how to solve the maze. What's on their mind right now??CHEATING!!! They want to get rid off it,..They don't want to pursue the propagation of their SEX.... They want to.... yes ABORT it!! HOW PAINFUL IT IS!!! Imagine a helpless cute little angel inside the womb made by magic/game/euphoria will be killed by its own PARENTS!!!! How awful it is to hear those IRRESPONSIBLE IMMATURE SELFISH LITTLE BRAIN DAMAGED IDIOTS' reasons on why they are doing such BLOODY CRAP!!! They don't have the right to kill that angel inside. I'm not saying that I'm the cleanest person ever but it is not right not just by Constitution but the also God's law!! It is morally wrong. If I can beg them to stop it Ill do all my best to do so. I really want to save the kid. For they are so lucky more than lucky enough to have it. Me myself am not so sure if I can have it wheras themselves they are more than lucky and bound or suppose to be happy to have that kid inside. After that crap idea where fo you think will they be?? Will the gates of heavens above will still be open for them?? I think yeah.. open for them to hear how they have done it. And the fiery hell is waiting for them.

Now what's the verdict?How will you handle those crappy people not to do such bad idea?? This is such a conundrum one!

Twilight Saga

It's another Buffy the vampire slayer, Moonlight, interview with the vampire and so many mortals and vampire love affair. Late 2008 and early 2009 been the Twilight era. It's a 4 book series written by Stephenie Meyer starred by Isabella Swan and Edward Cullen. A mortal named Bella been in love to a vampire vice versa. For all the Cullens know that Bella is the destined prey of Edward, but it tilts 360 degrees for Edward fell in love with Bella. A forbidden and dangerous love affair for both of them. But still they fight for it, through thick and thin....


to be continued.....

New Moon

Eclipse

Breaking Dawn

Midnight Sun

2009

WEEHHH..so glad im still alive heheh.,,,, i just cant imagine im here in year 2009... What if this blogsite is still up on 2050?and next gen pipz can read this??well to those pipz of that year this blog is my so called time capsule that stores my most private , funny, gloomy, and anger stories of my life. I never ever exposed this site for I know people will know the most kept secret of mine.
Let the secret be kept on this site. May this be read by the year 2050 and beyond..neither now..

im not a bookworm

Im just addicted with all of these... hehhee

I know i fell and i failed

I know I fell and I failed...

I know this is not right!!! I told myself not to fall for him. I rest assured myself that I won't fall.. But to my mistake I fell and I know I failed. I know he doesnt have any feelings for me. But what i wanna ask due to my curiosity is.."Was there any time during those time that we're still buddy that you miss me?or any kick of admiration? "That's it.. but hell it's so hard to tell him.. So hard to even look at him. I don't deserve him and neither do him.
How can I ease this feelings that I have for him???...I really fell from him. I thought I can hold this one.. Because I thought that it's just mind over matter but it's not. It's really not. I thought it's just a mere sex buddy but it's not.. All of those thoughts turned 180 degrees... and still accelerating, hope i can have diversion on this feelings,,,, I hope I really hope..