who among here can help me achieve a long sound sleep?
some says warm milk will do.. but hell i have this lactose intolerance so that means i cant also sleep well..
some says green tea..hahaa are they joking?? all tea have higher caffeine than coffee..
some says music will do the sound of nature like the one you can hear at spa..hahhaa my boardmates will surely get mad with me esp if they get bothered with that crappy sounds.
some says sleeping pills ahahaha have you heard the story of heath ledger of broke back mountain?he died recently because of 2 sleeping pills. i won't take a risk on that hahaha..
but one said...and this one is the best advice that i've got.. the answer on that troubling sleep is S-E-X hahhaha... is this true?? if this one is really effective then i will really do this everytime im experiencing insomniac hahah....
im starting to love being insomniac hahaha
Thursday, February 28, 2008
Thursday, February 21, 2008
Daddy
I read an article about this famous celebrity here in Philippines and I can really relate with her. I know the feeling of having this life with lots of missing pieces.
I grew up with my mom (well all this years I've been with her.) She tried to complete me as much as she can (I really appreciate her for that); I know the difficulties of raising a child with single body but doing the dad's task in replace of my dad's presence. I really wanna give her a plaque for that though knowing that a single plaque isn't enough to show how I appreciate her.
Even though I keep on telling myself that It's a trend now of having an MIA (missing in action lol) daddy I can't still get through with this heartache. I've been far from my dad since I was five, now that I am 23 I still haven't touch even the single strand of his hair. It hurts me a lot especially if I can see those kids carried by their dad during Sundays after mass eating at Jollibee. We use to do that when I was still a kid. That's why I can feel the pang on my heart when I can see such event.
Sometimes I can tell myself that life is so unfair, because why those other kids have daddy why they can be with their daddy? Why can't I? What's with me? What have I done wrong in this world, why they can't give my daddy back to me? Why can't I have even a minute of hug with him? "FATE , tell me what to do in order for me to have my dad back to me?" Why can he be with his other kids? Why can't he spend a little moment with me? Why can he stroll around with his other kids? Why can he be with them during their hospital days? Why can't he be there with me during my critical days? My days where i have to face the truth about my cyst? Why??
Tears are falling down as I put all these words here. i just miss my dad, I just terribly miss him. How I wish that I can earn extra money or win millions so that I can go to my daddy's place and spend even a day with my dad. I love my daddy!!
I grew up with my mom (well all this years I've been with her.) She tried to complete me as much as she can (I really appreciate her for that); I know the difficulties of raising a child with single body but doing the dad's task in replace of my dad's presence. I really wanna give her a plaque for that though knowing that a single plaque isn't enough to show how I appreciate her.
Even though I keep on telling myself that It's a trend now of having an MIA (missing in action lol) daddy I can't still get through with this heartache. I've been far from my dad since I was five, now that I am 23 I still haven't touch even the single strand of his hair. It hurts me a lot especially if I can see those kids carried by their dad during Sundays after mass eating at Jollibee. We use to do that when I was still a kid. That's why I can feel the pang on my heart when I can see such event.
Sometimes I can tell myself that life is so unfair, because why those other kids have daddy why they can be with their daddy? Why can't I? What's with me? What have I done wrong in this world, why they can't give my daddy back to me? Why can't I have even a minute of hug with him? "FATE , tell me what to do in order for me to have my dad back to me?" Why can he be with his other kids? Why can't he spend a little moment with me? Why can he stroll around with his other kids? Why can he be with them during their hospital days? Why can't he be there with me during my critical days? My days where i have to face the truth about my cyst? Why??
Tears are falling down as I put all these words here. i just miss my dad, I just terribly miss him. How I wish that I can earn extra money or win millions so that I can go to my daddy's place and spend even a day with my dad. I love my daddy!!
Wednesday, February 20, 2008
Ironic (Life is not as Easy as ABC)
Familiar? Yah it's from Alanis's song? yah i got the idea of writing this one from her song......
Funny it is but this is true..
