Thursday, June 10, 2010

after 20 years

after 20 years?? I found him... the boy in the picture with me. I found him so miserable, and yet he found me likewise.
If I were to ask, yes I wanna settle down with him, I dunno if this is just a sudden urge of my feeling, but if this is it, I wanted this , I wanted to pursue this and make this happen. I wanted him, I love him, so much.. now I know what's the meaning of love.!!!

Happy Father's Day!!!

Happy Father's day papa, I wrote a line for my papa, just a simple one liner and it says:

Once I wish upon a star,I want a piece of me, after how many long years of waiting, someone didn't just give a piece but the whole me.

I cant explain how big my love for my dad is. it's too big to be explained, he may not be there for so long time, but I know that my love for him is a vast an endless love.

I love my papa so much..

Wednesday, June 9, 2010

need to make a bucket list

now that im ill.. i need to make a bucket list at the same time a count your blessings list everyday in my life....hope that this will succeed.. ehehhe say good luck to me..


Monday, April 19, 2010

After math election

Reasons why do we have to get out of this country after election:

If Erap won ..why?? duh do i really have to elaborate the reasonsssss on this situation??

If NoyNoy won..why? Kris will be his adviser.. and in every 5 meters surely i am there're mother mary images(sorry for the devout catholics--marians out there..)

If Satur Ocampo,Liza Maza won...why?? 'the NPA love team..woohhh!!"

If Querubin won..why?? WTF we dun need another prisoner senator, who'll just sit behind the bars and accept the pay checks; of course from our pockets!!

If Manny Villar won.....why?? he will change Lupang Hinirang into his very own jingle... and change our national game,sepak takraw into 'dagat ng basura' who the hell want all of these????

well if you still want to stay here in P.I. and love this effin country so be it.. but if you guys still have the chance of getting out of this effin' country then PROCESS IT NOW!! we dun need to be ruled by these awful people.. and i dun wanna work hard for these effin'people! won.....why?? he will change Lupang Hinirang into Manny Villar's jingle... and change our national game,sepak takraw into 'dagat ng basura' who the hell want all of these????

well if you still want to stay here in P.I. and love this effin country so be it.. but if you guys still have the chance of getting out of this effin' country then PROCESS IT NOW!! we dun need to be ruled by these awful people.. and i dun wanna work hard for these effin'people!

Tuesday, March 2, 2010


I dunno if im color blind or it's just that i have a very poor eyesight... hopefully i only have a very poor eyesight... i dun want to downgrade it into colorblindness ...rofl....
what's with colors all about? well this is not about colorblindness and stuff.. it's all about colors.. i just jot down my color confusions..on the first few lines... ok here we go.. Im now wearing black jacket, yesterday i wore yellow shirt.....then later on i found out that our computer technician here in the office is also wearing a yellow shirt.. So i decided to wear my black jacket.. the same jacket im wearing right now. WHY?? 'nother story... my two teamates are wearing i dunno the color (as ive told you im so poor on that) let's just say shade of pink...both of them wearing the same shade... oh gawd i gave him the most violent reaction... hahaha.. same reaction with my yellow shirt...
I have this question on my mind... Why is it that if you found out that you have the same color of shirt in the area you'll be pissed off or you'll react that much? but if it's black or white there ain't big deal.


Im sorry

Im so sorry i wasnt able to write anything during feb.... if i can just turn back those days.. i will surely write lotsa blogs....
because i owe you lots of blogs i shoulda put lotsa piccsies here... hmmm ill hack my fb first hehehe.. that i owe you.. ill just give that thing to you tomorrow.. i hope that it'll be fine...


Wednesday, January 13, 2010

wishing wells

Last time at Simala I saw a replica of well of Nazareth it's really just a replica no special thing attach, just a simple well-like features with a water not deep. So I didnt toss a coin in there...
I was just surprised this dawn during our office hours, when I went to the place which I called the zero-gravity room; as I went inside the room I realized that it's not just a zero-gravity room but a 'wishing wells'. Funny it is, but the fact that it has coin on it and it always has, maybe someone thinks that as long as it has water as long as the coin will go down the bottom then you can wish for ev'thin....
That's really surprising the room is just an ordinary room but for me it isn't.. I'll try to find out what's next with that room...



first 15 days of 2010

My first blog of 2010......

What did I do on my first 15 days of 2010?

I ..hmmmm can you give me a minute or two,just want to review what had happened on the past few days..................

ohhh ok here it goes.........

I hit the gym...ohhh lala...I'm fin'lly trying to go back to the gym....
I went to celebrate my friend's birthday and ate not-so-much food....
I already burned Taylor's Nina's and Miley's songs....
I gave my mom a precious cute Siamese cat....
I went to Simala to thank God for ev'thin'
I'm serious with my diet including my cleansing diet every other day...

I dun have that much cool deeds but Im trying...Ill try to stroll around and love the sun...



Wednesday, December 30, 2009

'tis the season to wear polka fralalalalala lala lala

polka dots....checked

12 circle-shaped fruits..... checked

coins and bills in pockets, wallets and purse....checked

ham... checked

pancit and spag ....checked


if you're hearing these things what's the first thing that would come up on your mind??? Nothing else but NEW YEAR!!

HAPPY NEW YEAR TO ALL.. welcome 2010...........................

see you next year.. am just so sad i wasn't able to beat my 100 blogs of 2008... ill try to double up by 2010...
good health to all .... RECESSION, GET THE FUCKIN' OUT!!!


Monday, December 28, 2009

LAX not L.A.X

Everybody needs LAX... yeah not the famous L.A.X but the jargon or eponym of laxative who the hell wanted to shout out that they need laxatives? Nobody wants.... It's holiday season, 'tis food galore. Choose here and there.. Eat here and there... hmm yumm yumm the best season of all time. You can find foods everywhere, here and there hmmm smell the aroma and savour the sauces, hear the sound of boiling and feel the heat of every food around the corner.
So this will be the hardest time for antacid in every pharmacy in the corner. Tums the yummiest antacid of all time, kremil-s the super OTC antacid in which you can also have it in the stores, Maalox the prescription antacid, alka seltzer the big one hahaha. After antacid you need to remove the bloat in you, get a lax... There's an option for your lax, WHEATGRASS a 33 pesos per sachet, C-LIUM fiber 9.50/sachet yakult, yogurt pineapple and PRUNE.... and last HIT THE GYM (next week) hahahaha.. I'll finish the food galore season first.

'till here


Monday, December 21, 2009

What's Your New Year's Resolution, In Just Six Words.

I am a bummer this shift.. been here for about 5 hours and still no special thing happened. This will be a 12 hour shift and to be continued for tomorrow's shift. (just to make-it-up for 24th shift)
It's holiday season so the season too, to think about their 'New year's resolution' to make it more unique I asked them to do that in six words.. So they did it.. and 'tis great... here are their response..

from different chat box..YAHOO MESSENGER AND SKYPE.. see their uber answer

[2:06:31 AM] Roy Angelo: get drunk and get laid tonight

Bruce Lloyd Imbo: not to be mister nice guy

Beatrice White: new year's resol- better persone, daughter, friend, wife and employee

[2:07:28 AM] Rayven Ingles: will limit dota to weekends only
[2:07:39 AM] Rayven Ingles: or limit playing dota to weekends only
[2:07:40 AM] Rayven Ingles: there
[2:07:41 AM] Rayven Ingles: :P

Kristine Yu: magsugod na ko ug tigom..ok..

Remely Mandreza: to be better and overcome fears

Julius Rodriguez: I'll change my lifestyle and girls

Mary Gen Albarico: more time with family and friends

Denmark Esmeralda: to become a famous super model!

Beverly Rusios: Love, Give, Understand, Communicate and Beautify

I love my officemates' participation they love my question-of-the-day always..(HOPEFULLY)

hmm would you want to know my response on my question? Just dun be surprise with my





That's all hahahahh...'till next blog


Monday, December 14, 2009

3rd yr annive

Dec. 13 : 'twas our Annive/Xmas Partee... Held at Parklane hotel..

'twas so nice as nice as the soft spirit of Xmas. The theme was award's night. Yeah boi we are in formal get-up. We're in red carpet with backdrop, Edward Cullen and Bella Swan as our ushers and the doors closed at exactly 7pm. Cool ayt?
When I went into the hall 'Victoria Hall' (I was almost late...-as usual nothing new-) I was so surprised when I saw the formal or should I say uber formal fellahs... I wasn't expecting that it'll be that beautiful. It's uber beautiful. As the door closed...

Voice over filled the room, the made-in-the-USA voice over for the opening of the program. There were some technical errors, duh crappy Parklane hotel technical service. Thank God we have beautiful-and-so-talented Ops Manager, none other than Bea White. She handled those tech problem that night perfectly (no such word though, but if you just saw how she did it you will surely say she perfected it...). Who was with her on the floor? She can't be solo all the time. So she called my ever cute smart intelligent chatmate/friend Rayven. hmmm (we're just friends ok..we're dating though..lolz for that), anyways...not that good as JOE PHOENIX but, it was good for a non-outgoing person like him can handle the co-hosting is an 'A' for me...(is it because he's my txtmate/friend/chatmate/date-sometimes?? lolz) ...ohhh I forgot to narrate here the Lady Gaga's performance.... My BAD!! 'twas nice.. she's s'pose to be lady gaga but she's singing geri halliwel's it's raining man.. hahaha...nice performance..CLAP CLAP CLAP also include julius's and josh's effort ahhahah though they've been washed out by the rain hahaha...

And the wait is over after how many minutes....Bea introduced the ever cute so handsome beautiful man ABS-CBN's KAPITAN BOOM JON AVILA!!!! Can you feel my scream?? If you can't then you're so lucky... He was so handsome that night, haayyyzztt can he be mine?? even just for once....I'm game...1 ..2...3 go,,, hahhhaha

after the great introduction.. It's FOOD TIME... yum yum yum i was so amazed with the honey mustard dressing, i really love it.. i just love mustard too much..the bread and frozen butter hmmm yum, there's rice, braised veggies, adobo and braised beef.. but i didnt get rice and braised veg.. i just dun like it.. and the star of the night's table..LECHON yummmmmmmmmm........... sorry for me i wasnt able to get the crispy skin of sad..

minutes after eating the group presentation..yahuu.. Im not ready I dun love it... it's not my craft...well there're 10 groups and we're number 8 adn to be called in descending order hahaha..kiddin' . There was greece, chicago, beauty and the beast, sister act,slumdog millionaire, saturday night fever and Moulin rouge.. If i wasnt able to mention the other groups.. SORRY..

and the winner is none other than... TRULY YOURS hahaha dream on.. it was number 9's group the enchanted... zzzzzzzzzzzzz....
going home..and tired.. the taking-picture-time.. We took our pics at the backdrop with Edward Cullen and LUCKY FOR US with Jon Avila.. hayyzzttt lucky lucky lucky US,,,,

Just until here....and the story continues as we went to the party place of Cebu MANGO..FYI,,,, in my BALL GOWN hahahaa.,,,,

babush for now...