You are so wide awake during your TV session,
But you have this EYES WIDE SHUT during Mass..(tsk tsk tsk)
It is so lovable to read the whole novel of Devil Wears Prada
But it's so hard to read even a single verse in the Bible (how could it be)
It is easy to dance whole night and have the booze time from night till morning
but it's so hard to stay on your office's chair, to sit and to work (in which you're not consuming any alcohol or you aren't get tired of dancing; but still you get tired)
It is easy to read pocketbooks whole night
But if your mom tells you to study your lesson you're always looking for great alibis.
It is easy to chat with those filthy people around the globe for how many hours
but it's so hard to finish a 2 minute task on your PC
It's so easy to gain weight in just a day
but it's hard to loose 1 lb in 3 weeks
It's easy to spend 5000 in a minute
But you have to work for 90 hours for in order to get it. (hard come easy go)
Students are always at their cloud 9 during holidays
But if they are told to stop their schooling huh expect war will occur.
Well this is life.. what we want it's hard to have but what we don't want it's on our path.
Funny it is but this is true..
You are so wide awake during your TV session,
But you have this EYES WIDE SHUT during Mass..(tsk tsk tsk)
It is so lovable to read the whole novel of Devil Wears Prada
But it's so hard to read even a single verse in the Bible (how could it be)
It is easy to dance whole night and have the booze time from night till morning
but it's so hard to stay on your office's chair, to sit and to work (in which you're not consuming any alcohol or you aren't get tired of dancing; but still you get tired)
It is easy to read pocketbooks whole night
But if your mom tells you to study your lesson you're always looking for great alibis.
It is easy to chat with those filthy people around the globe for how many hours
but it's so hard to finish a 2 minute task on your PC
It's so easy to gain weight in just a day
but it's hard to loose 1 lb in 3 weeks
It's easy to spend 5000 in a minute
But you have to work for 90 hours for in order to get it. (hard come easy go)
Students are always at their cloud 9 during holidays
But if they are told to stop their schooling huh expect war will occur.
Well this is life.. what we want it's hard to have but what we don't want it's on our path.
Tuesday, February 19, 2008
Through the Odds
I am so touched on the story of this girl named Natalie:
She is about to tie up this coming March to his 5 year relationship with Earl. Their relationship is almost perfect that they decided to have their bows. But it just so happened that "life is so short" is a real line for her. She just found out that her breathing is so limited. She found out that she has this cancer which is in terminal stage. (ohhhhhhh so painful) She doesn't know how to confide it to her fiance. She's in need of advice and moral support. At this point she is need of courage to face this odd!
I can really relate with Natalie, because at one point of my life I experienced that one. Still I'm on my medication process wherein I'm still battling with this. Painful indeed but people can't see the pain inside of me. I'm hiding all these pain inside of me. I don't want others to get affected with this. I love everything around me that's why I don't wanna hurt them. Not even single of them.
But still you can battle all the odds and have faith, be good, smile, and be happy. At this point those are the most important thing that you can have and you will have. Just cheer up. You're not alone.
She is about to tie up this coming March to his 5 year relationship with Earl. Their relationship is almost perfect that they decided to have their bows. But it just so happened that "life is so short" is a real line for her. She just found out that her breathing is so limited. She found out that she has this cancer which is in terminal stage. (ohhhhhhh so painful) She doesn't know how to confide it to her fiance. She's in need of advice and moral support. At this point she is need of courage to face this odd!
I can really relate with Natalie, because at one point of my life I experienced that one. Still I'm on my medication process wherein I'm still battling with this. Painful indeed but people can't see the pain inside of me. I'm hiding all these pain inside of me. I don't want others to get affected with this. I love everything around me that's why I don't wanna hurt them. Not even single of them.
But still you can battle all the odds and have faith, be good, smile, and be happy. At this point those are the most important thing that you can have and you will have. Just cheer up. You're not alone.
Wednesday, February 13, 2008
Impossible Possibilities (gift from across the miles)
Eachtime I see you my love for you becomes stronger.
Its impossible for me to fly, but
Everytime I kiss u my heart races fot the sky.
I won't be with you for along time and for me is tragic
My love for you feels like magic
I may not see you but my feelings keep gowing,
But when we see each other my feelings keep showings,
We had so much fun together, and that I'm going to miss,
Specially those sweet tender lips,
People had told me to forget you, and all I answer is"Never"
The only thing I'm sure of, is your love, and that I'll wait for you forever,
All I can say is that my love for you its true,
I can't wait to marry you.