Thursday, December 10, 2009

i cant break it..

it's almost g'bye 2009 and hello 2010...

few months ago i dared myself to break or 'ven just get even with my last years blog... but it so happened that I can't beat it.. so sad :( almost 30+ blogs to blog just to get even my last year's blog... so sad i can't make it... but still nice dare for me..
it's not usual to dare yourself, though....


Wednesday, November 4, 2009


I got a chance to read 'BEST TOYS OF ALL TIME' at yahoo page. I was surprised with what I've read. There are 16 toys and in that 16 toys I had 10 on it. Wow , I can say; I had great childhood toys , not-to-mention I only have 2 friends then. But still I am so thankful for having those toys , and wanna thank my dad for all of those toys that he gave me. Indeed I felt so lucky because in that all time fave toys I got the 62.5% that's really amazing.
My favorite toy on the roster is the Cabbage Patch I love it because they are so cute and cuddly.Hope I can find another CP. But in the roster I have one frustration that my dad never gave me. The Nintendo, until now he doesn't allow me to have any console, my sad.
There's a toy that I think must be included on the list. Remember "Polly Pocket'? Oh how I love those cute little posh community that you can create. sigh.. I miss my childhood days..

'till here

Monday, November 2, 2009


I went to Halloween parteee dated,October 31, 2009.We welcomed the November 1 of 2009 as the real Halloween day. I wore a sexy witch costume. I love the ensemble especially my witch hat, which turned to be my door knocker hahaha.. I felt so cute that time (i admit hahhaa).. I'll just post the other photos, and those are really amazing...BTW I'm with gen & Rex that time.

Monday, October 26, 2009


As I already explained the meaning of Elevator List on my previous blog, now Im gonna put my E.L.

1. Jay Manalo
2. Kim Bum
3.Chad Michael Murray
4. Andy Garcia
5.Enchong Dee
6. Derek Ramsay
7. DingDong Dantes

Wow!!! Lucky 7 hhhahahahahhaha that would be so terrible hahaha


Yeah right I know I'm not blessed to have great voice,I know Im a tone deaf. But, lo where am I in this pic? In front of so many people I got my guts intact and have all the courage to face them and sing in front of them. Bravo to me..and sorry for the listeners hahaha.,.I only have fighting spirit in my pocket..

Thursday, October 22, 2009


Gimme your 'elevator list' baby... What's that elevator list all about? Before I explain the meaning of that phrase I have to tell you first where I got that line. It's from one of 'ONE TREE HILL's" quotable quotes. I was so mesmerized with the line and so the meaning.. Ok I'll give you the meaning of the line...


See who wouldn't fall in love with that line? It's so interesting and would really caught your attention ,ayt??

another quotable quotes/dialogue from (again) ONE TREE HILL (it's not that obvious that I love tree hill right? lolz..) here's the dialogue:

Brooke: "There are 82 letters in here and they're all addressed to you. I wrote them all this summer, one a day but I never sent them because I was afraid. I was afraid of getting my heart broken again, like before, because you hurt me so bad. And I was afraid to be vulnerable and I was afraid of you and the way that you make me feel. And I know that doesn't matter now after what I did but I just thought that you should know... this is how I spent my summer Luke, wanting you. I was just too scared to admit it."

Lucas: "Brooke! What you did with Chris... it's okay."

Brooke: "It's not. It can't be. Its too much to forgive."

Lucas: "Well that's too bad because I forgive you."

Brooke: "You can't.."

Lucas: "I just did, so you're gonna just have to deal with it. I'm the guy for you Brooke Davis and I know I hurt you the last time we were together but I..."

Brooke: "I love you."

Lucas: "I love you too... pretty girl."

ohhh how I wish to hear those lines in real life...Looking forward to it hahaa..


Friday, October 9, 2009

Ateneo for 2

It was October 8, 2009 at around 3:30 pm the people at Araneta Coliseum aka The Big Dome are queueing for the most anticipted game of this season. The UAAP season 72; between Ateneo Blue Eagles and UE Red Warriors. The people outside were with their own colors such as red or blue, they were bringing their banner with pride. But before anything else happened that time, inside the big Dome was the game of Ateneo Blue Eaglets and De La Salle Zobel Jr. Archers' game.Yeah you heard it right.The most rival team in the Philippines were in the arena playing for their fight of the season. It was indeed a great game between the juniors department and guess who got the trophy?? None other than the Ateneo Blue Eaglets! Kudos for their star player, Kiefer Ravena, indeed a Raven's claw!

After the juniors game, here comes the seniors the Pride of the school, the most anticipated war for this season. The best of the best of this season.
As the game started with the Blue Eagles points the game got hotter and hotter, literally hotter. Their emotional almost caught them up. So glad to see great coaches behind them. They pacified them immediately.
The game ran fr 36 minutes. A 36 minutes of hell for the team to taste heaven. And for the winner it is a great heavens. Fortunate for those who bagged the trophy and will graduate with pride and print on their school.
So who among the two great teams won??? drum roll please..........

It's THE ATENEO BLUE EAGLES 'AGAIN'!!! This will be a double victory for them . 1 for winning the juniors department and 2 for the seniors department. It'll be a great honor for Rabeh Al Hussaini, Nonoy Baclao for finishing the year with a great impact at the AQUILA LEGIS, not just because they won the championship but because the maintained to seat on the CHAMPION's THRONE for 2 years in a row!

The town has been painted BLUE and by BLUE!

Wednesday, October 7, 2009

Lions for Lambs 2

Why can't they (White House) pull out those American solidiers at Iraq? Can't they just imagine how awful it is growing up without their dads, during their family day, during those times when they need someone who will protect them from those kids who bully them? Can't they not give chance to those families who wanna eat dinner with theit lovedones sitting beside them? Can't they not give chance to those families to experience their Sundays with their dads?
With that kid in the picture hoping that they will be touched and be enlightened.


Tuesday, October 6, 2009

ill just tell u the story of this song..

minsan sumakay ako ng jeep, galing ng eskuwelameron akong nakita sumakay na magandang dalagaitong chick ay sexy talaga at sos ang datingkaya naisipan kong magpacute at magpapansinanong tuwa ko nang abutin ko ang kanyang bayadpara akong asong ulol baw waw waw na nagkakandarapahalos magkanda-haba haba haba haba haba haba ang aking kamay sa pag-abot nang kanyang suklisabay bigla akong nag hi. “hi!”

miss miss sa loob ng jeepneysana naman ako ay bigyang pansinmiss miss sa loob ng jeepneysana naman akoy bigyan tingin (tingin naman diyan)(tingin naman diyan)

isa lang po ang aking problemakung paano ko siya makikilalaeh pumara ang jeep, sumakay si lolae puno na palakahit di ko gawain, ako’ynapilitan “lola dito ka na”nang akoy nakasabit na biglaang bulong niya baka ka madisgrasyaakoy na shock sa caring niyaakoy na shock kasi concern siyapumalakpak ang aking tengaplak, plak, plak, ang sabi na aking tenga
miss miss sa loob ng jeepneysana naman ako ay bigyang pansinmiss miss sa loob ng jeepneysana naman akoy bigyan tingin (tingin naman diyan)(tingin naman diyan)
pagdating sa dulo biglang natraffic may banggaan daw sa kantonagkabanggaan ang aming tingin, nauwi sa mabuting usapinnagkabanggaan, nagkahabaan ang aming usapanmula kababawan hanggang kalaliman, di ko namalayansiya pala ay papara nagoodbye goodbye ang sabi niyagoodbye goodbye hangang sa muling pagkikitagoodbye, goodbye, goobyegoodbye, goodbye
nakalimutan kong itanong pangalan niya at tirahan niyanakalinutan kong isulat phone mumber niya o beeper number niya nakalimutan kong sabihin pangalan ko at ang bayan konakalimutan ko nakalimutan ko nakalimutan ko pati bayad ko
miss miss sa loob ng jeepneysana naman ako ay bigyang pansinmiss miss sa loob ng jeepneysana naman ako ay bigyang tinginmiss miss sa loob ng jeepneysana naman ako’y kausapinmiss miss sa loob ng jeepneypamasahe mo’y aking aabutin
paano kita hahanapin paano kita hahagilapineh hinabol ako ng driver na sinakyan natinkaya, kaya, kaya, kayanag 1-2-3 ako takbo na

Monday, October 5, 2009

Who will be this season's champ part 2

Will the Katipuneros' Agila soar high or the Pulang Mandirigma defended their team?

Who will be this season's champ part 1

You will fall in love with the game with just staring on their photos. This game will be much anticipated by many. Who will reign this season?

Sino ang magiging Taunang Kampeonato?

Sino ang mananalo sa taunang kampyonato sa larangan ng basketball? Ito ba ang mga agila o ang mga magigiting na Pulang Mandirigma?
Saan kaya mangagaling ang taunang kampeon, sa mga anak ng mga elitista o sa mga anak ng mga taon'g bayan?Saan sisikat ang araw? Silangan ba o sa Kanluran?

Atin'g antayin at bantayan ang UAAP season 72 ngayon'g Huwebes na!

Wednesday, September 30, 2009


You're on the phone with your girlfriend, she's upset
She's going off about something that you said'
Cause she doesn't get your humor like I do

I'm in the room, it's a typical Tuesday night
I'm listening to the kind of music she doesn't like
And she'll never know your story like I do
But she wears short skirts, I wear T-shirts
She's Cheer Captain and I'm on the bleachers

Dreaming about the day when you wake up and find
That what you're looking for has been here the whole time
If you could see that I'm the one who understands you
Been here all along, so why can't you see?
You, you belong with me, you belong with me

Walking the streets with you and your worn-out jeans
I can't help thinking this is how it ought to be
Laughing on a park bench, thinking to myself
Hey, isn't this easy?

And you've got a smile that could light up this whole town
I haven't seen it in a while since she brought you down
You say you're fine, I know you better than that
Hey, what ya doing with a girl like that?

She wears high heels, I wear sneakers
She's Cheer Captain and I'm on the bleachers
Dreaming about the day when you wake up and find
That what you're looking for has been here the whole time

If you could see that I'm the one who understands you
Been here all along, so why can't you see?
You belong with me
Standing by and waiting at your back door
All this time how could you not know?
Baby, you belong with me, you belong with me

Oh, I remember you driving to my house in the middle of the night
I'm the one who makes you laugh when you know you're 'bout to cry
And I know your favorite songs and you tell me 'bout your dreams
Think I know where you belong, think I know it's with me

Can't you see that I'm the one who understands you?
Been here all along, so why can't you see?You belong with me
Standing by and waiting at your back door
All this time, how could you not know?
Baby, you belong with me, you belong with me
You belong with me
Have you ever thought just maybe
You belong with me?
You belong with me

Tuesday, September 29, 2009

Who's the fairest of them all???

The votes has been cast! and the winner is......drum roll pls.....


here's the tally

Shalani-(Noy's) 8

Christine-(Chiz) 2

Monica-(Gibo) 5

It's because we (voters) think that first lady's battle is better than the presidential race!