Its impossible for me to fly, but
Everytime I kiss u my heart races fot the sky.
I won't be with you for along time and for me is tragic
My love for you feels like magic
I may not see you but my feelings keep gowing,
But when we see each other my feelings keep showings,
We had so much fun together, and that I'm going to miss,
Specially those sweet tender lips,
People had told me to forget you, and all I answer is"Never"
The only thing I'm sure of, is your love, and that I'll wait for you forever,
All I can say is that my love for you its true,
I can't wait to marry you.
Monday, February 11, 2008
FEB 14
hmm Red day!!! Bring out all red clothes shirts shoes bags or everything that has red! It's almost here. The Valentine's day! weeehhh every couples are waiting for that moment. That's a great momentum for every couple. Most of the restaurants are fully booked, so what are the option place where you can spend your Valentine's day more memorable aside from fully booked restos bars resorts hotels, inn and most of all the taxi-room motels (lol). that's true by the way.
Better choose to stay at home cook your own specialty and have a candle-lit dinner. ( if ever you have roomates hmm better shooed them out for a while..) Hmmm if you can't cook then you better opt for pizza there are lots of free delivery pizza out there.. Im sure your guy will love it.
Watch a jafeyk DVD will do. haahah but be sure that what you have bought are of good quality.
Roses from Holland Tulips' are better but if you're runnin' out of budget you can buy nice rose out there nearby the church it's nice too.. just wrap it nicely ...
If you're working that day hmm chat, text or unlimited call will do.But if you can sneak for one hour then do it... hahahhah or simply have a post Valentine celebration..That one is better than sneaking out..
please bear on your mind that celebrating Valentine's is not prohibited but please bring your own umbrella for your "protection" hmmmm
Better choose to stay at home cook your own specialty and have a candle-lit dinner. ( if ever you have roomates hmm better shooed them out for a while..) Hmmm if you can't cook then you better opt for pizza there are lots of free delivery pizza out there.. Im sure your guy will love it.
Watch a jafeyk DVD will do. haahah but be sure that what you have bought are of good quality.
Roses from Holland Tulips' are better but if you're runnin' out of budget you can buy nice rose out there nearby the church it's nice too.. just wrap it nicely ...
If you're working that day hmm chat, text or unlimited call will do.But if you can sneak for one hour then do it... hahahhah or simply have a post Valentine celebration..That one is better than sneaking out..
please bear on your mind that celebrating Valentine's is not prohibited but please bring your own umbrella for your "protection" hmmmm
Tuesday, February 5, 2008
Glamorous Creed
Be humble always,
Though people think you aren't , just be humble.
Don't be in cliche,
Be the trend setter
Don't drink what those masses drink
Drink what they don't know
Don't show how hungry you are,
Even though serpent wags his body inside your tummy.
Don't let the people know that you are broke,
Let them believe that you are a fountain of money
Don't be too shy to face the cameras,
Instead know your angle and be ready always
Don't date guys with no name,
Be use of having famous guys trailing at you.
Don't ever burp in front of your guy
Because if you do, you aren't glamorous anymore ewwww
Stay beautiful as much as you can,
Do such effortlessly.
Be the real you,
If you aren't glamorous, then simply STOP IT!!
Though people think you aren't , just be humble.
Don't be in cliche,
Be the trend setter
Don't drink what those masses drink
Drink what they don't know
Don't show how hungry you are,
Even though serpent wags his body inside your tummy.
Don't let the people know that you are broke,
Let them believe that you are a fountain of money
Don't be too shy to face the cameras,
Instead know your angle and be ready always
Don't date guys with no name,
Be use of having famous guys trailing at you.
Don't ever burp in front of your guy
Because if you do, you aren't glamorous anymore ewwww
Stay beautiful as much as you can,
Do such effortlessly.
Be the real you,
If you aren't glamorous, then simply STOP IT!!
Monday, February 4, 2008
Confessions of Great Friends
I got this story from two person who posses very beautiful face, including the wit, glamour talent, and good charisma with good character.. (are they perfect?? hmmmm they almost are!)
These two are so pretty (hmm it's already mentioned above!!!) (ok ok ok let's proceed). Aside from having those great personality; they also have great friendship. (yah that's true) They share almost everything what they have.(not boys and undies ok?? lol) They share even the last peso that they have in their pocket. They also share tons of idea that they have in their mind. Sharing! it's the rule...