Monday, September 28, 2009


I was in Cebu city this time (SEPT 26, 2009) when almost 90% of Manila was hit by Ondoy.. See the pic and you will feel th fateful and ungratful whip of ONDOY!!!

Waiting here in the pavement

Dear Lieutenant,

I am so sorry, I never called you. I am so sorry for being so late to see you. I am so sorry I never showed my affection with you. Im trying to but I dunno how. Am I too late? Is this the end of everything? Should I just only reminisce our past? Should I just stay at the side and smile while you're with someone's arms? Yeah right I am so bitter and so depressed while you're saying that you are committed, yeah right it's so hard to pretend that i'm happy for you. Can't you feel it? I know you're not numb enough not to know the sound of my hiss.

Tears fell, and I'm floating. I waited for you until now. I know you know that. I know that I have a great part there in your heart. Can't we just be US?? Is there any chance for us to be called 'WE'??

Where's our past? Our childhood memories? Would you just throw it away? Tell me!!! We may be 600 kilometers apart but hell, it won't matter. I know you know that. Please come home with me! It's not too late , Lieutenant. My door is always open for you. You know that!

Just tell me when I'll just wait here in the pavement!

Sincerely yours;


Thursday, September 24, 2009

Will you still abort your child seeing this pic?

Months ago classmates of mine asked me a help. A help that creeped me all over. Who wouldn't, if someone asked you to help them abort their kid, then tell me if it won't creep you. Seeing this image (im not into anatomy thing that's why you won't catch me reading any medical books) it amazed me. The hand that has life in it. The hand that's asking hope for someone to save him. That hand must be the thing that will slap those parents' faces whose planning and did the wrong thing. Can't they hear the cry of a baby that sounds like an angel singing? Can't they smell the heaven-scent breathe of innocent babies? Wouldn't they want to carry the soft huggable and comforting cushion-like babies? What's wrong with them? Hope that this photo be the future parents' inspiration!


Can I beat my 2008 blog posts?? I blogged 101 for 2008, Can I make at least 102 for this year? I'm losing hope though.. This blog is the 58th I think and it's already end of Sept. I think it's hard to top it(2008) well still keeping my fingers cross...



What to blog?? The extremes that're happening right now.
First the global warming, the inconsistent change of weather. The every now and then changes, from extremely hot sunny weather in just a wink it'll rain so hard. The hail storm, can you expect in a tropical country like Philippines will hail storm occur? It's indeed unbelievable!
I just found out on my yahoo news this headline "PREGNANT WOMAN GETS PREGNANT" gewdness!!! I asked myself and everyone else in the cyber world "WHAT'S HAPPENING IN THIS WORLD RIGHT NOW"? How about the 2012 prediction? ohhh gewdness!! Then should I ask about the cloning. and robotics? How about the new-found illness, virus and fatal diseases??
We may be in the most high-technology era so we must also face the most extreme (is there a term called most extreme? then i'll make one for what we're facing right now I think they must accept it.,.,)..
'til here


Wednesday, September 23, 2009

Color of Crime

Crime is a Rhyme for mime...
I stomp stomp and see what's on my min'
I hit a note and boy, its flat
and watcha call it?
oh yeh baby it's a crime!

Crime is a rhyme for time
I sway my hips with no rhythm
Pick-a-pack and yeah I see nothin'
Take it, Pick it, Getto
And whatcha call it?
Oh, man it's a crime

Crime is a rhyme for lime
Sour swoosh ding
Brag the body shot the fluid
Bang it's dead!
Whatcha call it?
Yeah man, it's still a crime

Rainbow colored crime
May be naughty or nice
Yeah crime baby is still a crime
Ice cream melts lick it up
wash your durty hands baby
but still crime lotsa grimes!

101 Ways of Diasporic Action

There'll be so many resons to flee out of the country i'll just state few...

I will definitely find ways lotsa ways to get out of this country if....

I will definitely find ways lotsa ways to get out of this country if they will use FACEBOOK and TWITTER for vote buying.

I will definitely find ways lotsa ways to get out of this country if they will not give Dacer-Corbito case justice.

I will definitely find ways lotsa ways to get out of this country if either of Manny Villar or Joseph Estrada win the 2010 presidential election.

I will definitely find ways lotsa ways to get out of this country if they will remake METEOR GARDEN and will just ruin it.

I will definitely find ways lotsa ways to get out of this country if Gloria Macapagal Arroyo still run for any public office.

I will definitely find ways lotsa ways to get out of this country if Floyd Mayweather won't win the MAYWEATHER-PACQUIAO fight.

I will definitely find ways lotsa ways to get out of this country if Cebu will be divided into 2.

I will definitely find ways lotsa ways to get out of this country if they can prove that SARAH GERONIMO and Bong Bong Marcos are lovers.

I will definitely find ways lotsa ways to get out of this country if Ruffa Guttierez consume all JLC's assets.

I will definitely find ways lotsa ways to get out of this country if another Daniel Smith-Suzette Nicolas incident.

I will definitely find ways lotsa ways to get out of this country if Dr. Vicki Belo-Dr. Hayden Kho video emerged.

I will definitely find ways lotsa ways to get out of this country if Katrina Halili turned to be a nun.

I will definitely find ways lotsa ways to get out of this country if Obama pulled-out all BPOs here in the Philippines.

I will definitely find ways lotsa ways to get out of this country if Piolo Pascual-Sam Milby get out of their closet and admit that they're lovers.

I think i'll just continue this one, I still have to think of other Diasporic reasons..

Thursday, September 17, 2009

bente kwatro

I've been out for a while. During those days of not making any visit on this site, I think lots of words to ponder about my new chapter in life. I am now 24, a year again added to my life and yeah I'm still single and very much hardworking. I don't care if I don't have stable relationship though. I am happy of what I have and what I am. I love what I'm doing right now and I love what's happening to me right now. I am just so thankful that God is still with me guiding me all the way through all these years. What makes me happy? I have my full blast family my dad whose always there for me everyday(not literally though) well he's back in U.S. I know one of these days he'll surprise us again..then I am so happy of having my mom who always cook great food for me. My ever favorite galunggong and monggo hmm yum yum.. the simplest food that I really wanna savour everyday as long as from my mom's. I love her so much, because of her sacrifices that she gave and still giving not just for me but for the three of us..Love you mom...To my titas ta Novel, ta Pia, ta Olga and Lola thanxz for being there for me since I was still at my mom's womb I dunno how to say thank you or would that word be enough?? I think I have to know the superficial word for THANK YOU to honor you guys. To my sibs.. Margarette ohhh I forgot she's now Marj because according to her she's already grown up, to my bunso sib, SalSal Mari the ever cutest skinny baby in the family. I am so proud of them and so love them. To my friends, bestifriend Bez Janis whose been with me for almost 14 yrs great one!.to Beatot for forgiving me for my kagaguhan thingssss..Thank You Bei and I'm so sorry. to my other friends, Terry my ever sungeet former housemate and officemate/txtmate/gymbuddy whose always there to give me great advice thanxz Terr...To my seatmate Gen..hello gen heheh thanxz for listening to my stories every now and then, for making me laugh during the wee hours of our duty and for all the patience you've spend for me my newly found friends my teamates who gave me belated gift. That was so amazing I love it so much. You guys rock!!! They are Remely (the team leader) Jerome(frustrated basketball player) Brian(the good one) Leonel( Mr. R.N aka killer smile) .Thanxz TAOIST temple...for giving me cheaper price of joss sticks and letting me pray there and listen to my tearful sentiments hehee..and of course I have to save the best for last... TO GOD ALMIGHTY.... I really wanna thank YOU HOLY HIGHNESS for everything that you've done to me, for helping me all the way.. for keeping me safe all this time. TO GOD BE THE GLORY!!!!


Friday, August 28, 2009

Passion of Crime

In just a week, massacre in Cebu been so rampant. The main cause of their killing is jealousy, as what merriam webster's definition :a : intolerant of rivalry or unfaithfulness. There were 3 live in partners been killed 2 kids and one third party. In that 3 live-in partners 2 were from call center field and the other one was a factory worker in MEPZ, the third party was a promodizer in Ayala center Cebu grocery.
It was a tragic happened because of jealousy, a tragic that will lead trauma to every people who witnessed that incident and trauma to every citizen here in Cebu. What's the root of that act? Well as a one-of-the-boys I understand well how guys act. First they don't express that much such as crying and sharing their problems so expect that there'll be no outlet on their feelings. Then second they are freak appologize me but it's true, they have this innate feeling that's what we call Saddism they are very much fulfilled to see someone who is in pain and begging for help. That's why the way of killing that happened this week is through the knife, the suspects killed their victim in a brutal way, wherein they can see the pain, blood, and agony, with that the suspects are very much fulfilled and satisfied though they know what they commited.

As a woman I am very much affected on the incident that happened these days. I admit it'll take two to tango. That tragic won't happen if infidelity doesn't exist.

Moral lesson of the story: for women BE FAITHFUL
For men, satisfy your wife!


Wednesday, August 19, 2009

LIghts, Camera, Action

How is it having a life in the middle of the spotlight? How is it having a life walking in the red velvety carpet? Some would say a dream life but 'they' say it's not what you think. A life you see with glitz and glamour is a life of pressure, lust, material and crime. They literally sell their selves in front of the camera they make us laugh cry and sometimes annoyed. People stare at them with awe, and mock. But still people envied them with anything they have, from the hairband they're wearing to the car they drive, food they eat pants they wear, pet they owned, sanitizer, lotion shampoo, schools they attended, expression they use everything they have in life makes people from the real world envied for. Do you think with those everything they have make them happy? Do you think they can eat as much as they can? Do you think they can sleep like the normal people do? Do you think they can act like there're no cameras and eyes looking at them? Do you think no one scrutinize them? Well the answer is NO!!! They separated their selves to us through that sausage-like cord and even the spelling of 'real' change when you enter on the barrier. They don't have normal life they don't have the life that let them bathe in the rain run in the streets in bare feet, eat fishballs,buy dirty ice cream, ride the MRT, smell the real essence of rush hour, don't have the chance to meet officemates, real friends, blind dates, eyeballs, they can't even hide even their most private life. Gaining weight or even drastic lose of weight is already an issue. Entering in this kind of life isn't just a simple A-B-C but a life turning experience not just a simple upside down or 360 deg but an overhauled change of everything.
That's why if you still have the most normal life then let it be seize every moment you have, savour everything and love yourself and so do people around you.


Tuesday, August 18, 2009

I will offer my last drop of blood to dismantle the Marcos government- Ninoy Aquino

I am so glad that in a span of 30 minutes I got to know what Democracy of modern Philippines was. I am so blind and so ignorant on that matter, but when I watched the STORYLINE by Patricia Evangelista, I was awed with amazement and my tears started to cry when I heard everything. Our modern heroes are worth not just to be on legal tender but also to put on everyone's heart for us to give gratitude,because one day the certain guy who broke unseen jail bars on our country, with his literally last drop of blood freed us and gave us all the chances to be where we are right now. Being free to fly and soar up to the sky. We owe everything to him. We owe these things to his blood, let us look on the brighter side, the side on which the freedom we got is a priceless gem and an undeniably perfected by our craft.
KUDOS, to the first youngest senator of our country, Kudos, to the great father of Kris Aquino, and Kudos to the father of modern democracy-Benigno "Ninoy" Aquino.