These two are so fun to be with (but hey, they only like to be with each other, if there's a word loner then they will create duoer hahahaa) They catch each other's flaws, weaknesses fears and... toe injury hahahahaahaha....
There are lots of adventures that these two shared. Like, having a very unusual relationship (lol), food trip during richie rich time and, food trip again during purita aunor times ahahha... (but,hey these two still look so gorgeous though); they also have this travelling mania. ( I think these two wants to explore the whole P.I) anyways, these two dashing vixen created by God are so humble. (yah they are humble).
Little did people know that they really put first their family than anything and anyone here on earth. They are so good daughters of their respective family.They will give what their moms first in lieu of their happiness! Sacrifice is the word! That's what they are, and that's what people don't know, their goodness is beyond their beauty.
Nothing in this world can really compare there friendship. Not the span of time is the measurement of their friendship, but the personality that they have and their love for each other.
KEEP HOLDING BETPWEN...
These two are so pretty (hmm it's already mentioned above!!!) (ok ok ok let's proceed). Aside from having those great personality; they also have great friendship. (yah that's true) They share almost everything what they have.(not boys and undies ok?? lol) They share even the last peso that they have in their pocket. They also share tons of idea that they have in their mind. Sharing! it's the rule...
These two are so fun to be with (but hey, they only like to be with each other, if there's a word loner then they will create duoer hahahaa) They catch each other's flaws, weaknesses fears and... toe injury hahahahaahaha....
There are lots of adventures that these two shared. Like, having a very unusual relationship (lol), food trip during richie rich time and, food trip again during purita aunor times ahahha... (but,hey these two still look so gorgeous though); they also have this travelling mania. ( I think these two wants to explore the whole P.I) anyways, these two dashing vixen created by God are so humble. (yah they are humble).
Little did people know that they really put first their family than anything and anyone here on earth. They are so good daughters of their respective family.They will give what their moms first in lieu of their happiness! Sacrifice is the word! That's what they are, and that's what people don't know, their goodness is beyond their beauty.
Nothing in this world can really compare there friendship. Not the span of time is the measurement of their friendship, but the personality that they have and their love for each other.
KEEP HOLDING BETPWEN...
Friday, February 1, 2008
A flick....
A night full of smile, but not happiness,
A night full of lights but not star,
A night full of surprises but not a blessing
All those just happened in one night!
I lost on a game!
But the fact is Im not in the game!
I am smiling
But deep inside of me Im weeping
Im smiling though
Im laughing but
Im Weeping in vain
Crying because of pain
The reel me
I showed a wide beam
But the real me
Is nothing but a sad grim
Fool I am I was
But wiser I am it is!
Stronger me is born
Fighter me I am!
A night full of lights but not star,
A night full of surprises but not a blessing
All those just happened in one night!
I lost on a game!
But the fact is Im not in the game!
I am smiling
But deep inside of me Im weeping
Im smiling though
Im laughing but
Im Weeping in vain
Crying because of pain
The reel me
I showed a wide beam
But the real me
Is nothing but a sad grim
Fool I am I was
But wiser I am it is!
Stronger me is born
Fighter me I am!
TGIF-TGIS!!!
Been a good week for me!!
I've been to a dramatic week..well not for now. Im starting to love myself back. Im recovering now! Ive learned my lesson, and now I know how to handle all such things.
I will go on a travel so that I can recuperate my wounded mind..(take note not wounded heart huh) Be wise be very wise. hahaha...
Why did I put TGIS?? It's because Saturday is the end of all Friday blues, and now Im almost at the end of my Friday blues...
Just be happy and just love yourself above anything and anyone else in the world!!!
I've been to a dramatic week..well not for now. Im starting to love myself back. Im recovering now! Ive learned my lesson, and now I know how to handle all such things.
I will go on a travel so that I can recuperate my wounded mind..(take note not wounded heart huh) Be wise be very wise. hahaha...
Why did I put TGIS?? It's because Saturday is the end of all Friday blues, and now Im almost at the end of my Friday blues...
Just be happy and just love yourself above anything and anyone else in the world!!!
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