Friday, August 14, 2009


How to determine if you're broke or not:

10. If you can't even go to the salon and fix your ugly nails (ewwwww)

09. If you happened or innately went to a restaurant in which the cashier serves as waitress doorkeeper and receptionist.

08. If you can't buy the Lee Pipes shorts reduced from 299 to 200 pesos!!! ohhh gawd..

07. If you can't pay your landlady in full and just sneak out and lie of just going around the vicinity but in reality you'll be away a day or 2...

06. If you're walking downtown and just riding jeepney in the midst of the scorching hot weather.

05. If you buy Starbucks and announce to everyone that you have Starbucks on your desk and not throw it though it's already consumed. (pretentious)

04. If you buy ala carte breakfast meal at Mc Donalds and pretend you dun like their drinks. (but in reality you're so thirsty and so like their drinks,lolz)

03. If you deeply think and try to remember everyone of whoever owed you and if that won't pay then you'll curse that till the depth of your lungs.

02. If you can't sleep sound and tight. (because you're bothered on where to get the money)

01. If you only use carenderia's tissue for your CALL OF NATURE. ( sigh, dude you're a CERTIFIED BROKE!!!!)

Tuesday, August 11, 2009

what is she?

There's a girl named ***. Let's just call her in that name, it must be a bit of mysterious. If you're staring at her you will prolly say she's an angel from heavens above sent by God to change the world, with great advocacy and hopes to everyone. You would even say that she's the daughter that every moms wish for, she's the girlfriend that every guys wanted to have, she's the friend that everyone envied for and she's the employee of the week, month and year.

She has the nicest voice the most demure face and gestures. She's indeed the modern Maria Clara,the virgin of computer age, the holy name in the office, BUT HELL F%*@K OFF!!!! Her image is tearing her down, she's one of a hell a lunatic a psychotic, she's SICK. A damaging to one's life someone whom you can't expect of having that kind of grateful attitude, someone whom you can't even think of having that devilish acts! Oh holy glory now I can say Im better and Im fine being this being myself being stubborn being freak than being SICK,LUNATIC and PSYCHO!!!

Lesson of the story: DON'T BE DECEIVED BY THE LOOKS


Wednesday, August 5, 2009

I was so disappointed

I was so disappointed when I heard just this morning at Magic 89.9 GoodTimes with MO, Mojo and Grace Lee about my fellow youths' opinion they said that what's happening right now on Madame Cory's wake is just a mere OVER REACTING!! The hell for you guys YOU DON'T have any right to do that. They even said that Madame Cory didn't change the Philippines but instead worsen it!! That's so much mockery on what she hath done to us. We youth must be the one to be thankful on what she gave us. Because if it's not because of her great advocacy for KALAYAAN then we can't open this social network we can't express ourselves and be free as we can be. Can you guys go to a country that can't express their freedom and tell the whole world that you are the happiest people living on earth. SHAME TO ALL OF YOU GUYS who don't know how to say simple THANK YOU to Madame Cory.Kindly guys read your history books and after reading the history book tell us again that MOCK that you said this morning. GO TO HELL!!!! As a writer/blogger I am one of the most thankful for the freedom that Madame Cory gave us. Thank You Madame Cory.

Friday, July 31, 2009

the lady in yellow dress

'twas 2005 when I first and last saw the lady in yellow dess. She was so lovely and so cheerful. She launched her great talent which was painting. Great paints in which you can see that the painter itself is cheerful. Decades ago when I was still at my Mom's womb she lead the country she freed the country out of the dictator's hand. With that we should thank her for everything that she gave to us. Thank her for letting us run everywhere with no restrictions, thank her for letting us bathe in the sun soak our feet in the rain, climb the highest mountain in the world, laugh, cry, scream, and express our great feeling to everyone. To the damsel in yellow dress WE SALUTE YOU, with all our hearts we will bring this gratitude till the next generation, if it's not because of you , we aren't here.
MARAMING SALAMAT sa lahat kalayaan na binigay mo maraming salamat sa ngiti na ngayon ay tinatamasa namin maraming salamat sa magandang alaala na tinanim ng iyong kabutihan hinde lamang sa libro ngunit pati sa aming isip at puso. Nawa'y makapiling mo na ang iyong kabiyak at and Maykapal sa iyong pupuntahan.
SALAMAT SA LAHAT LAHAT mula sa iyong kabiyak na syang naging ugat ng kalayaan ng ating lupang sinilangan.. MARAMING MARAMING SALAMAT PO MADAM CORAZON COJUANCO-AQUINO.

Friday, July 24, 2009

These past few days

These past few days I was so... so.... freak, frickle minded,and unfocus ( is there a word unfocus? duh whatever) It's because of my anticipation of my suppose to be anniversary. As what my friend said, should I still commemorate my 'suppose-to-be-anniversary'? I pause for a while and think again.... But still I answered of course, it's the turning point of my life wherein I am stucked! I really am stucked! I can't move on, neither moving forward. I still can't steer my own steering wheel better because of that 'stba' . I am so much in pain, so much in trouble. Until when will I be like this? Until when will I suffer? Until when will I be stuck? Until when? I am so tired, I am so much in vain, this agony has been prolonged and no solution has ever imagined to solve this. As what my blog name tells me VINDICATED I AM!!! should I change it to VINDICATED I AM?? because until now I haven't escaped,freed nor vindicated.


p.s. I am in pain...totally

"Happiness is the best revenge"-Perez Hilton

We are now facing the nth hour of our doom. We are now suffering of what we've done to our mother earth. But yet voted as one of the happiest people in this world, despite everything that comes our way, despite of all these tribulation yet, here we come as one bringing all cheers and smiles to everyone.
Remove all the swords, ceasefire, detonate the bombs, throw grudge, instead SMILE JUMP and give all the synonyms of happiness to our heart's content. Suffering may come, grievances may occur, agony may prolong but the best weapon to fight all those is just a simple, honest and genuine happiness.


Wednesday, July 22, 2009

2 years na sana

It's been a while or should I say it's almost 2 years, it'll be two years by next month to be exact.
The ever dearest suppose to be anniversary of mine would be by next month. If that ever happened do you think that relationship will prosper? Do you think I'm already tied right now? I think YES. Because I admit I love him so much I definitely love him. The only guy that I ever admit to the deepest core of my heart is him. The only guy that I laid my bare eyes with. The only guy that I kept and still keeping inside my heart is him. I became so miserable became so mess became so heartless because of him. I prefer to be ruined, because my life is meaningless without him. I hope one day he will be in front of me asking me to marry him. If that would happen then the wait is over. I wouldn' bat a lash nor wait for seconds to answer that question instead I will immediately say YES, I DO to him.


Wednesday, July 15, 2009

I was so... II

So I spent almost 20 mins at the office waiting for her. After how many minutes she packed-up and signaled me to be ready. So we rode a jeep 14D and another jeep 62c going to the gym...
Arriving at the gym, I gave her the shoes and fix myself and in a hurry of going to my yoga class and told her to follow if she wanted to or just stay at the gym area.
After of stretching and contorting myself at the yoga class (wherein there are 2 other officemates were there but we aren't close so I don't even say 'Hi' to them)

to be continued....


Tuesday, July 14, 2009

I was so...

I was so disappointed, last Sunday when my SUPPOSE TO BE GYM BUDDY left me for no reason. Tell me who the hell won't freak on that situation? (so i am right on my term SUPPOSE)No one right??
The story goes like this.....
It was last week of Friday when we finalized our gym schedule, so we decided to be at the gym on Sunday.( the characters of we are my officemates we're just four) So before that one of my fully 'decidido' suppose to be gym buddy sent me an SMS that day, so for all we know it's Saturday, she asked for my assurance of going there, and sent me some quotes or joke text, in flood ok yeah in flood. It's because I wasn't replying on her messages. I wasn't aware what's the real story why she flooded the sms thing. Here comes my friend named FRIEND/HOUSEMATE/SEATMATE came to the rescue told me that the SUPPOSE TO BE GYM BUDDY wants to borrow shoes. So I checked my extra shoes and presto I still have one, the old FILA. So when the characters of going to the gym decided not to go , my fully 'decidido' SUPPOSE TO BE GYM BUDDY wanted to freak. But hell she can't she had no right!!!!
So here came Sunday morning at 7 I received a call from her, assuring my schedule of going to the gym and lending her shoes. So I say sure I'll be there and I'll bring the extra shoes.
3:30 pm was our schedule of meeting at Ayala mall... but i prefer to pick her up at the office. (wheeeeewwww A FOR EFFORT)

to be continued.. this will take 3 pages I think,,,,,



im so tired... can i call this brain drain? ohhh so painful , and i think i look so awfully gloomy... hope i can have great remedy for this.....

Thursday, July 2, 2009

when i saw those...

when i saw those little trinkety robots of prime optimus i easily fell in love with it... damn i wanna buy it.. here i am again the impulse buyer well impulse is my hobby hahaha,,, who wouldn't fall in love with those cute toys? the little cars will turn into cute colorful amazing robots...i even wish Mikaela Banes's doll is also there... i love her, being mikaela or megan she's really gorgeous that's the right word for her..



Friday, June 26, 2009

A bid of farewell to the 'Man in the Mirror'

A farewell bid to the man in the mirror who started all these rhinestone gloves, moonwalk, sash, vintage shoes, white old socks, red oversize coat, and of course plastic surgery. The man who change what music is all about, the man who made the music scene to be a borderless world.

'I'm starting with the man in the mirrorI'm asking him to change his ways And no message could have been any clearerIf you wanna make the world a better place Take a look at yourself and then make that change'

Thanxz to the Man in the Mirror, thanks for contributing your music your talent your legacy to us. For giving us inspiration on ou music, for changing the discrimination on music industry!

To the Man in the Mirror may you rest in peace! PAALAM

Thursday, June 18, 2009

If I have

If I have million USD what am I gonna do?

Million dollaz baby..wheeeww this isn't that tough to spend, especially the fuel is getting higher so it's not a surprise anymore to spend this bucks in just one day. let's see the break down of million dollah....

40,ooo - will go to my own savings(that's for my LAW school)
80,000- for my two sisters' schooling
100,000-for the house -could that be enough?-
100,000-for my Lambo woooooohhhh
20,000-bags variety of bags
20,000-variety of shoes, Loubotin, Dior, Ferragamo
40,000-bookstore business
2500-rice grain business
50,000- furniture and appliance
100,000-buy condominium/townhouse
100,000-variety of cars
100,000-european tour
75,000-asian tour

I think I am so much satisfied with my life after spending my million dollars then they'll call me A MILLION DOLLAR BABY....